Day 210: Ascension 101 - "As Above So Below' - Who said Above is Better?

I have heard this sentence many times in my life "As Above So Below', it is 'common knowledge among all those that have spent time in the Spiritual World.

Writing about the Spiritual World is taking all the Glam out of it, it makes me wonder how I could skip and hop through all the parts that might have resonated with any common sense, to get to what I wanted, 'a feel good' belief about the AfterLife.

I did not like the 'Here' at all, I have memories of being a kid and finding this all existence weird to say the least, no one knew why we were here, what we were supposed to do, bar go to school, get a job, get married, have kids, grow old and die. No matter how the 'adults' tried to sell this reality as something that 'made sense', honestly, it didn't.

Embracing Spirituality was a breeze, as I said in my previous post, I was NOT born in the category of those who had access to everything one may desire and so, like many, one of the available 'choices' I could walk into that would give me the specialness I could not BUY for myself with Money, was Spirituality.

The PLUS of Spirituality were

it had a good name

people who were Spiritual and Poor were considered more than those just Poor

it seemed 'Noble'

it put some of this senseless existence into a workable framework, we were just passing through, the goodies were in the HereAfter, hang in there

And yet at the same time we spoke and shared the 'As Above So Below' theory, why didn't That Point Alone, make me wonder about the soundness of it All?

Well, I did not want to wonder, I came from wondering about the reason for existence, so anything that even meagerly could hold together -with a few pleats here and there,- as an explanation I would jump on it, I would take it and make it mine, "I am just passing through, I can endure 1 life here, I am not a Sissy, oh and byt the way, take notes, I am NOT coming back".

Looking into 'As Above So below' critically, it would have meant what it said, NO?

AS ABOVE, SO BELOW, it's pretty self explanatory.

So, let's consider Ascension, as a movement upward from the Below to the Above critically.

Who says we are not moving into the same ShitHole BUT Bigger?

How did we Imagine that Above were the goodies and below was the Shit and if we did manage to push ourselves to beLieve that, what would then be the qualifiers for the goodies if not accept our limited nature as a consequence of this reality, endure it to then then magically 'escape' from it vibrationally.

And if Below was the shit and Above the Goodies, wouldn't the below make for HELL and the Above for Heaven? Incidentally in Italian the word Hell is 'Inferno', which is rooted in 'INFER' from latin, which means, that stays BELOW. In English it means to 'come to a CON-clusion', such as INFERiority for example. Amazing the revealing coincidences in our language.

Is this familiar somehow? Oh yes right, that's what we believed through Religion, but Religions had too many holes to hold it together, so we dropped the Religious Holes, gave the BeLiefs an overall makeover and kept Heaven as the Above. We imagined it could have worked as long as we didn't become too fussy and digged into it as that would mean remembering we are in Hell and if we are in Hell we must have fallen from Above already, who guarantees we can get back up? What are the requirements to enter Heaven again? Is Heaven even Here and not just another Frequency Band with the same CONTENT? 

Are we HERE supposed to be doing something?

Is it possible that we are asked just to vibrate out of Here, is this a feasible, common sensicle approach to Reality? How many things have you witnessed 'vibrating' out of the Physical? Not One, right?

As a qualifier for Heaven, would it be a plus to have our Akashick Records take note of  the part that we vibrated out of here, leaving everyone behind, including the ones who don't even have access to Ascension information due to not being born in the right place at the right time?

Possibly NOT.

Many 'Teachers' of Ascension and Spirituality are piling up the Money with All these stories, they are Ascending All Right, from the Below as the No Money State they were born into, into the Above as Wealth, that would be the Only Proof of Ascension we have so far.  Which proves by the way that this Movement is anything but Abusive and taking advantage of the existing desire to get away with murder. Literally.

See the many idiosyncrasies within Spirituality, we profess to be ONE, and yet we get ready to leave The One as Self behind and not in fact stay and from our privileged position address what is going on Here, where we as The One seem to be stuck into some Mind delusion that we came to believe to be real, what would be an act of Godly behaviour that would bring Heaven Here for All Living beings?

For my current understanding, that would be taking responsibility for Creation, isn't that what a God/Creator would do, wouldn't the Creator make sure every living being is fine and cared for Equally as Himself/Herself, why do we have the guts to call ourselves Gods and Goddesses when our behaviour is anything but, when we would happily dump the 'less worthy' behind, isn't a Creator always One and Equal to his/her creation?

