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| Scars of a whipped slave (April 2, 1863, Baton Rouge, Louisiana, USA. Original caption: "Overseer Artayou Carrier whipped me. I was two months in bed sore from the whipping. My master come after I was whipped; he discharged the overseer. The very words of poor Peter, taken as he sat for his picture." (Photo credit: Wikipedia) |
Today
I gave my first English lesson to a kid who has to repair the ‘subject’ in
September, a term that means she tore the subject apart -and not in the recommended
Orthodox way- and now she has to fix it ?
I
went through her homework and found out that she did study and did her homework
and she did not need to ‘repair the subject in September’ meaning study all
summer to reach a vote that qualifies her as ‘sufficient’ to pass, she would
have needed some help in sorting out the subject and An effective schooling system that we do not have.
As
she brought me up to date with the New Schooling System, she told me that ‘insufficient
marks’ which are unilaterally decided by mostly frustrated teachers who hate
their jobs and sometimes children too, are now called ‘Debts’, they are given
some Bonus/Credits as well to use as wild cards to pull out to walk away from
an Interrogation or a bad ‘mark’.
As
I write all the words that are now connected with an Education System strike me
as simply just absurd, debits, credits, good/bad marks, Interrogation, honestly
how did we set up such a system and called it “Education” without specifying
into WHAT are we educating Children today, Slaves to a system that brands them
mercilessly to Divide them from Day 1 into Worthy and Unworthy, getting used to
a Life of Debts, A Life as a Debt System.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to react when S. said that she
could not repay her debt, referring to some homework at school
I
forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel ashamed about this
Creation of Ours in which we tell kids that they have debts to repay in school
so we can prepare them for their dutiful Life of Debts
I
forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to move into my backchat as
the Indignation Character about the rights and wrongs of this freaking system
that pretends to educate children while what we are making sure to pass on is
our own Debt System as The Way Things Are
I
forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create and embody the Indignation
Character as a way to feel more and better than this System and in the specific this system of Education from
which I desire to separate myself from
I
forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to support a world in which
children are born into Debt, where we want them to pay for our own Lives of
acceptances and allowances within a
system of abuse
I
forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think that we are a
hopeless bunch of fuckwits and that I
cannot see how this can possibly change if the system is tightening the bolts
on Education to deliver perfect slaves for the system as we speak
I
forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think that it’s all
hopeless if 14 years old kids are starting to be indoctrinated with the Debt
system within their school curricula, instead of seeing how this highlights how
urgent it is that we stand and take self responsibility to NOT accept and allow
new generations of Slaves to come onto the marketplace where their Lives will
be on Sale for Money and Profit
I
forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel angry as I sat
listening to how teachers abuse their positions of power to belittle children
as an outlet for their frustrating lives of demeaning teaching of useless
material that they have to teach because their livelihood depends on their ability
to perform within their Role (Play), instead of directing this anger that I
feel for this system as Abuse of Power, One and Equal to Me, to make my Change Real within a Breath by Breath commitment to make this system of Abuse STOP for All
involved, which is just about everyone who is “alive” on the planet
I
forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see that Slavery is in
fact an Economics problem, in which we have come to the most logical conclusion
after having turned Life into numbers for Profit, meaning that the cheapest
I can have something as goods or labor, the best my balance sheet will look like and the highest
my Profit return will be, which means Slavery is just the perfect business
choice that we will keep making until we stop turning Life into a Commodity on a
Balance Sheet
I
forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that there is a good
news about Modern Slavery, and that is that it is diminishing in our
World, failing to see that numbers are manipulated to show the Everyday Slaves
that they are doing well compared to Modern Day Slavery of no pay, no rights,
no dignity, long hours of work and being disposed once consumed to death, while
apparently the NON Slaves according to the Dictionary, meaning the Ones with
Free Choice, are just Free to get a job and the Money that will guarantee that
they do not turn into real Modern Slaves when out of Job and out of Money,
having to sell their lives because at the moment Life is For Sale and the Right
to Life Must Be Bought
I
forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see that the World is
filled with Slaves, some have Money and some do not Have Money, and this
divides us just into Richer and Poorer Slaves, nevertheless on a Planet ruled
by Fear and Profit those who don't have the Money live in the Fear of Not
making a Profit to buy their Right to Life and those living in the Profit
gained from the Fear of others, live as well in the Fear that the tables will turn
and they will have to face what we have done, while desperately trying to
turn human lives into numbers to pretend that it was just numbers and that it
was not personal, Just Business
I forgive
myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that things have
changed/improved, since slaves times, as we bought into the pictures of how
much harder times were BEFORE, as we allow ourselves to be imprinted with the
History of Slaves, as the way things were, storing images and pictures from
books and movies about the unfairness of the Old Time Slavery, failing to see
that we are just being presented as kids with imaginary Changes of the world
and the World system, so we may buy into the bullshit that Things Have Changed
and have improved and how lucky we are and how great is The World that has
recognized its faults, failing to see that we have just become more cruel and
more cunning, and that when we saw that open-in-your-face-slavery-Egyptian-Style
was no longer accepted and allowed, we went underground and built a Magnificent
system of Slavery that never existed before, which, while it shows us and
praises on our behalf Our Freedom and Free Choice, it’s in fact holding
everyone within an Invisible and Absolute Economic Slavery, where Life has to
be bought and therefore we ourselves have become willing to sell it out to the
highest bidder, making it our job to enslave ourselves as we accept and allow
that there is No Other Way and so within our Acceptance and Allowance of our
State of Slaves we hold the Masters in place, enslaved to their Creation as
much as we are enslaved to Our Own, as Slaves
I
forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fail to see that there is
no one to blame or hate here as we see and understand we are ALL the products
of a system of Abuse we have ourselves created out of our Fear and that we are
walking the manifested consequences of eons of time in which we have hoped that
things would change, that we could wait for the next shift, the next spaceship,
the next energy change from 3d to other Dimensions, without seeing realizing
and understanding that it is BeCause we lost ourselves in Alternate Dimensions
that the World has developed into something we no longer seem to have control
over and that our fear of Not being in control as the other side of the coin of
our Desire to not be in Control and Self responsible for ourselves and Our Creation, has driven us here and from here we really have to stand and self
honestly ask ourselves, how long have we heard the Hopeful salvation bullshit
while the world was heading toward implosion and wouldn't it be time that we
stopped believing such crap, so we could accept that, right, no one is going to
come, a shift is NOT going to happen by itself and we have finished the
Dimensions in which we could Hide, as we have consumed everything and are now
left in/on the Earth as The Eye of The Needle and we better find our way
through it, because a Camel seemed to have more chances than the Rich as The
Possessed to get through, so we'll have to get smarter than a Camel, leave Our
Possessions behind and really work out how the fuck did we end up here, how did
we design this self destructing machine as ourselves as The Mind, so we can
STOP, Stand and Be this Change that we Can see is required for this World, for
What is best for All, for ourselves and All of Existence, Equal and One
Self Commitment and Self Corrective Application to Follow
Self Commitment and Self Corrective Application to Follow
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