So when we decide who is not worthy of Life, are we worthy of Life? When we don't give Life to All, can we have Life for ourselves? When we stand in judgement of something that we created so much so that we want to leave the mess behind and move on, are we beyond judgement then?

Investigate this reality, we hold many absurd beliefs and we keep them in place within our desire to NOT become self responsible for the Whole as Self, and yet, the joke is that the power of God as Creator exists only in Self responsibility, as it should, would you like a bunch of psychopaths designing an existence where only some have it good and many suffer and struggle? 

My oh my, we did that already, didn't we, not as Creators but as Mind diseased Creatures whose apparent rights to self interest have taken over existence, and now we live in the Hell we created, stuck here, together, until we sort it out.

Educate yourself on how this world came about, on what are we doing here, get tools for self correction at Desteni, where knowledge is NOT held as a Power Tool against each other, NO, it is shared, so we may come to terms with what we have done and once we get over the shock, move to take our position as the Change we want to see in this World. 

Join us, walk your Journey to Life, it's free, you can start anytime.

Give to All the Life you want for yourself, will you be a Creator or a Slave? You decide.

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Day 146: Judging Myself, the Hows and Whys - Morality

Since I am just switching Characters at the moment and far from alive yet, I can only be judging myself through a Character for the Characters I play.

So the judging Character is the Judge, which needs supporting Roles to go on his missions, the supporting Characters of my Judge are my Morality Character, my Compare and Compete Character, My Inferiority and Superiority play out Characters, these two just swap on a swing, they kinda live together.

One point that I saw today is that unless I compare and compete, I could never access judgement because judgement is by definition through comparison, so whatever stick I use to measure myself against, there is a measuring as comparison and competition going on, or there could never be self judgement or judgement

Self Judgement supported by my Morality Character

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to embrace this world in polarity as what is right and what is wrong and for defining every information I take on board through the eyes of my previously accepted Morality definitions of right and wrong, which I have filed as information that I use to compare myself against, to assess if I am doing something 'right' or 'wrong' so I can determine which experience I have to embody that is consistent with my own judgement, if I believe I did something wrong I will align with feeling bad about myself as in guilt, shame and then blame to relieve myself of both and if I believe I did something right I will align with self righteousness, superiority and feeling good about myself and within this I forgive myself for accepting and allowing to participate in the emotions of guilt and shame and the experience of self righteousness and superiority as it it was me as Who I really am

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see, realize and understand, that the Morality Code I use to Judge myself is a construct of my own making, because most of the Morality information have been passed on from generation to generation but I have been the one accepting them as True and aligning myself and my experience of living to my self defined Morality stick o that I could always assess if I am right or wrong and thereafter access the related emotions and feelings, in a closed loop that once I boarded I believed I was unable to step down from

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that there is a 'right and wrong' as I heard soo many times that we have to teach children 'right from wrong' as we make each other stupid and paralyzed into belief systems instead of teaching that Life is Equal and One and allow Common sense of Equality and Oneness to develop for each one without rules that can never fit every situation in life, as life is moving and every point has to be assessed for itself in self honesty for what would be Best for All

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge myself as 'bad' when I believe I have done something wrong, according to my own accepted and allowed morality system, instead of seeing and realizing that self judgement is NOT in fact self correction and that when I see myself judging myself I have to stop, Breathe, assess in self honesty if what I did that is causing me to participate within self judgement is system wrong or was Not Best for All, if system wrong I need to find what I have stored as the original instruction in my right and wrong morality book and self correct to equalize myself to it, if it is Not Best for All, I can stand up forgive myself and correct myself to realign to what is best for All

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to react when I judge myself as bad with the desire to justify myself because I don't like the way I experience myself when I believe I made a mistake, because I have this idea that 'good people' do not make such mistakes as the ones I make, and so I move into the judgement of me as a 'bad person' and from there I desire to, first justify myself and then see how can I share the blame or how can I blame in full someone else

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to give in to blame and sharing blame in fear of how I will experience myself if the Judge in me will Rule that I AM WRONG and BAD, as I believe that the wave of shame that I feel every time I make a mistake is just too much for me to endure and that I don't know how to stop that experience of myself, instead I can stop, breathe and return to the physical to stabilize myself and walk through the unpleasant experience to delete it with self forgiveness and self correction

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire as a kid that my little cousin would be blamed too, as I perceived there was blame on me in my family, which I believed was the cause of my feelings of guilt and shame, while his family looked at him like the apple of their eyes, and so I would throw his toys out of the balcony and then wait for the mother to come and get angry at him, because in my mind that way, I would see someone else being blamed and judged, and I could feel better about myself

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to, due to the extensive self judgement I lived with, desire to see others being blamed and judged when I was a kid, and to feel a sense of elation when it was someone else and not me at the mercy of our Educators/Parents as I felt better about myself because among us all that could be judged and picked out, shamed ad made to feel guilty, it was not me

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe I was bad for holding secret desires as a kid to see other kids judged and condemned as wrong/bad so that I would not have to feel so bad about myself for my own self judgements and self condemnation

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to teach kids the 'right and wrongs' of our ways that define what a Good person is all about, robbing the newly arrived on the planet of their chance for common sense in favour of a system of morality that defined the rights and wrongs of existence up to the minutest detail without any common sense but just so to make sure noone would ever challenge the system or they would be made to feel 'wrong and bad'

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge myself through my Morality Character using memories as thoughts of other times in my life when I did better, spoke better, wrote better, within the sense of what is right and what is wrong, as I have accepted and allowed myself to be taken on memory lane by my Morality Character and shown moment of my Life where I was apparently a better person that I am now, so I would be able to compute how much I failed and fell into the cracks of my own mistakes as 'wrongs', when if I slow down I can see that most of the memories that come up in my Mind as my own bashing tool are manipulated and huge chunks of 'what really happened' are missing to fit the agenda of Each of my Characters while I just board the ride to self judgement as 'the way things are'

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not notice that all my self judgements based on 'Morality', come from a memory as a thought, in which I compare myself to what I am doing to what I SHOULD be doing if I were a good person -while I am not - and for failing to see that this System Morality always leads to the same place, to make sure that I do not change because the burden of self judgements as My Morality Code is just too big to shake off and that if in fact I am a good person I must LIVE with it, as the consequence of my life, words, thoughts and actions

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that to escape my self judgement I have to do the Moral/Right thing, which is to judge myself for my wrong doing, because if I do not AT LEAST judge myself where is my goodness and my morality, instead of seeing and realizing that this self judgement is standing in the way of my change and that I must let go of my desire to be good as the Morality Character in fear of my own self judgement to be able to stand for what is best for All without restraints

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to resist applying self forgiveness to all the events in my Life that I see as the source and files that I use against myself when I step into the Judge Character because I have judged Self Forgiveness like Forgiveness as the 'Easy Way Out' of my perceived 'wrong doings' instead of seeing realizing and understanding that Self Forgiveness is no Way Out and is not at all a Cop Out, it's just me giving myself another chance to stand in Oneness and Equality and stop the Self Abuse as Self Judgement as the point in which I feel like shit but I get to at least feel self righteous for judging myself mercilessly

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge self forgiveness as the eraser that will lift me from my responsibility as consequence of my life, because within the Morality Character and the Moral Judge of myself this is not acceptable as I have judged responsibility for consequence as suffering and I have resisted giving up my suffering because then I won't be a good person anymore as I have embraced suffering as the Right Punishment bestowed on myself by my Judge Character in my desire to be Good and doing what is Right and Just

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to equate Justice with Punishment, because our World system promotes punishment as Justice instead of Self Correction, with the result that I have been punishing myself as I embraced the sentences of the court of my own Judge as myself as Guilty as Charged, and yet I failed to see that I was the one setting the Charges, the Judgements and the Punishments, and as such I can let it go because realigning myself to Oneness and Equality cannot come from my suffering and punishment but only through my Self Forgiveness and Self Correction

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that some punishment in our Justice system are not harsh enough, because as I punished myself harshly for every mistake I believed I made or every wrong choice I believed took, so should the system, as leniency only shows weakness and as we know, spare the rod, spoil the child

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire my own self judgement as the punishment of myself for my careless life that I have judged as mostly 'wrong' through my Morality Character, instead of seeing and realizing I have been lost in a Character Play with other Characters and that correcting ourselves will come through unconditional self forgiveness first, because it' s only through remitting our sins that we can remit everyone's sins and this is how self forgiveness will work inward and outward until we live in a for-giving world for All and no longer in a for-getting world, where we forgot our self responsibility to our Self and all of Existence Equal and One

When and as I see myself attempting to, about to, or already making judgements about myself through my Morality Character, I Stop, Breathe, remind myself that I have seen how this plays out and why, breathe myself back Here into the Physical until I let go of the desire/need to judge myself

When and as I see myself attempting to, about to, or already making judgements about myself based on what is right and wrong, I stop, Breathe, investigate what beliefs/definitions am I holding regarding a particular point that I have charged negatively as in 'Wrong' or positively as in 'Right', so I can write it out to investigate its origin and correct myself through Self Forgiveness and Self Corrective Application

When and as I see myself desiring to be right, fearing to be wrong and the judgement of myself as wrong, I stop, Breathe, look at what it is that I am fearing as my own potential self judgement, so I can release the fear and dig into my experience to find the origin of my judgements of 'potential wrong' and release it through Self forgiveness and self corrective application

I commit myself to stop my own self judgements as I see realize and understand that when I judge myself I actually believe I have done my part, as I have learnt from religion, that once I say 'I am wrong' I do feel devalued BUT I am now back to being Good and Right by my own admission of being wrong and bad, and that this is not effective to Correct myself until I in fact DO correct myself through self forgiveness and self corrective application AND Change myself in the physical

I commit myself to no longer participate in self judgements based on Morality in which I use one Character as support for another that can stand as a Judge to the actions, thought, words and deeds of my other Characters, but to consistently bring myself back Here To Stop this Character play Once and for All

I commit myself to flag myself for the self judgements of me that may come up automatically that I can identify through an emotion of guilt or shame, breathe, and investigate how and why I reacted so I can clear myself and equalize myself to my experiences to see where and how I need to change so I can script my correction to realign myself to Oneness and Equality and What is Best for All

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Day 127: The Justifier Character

No One Is to Blame (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Today I had an experience  that did not turn out as I expected, with 2 people I know that I advised to do something for their health based on my 'knowledge' of nutrition and natural healing, and the benefits of therapeutic fasting that I had experienced for myself in the past.

One vomited all night last night and the other drove himself to the ER, I guess, since he is anxious and believes to have all sorts of diseases, going through the release of toxins must have seemed like dying to him and this is because I have not taken into account all possible outflows and what was best for them for who they are and what they are living in the moment, as I took pleasure in showing off my knowledge and convinced myself that it would have been good for them and it would have sorted them out, one of this consequences I could fix using a hot stone to help the stomach relax, yet I have no clue about how it will fare in the next few days, the other gentleman I know nothing about yet as he went off radar we could only assume he went to the ER for treatment.

Then I watched myself move through these emotions: guilt, sorrow, self blame but then The Justifier stepped in and I made up in my mind an elaborate story about why I was right and they were wrong because they still trust traditional medicine which has proved to kill more people in a year than anything else and they were sissies for not putting up with a bit of discomfort for their own good, this even though I am not in their body and I cannot effectively measure the level of their discomfort. I had a few more ammunitions too, the fact that they are fearful Italians, that they are men whose tolerance to discomfort is inferior to women and that I won't help anyone else. This of course not as a self realization that I just don't know what I am doing when I distribute advice that has worked for me -and so should work for everybody- but as a spite point that came from fear as well that they may go to the ER and talk about a lunatic that gave them such advice and I would be forever publicly shamed.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to, when I establish that I am wrong, that I have done something wrong, first to move into guilt as my own self delivered punishment and atonement, then move into sorrow on the same line and then into Self Blame as the Judge of Myself, without seeing realizing or understanding that when I take this trip, the Terminal ends at The Justifier, as in the moment I experience my own self created Blame, I want to Blame someone else and to be effective I can Only do it through justifying myself making up stories, looking for knowledge and information that I can hold against another so I can move out of my own self created experience of self Blame

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see that when I realize I have done something that did not turn out as expected, I must have set up an expectation for myself such that everything will be all right, hoping I can manipulate other's minds for their own good into believing that everything will be all right, when in fact I am dealing with the physical of other people and I should have clearly communicated the risks of therapeutic fasting as some have a bad reactions when toxins are released, instead I THOUGHT that it would be better for them to not know, so they would not influence their body through their mind, hoping that I could be the one influencing their body through My Mind which is one step away from insane

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think and believe that 'The Mind is everything' as in the past when I studies Healing techniques this was the Mantra, and as I embraced the Mantra of the Power of the Mind over the Body I then held onto this belief, because I have a secret wish to be able to influence the physical through my Mind, even after I have proved to myself beyond any reasonable doubt through Law of Attraction that the Mind has No Power over the Physical or at least not in the sense we have come to believe

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hold a secret desire of the Power of the Mind over the Physical, while believing that I am walking away from the Mind, yet at the first chance I had I promoted through my behaviour the belief that the Mind affects the physical, which it does, but each one's Mind affects their own Physical reality and My mind doesn't affect other Physical reality as I use it in manipulation of other beings, that have put their trust in me, even if that is my secret desire

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I could affect other people's lives in other ways that are not by example, instead of seeing realizing and understanding that everyone is responsible for their own life and while I can offer support I cannot take responsibility for others even when I desire to do so as a way to make myself feel special and more worthy than they are

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to move into the Justifier Character so I would not have to look at How I participated in this event, so I could Blame it on them, stupid fools that believed me or stupid fools that believed Traditional Medicine and this just in fear of my own judgement of myself as a stupid fool

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge them as Sissies, Italian men, just having a lower tolerance to pain and discomfort than women, fearful and for thinking that 'I will never help anyone else' as a point of spite, as I played out my own script of the Justifier and Why I was right and they were WRONG

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel bad and diminished when I do something that I judge as Wrong, instead of breathing and seeing Ok this is what I have done while I was in Character, how can I fix what I have done, how can I take responsibility for what I have done, so I can do it as my Self Correction in my process of Stepping Out of Character

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire to blame others as soon as I experience myself within self blame, instead of stopping, breathing, realizing that self blame is not required as I stand and correct myself to no longer offer advice as a way to make myself feel more and superior to others and if I desire to share I can tell others 'this is what I did and it worked for me, but you will have to take responsibility for yourself as I am not the one living in your body'

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel guilty because I took responsibility for an event and its consequences due to my own starting point of not sharing clearly the potential consequences but instead offering to organize this fast for them as a way to make another little extra income for myself and with this having put Money once again above What is best for All

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to live in a constant state of tension regarding Money and what I will do to survive as nothing has yet given me a steady reliable income and I do not have access to funds until I sell my home and so I believe I am justified to be worried, instead of seeing and realizing that when I worry I am just participating within Me as The Mind, doing what I have programmed myself to do to survive, make money and look for money making opportunities wherever I go and whoever I interact with

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see realize and understand the Role that Money has taken in pour Lives, wherein there is nothing else I think about because I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that Money is tied into my survival and everyone else's survival, and so we have created a world where when we do not Fear for our survival we are busy making money to survive, never stepping out of the Money roller coaster that has come to define our lives as The reason and Purpose, instead of stopping and seeing that I am working toward a steady income and that before I do something that can put someone else in jeopardy I have to Breathe and remind myself that fear of survival is just another program and that I do not have to accept myself as The fear of Survival that is driving my Life at the moment but I can push myself to breathe more consistently until I disengage from the fear of Survival program for good

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to justify myself about the choices I have made in my life due to Money, suppressing The truth of How many things I have done just for Money regardless of the consequences that my actions brought upon others around me

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to Blame myself for the choices I made that were Money based in my Life and for suppressing this Blame instead of correcting myself for my own self cast judgement that would lead me to justify myself within The Justifier Character in a never ending loop

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to justify myself regarding the point of Money' telling myself that 'everyone is just doing that and that there is no other Way but to align to this system where Money decides who lives and who dies, instead of standing up for a Solution to the World System to guarantee that we will no longer have to experience ourselves between the limited choices of Money/Survival and Fear of death

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create a Character that Justifies everything I do, looking for faults into others, into others' actions, into other's words, to make sure I never experience myself in a 'negative way' instead of seeing and realizing that I create the How I experience myself and then I create the Justifications to blame others so I can stop experiencing myself in the way I created my experience, instead of stopping the experience of me as thoughts, feelings and emotions and walking consistently to step out of the Mind for good

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to, when the Justifier  steps in, desire to share my justifications with another/others, to make sure they too can justify me for my actions once I find all the right points to blame another about, instead of stopping, breathing, looking at what I am doing and Why and address my own experience of myself as the Creator of my experience and the One that can correct it and stop it once and for All

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire to justify myself in fear that I will lose value points within my relationships with others when I do something that I myself judge as wrong, as in a negative way instead of a miss-take that is not aligned to Life and What is best for All, as I have come to measure myself through other people's approval of me, instead of realizing I am the one that must approve of me at all times as I walk in Self Honesty as The Correction of myself, for myself as Life and What is Best for All

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Day 115: The Purpose of Pain according to God

No Equality (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

God has purpose for your pain, a reason for your struggle and a compensation for your faithfulness. 

Don't give up

When I am asked Why God doesn't Heal You, I Have an Answer

It is quite amazing the length to which we go to not take responsibility for what is going on within and without ourselves. The God concept is just a great example of Let Go - and Let God, an idea, an imaginary friend, manage our Life, while we turn into the Pontio Pilate of existence and we wash our hands of it -let them decide if it's going to be Jesus or Barabbas - LIFE or LIES?

The point is that it was never God's fault - I would skip the Credit Point without Mention, as it doesn't seem necessary to debate the Worthiness of this Creation as a Benevolent One and all 'The Good that is in it', in a moment where Humanity is displaying the best of its Demonic side for everyone to see-, if we took responsibility for ourselves and our Creation we wouldn't have needed a God nor we would have stood for one, we would have told whoever was attempting to sit on the Worship Throne to get Real, get Off, and Get Equal.

But what if we started This Trip in the "At Most Fear" as Separation within Inequality, within the forgetfulness that All There is Is in fact ME, as the 7 billion little pieces plus the Stage we use to play, what if the concept of all There is, it's ME, was not only scary in terms of the responsibility it implied, but was as well inconceivable, as we gave up our power and the domain of Our Creation to someone else behind which we thought we would hide, walk and be safe. Ironically we gave up our Power to step into the Equality and Oneness Equation in and as the Physical that would have unlocked the driving seat for All, to stir the world as ourselves back to Sanity. But...you would expect that from in-sane beings.

I ask to All the BeLievers, really, have a look around, see the pain and suffering, the 2.6 billions people who do not have access to clean water and daily food, who are cut off from a system where God is really Money but we pretend  he is some Entity in the sky pulling strings for which he has a plan, a design, a purpose and then ask yourself if there is sanity in such a belief or if the FEAR that is eating us had to find a purpose, a reason and if God is not what Love is, The manifested FEAR of our existence and its antidote, all wrapped up in one Clever/Stupid Creation.

And we go so far as to say I WANT to be A SLAVE to God, so I can feel good about myself as I place GOD as the unquestionable Creator of existence and make Him responsible for this creation that honestly, mmhh, sucks, while I am a sick evil slave, if God was not around who knows what I  would be up to ?

So God becomes the Life Insurance Agent, selling the beLief that We are safe and Sound under His Omnicomprehensive Plan, and when something disastrous happens in Your Family or Your Close Circle for which there is no explanation WHATSOEVER (considering the bloody hours of worship you have volunteered and invested to the Plan, failing to see it was a One Way Equation, it was the safety of yourself and the closest ones, while the rest of the world could go to Hell, and did, and God should answer YOU, the bribe had been placed, come on God, step up to your side of the deal, give me a Hassle free Life, shift the Hassle to some fuckers far away from me, least I get to be hassle free BUT I have to feel bad as I witness the suffering of others too close to home, make it Africa, yeah, great, who the fuck knows them, we won't be able to relate, great, dump what is due from us to them, you Good God, you can do it, come on, Oopsie Daisy, that's it, keep walking, Africa is down on the right hand side) having safely insured ourselves against all odds, we can say, there is a reason for it that I may NOT see now, but it's there, it's GOD's Plan.

Actually ..... THERE ISN'T.

There is not a reason Good enough for being born a girl in South Africa and have 40% more chances to be raped than learning to read, especially knowing God's stance toward premarital sex, there is no Good reason for Children Dying of Starvation and there is No good reason for believing that there is A Good reason and a Purpose, unless we don't want to face the point that there isn't a Good reason and/or a Purpose and that this existence set up within Inequality and Abuse doesn't make sense at All except for those who are rich and are enjoying this experience while the poor slaves look for a Reason and a Purpose for their existence.

Truth is You just picked the wrong Character to play, too bad, within a Polarity Creation there must be Good and Bad, Suffering and Leisure/Pleasure, Tears and Joy, Death and Life, until we STOP, realize that this Characterization of the World is NOT working to What is best for All, and that it's delusional and sick to preach the stories of Reason and Purpose in an unreasonable world whose only purpose is to make and have enough Money to shelter ourselves from our Fear of the Future, Fear of Poverty, Fear of starvation, Fear of being Homeless, Fear of Death.

So the reason of this world is FEAR ,the purpose for this World is that some get to live out Heaven and some get to live out Hell, and that if we can sell Hell to those that live it, then we get to live a Safe Heaven, as the Elite and the Money Dealers, Hell Dwellers won't complain, they will sit and wait for their reward in Heaven. Ha Ha.

If this World is NOT Hell for everyone but is Heaven for some, what tells you that the Afterlife will be better for You, what if YOU just belong to the labour pool of existence and the After Existence, what if you used to build pyramids and now you go to work from 9am to 5pm, 5 days a week (if you are a LUCKY SLAVE inside a developed country or from 7 am to 7 pm for 6 days a week with 12 days of holidays a year if you are born in a 'developing' country? What if the reason and purpose for such an existence is you very existence within the polarity Equation, what if your life is ONLY useful as long as you hold on to the short end of the stick as the leverage for those who will get the long end and need you there to keep everything neatly in place? What if God won't be satisfied with just one life, but strong with your commitment to slavery puts you in the recycling bin of reincarnation and has you come back again and again, the same life, just different clothes, until you get off the merry go round and you stand for your Own and Everyone Else's Equality and Oneness and for a World that is best for All ?

Are you a Slave to God or is God a slave to You and your desire for daddy way past adolescence ?

Wake up, stand up, get off your knees. 

Life has One purpose and One reason for All, to establish a world that works Equally for All, where everyone has access to a Life of Dignity, access to experiences worth living and not the experience of starvation, war, rape, violence, abuse.

Your God doesn't agree? Ditch Him, you can be a better God than He ever was to yourself and your fellow beings and stand unwavering as The Creator of a Life of Equality and Oneness for All.

Want to hear the dead come and tell you how it really is: Visit Eqafe, there is plenty of Life reviews to tell you what is the Experience of the Suckers that Died and found out that they lived In vain, a worthless Life of Separation from existence as themselves as All There IS.

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Day 111: How Much do You Love Me/Fear Me, Dear?

When I was a kid my relatives used to ask me this question :

HOW MUCH DO YOU LOVE ME? - 

'ME' was always replaced by a function, a role such as 'MUM/GRANDMA' or a NAME, this question was always spoken at the third person as it would be suitable to Royals (fuckups, in this case).

When I look at myself experiencing this question I can clearly see the FEAR, I see my FEAR that I would pick the wrong answer as the Implied/Required AMOUNT of LOVE to show as a testimony of the tie, the bond of the FamiLie That keeps us bound together, within the pretense that, at least within the Family, we are SAFE, all is good, we don't have to FEAR each other.

My replies were always SAFE describing a HUGE QUANTITY of LOVE, "I love you to Infinity, to Eternity, like the World, like the Universe"- that's how much I FEAR you as well, as I see my thoughts and calculations about this simple answer and so I imagine you are thinking and calculating too but I am too young, I lack Data, cannot compute the dangers YOU could expose me to in detail, so I FEAR you like The World, the Universe, to Infinity while we lie to each other to stop the Fear, to pretend that all is FINE, that we had no reason to FEAR to start with, REJOICE, LOVE is HERE.

I FEARED my mother all the time, I feared she would leave me somewhere and not pick me up and I would not survive, when I was a kid and they taught me where I lived in case I got lost and noone would care for me I lived in FEAR that I would forget my name and where I lived and that I would be left alone in this Fearful world, I feared new things/new people because they would bring up the FEAR of not knowing how to relate, how to behave, if I had the right character set in place for the required interactions. What if they did NOT Love 'Me'? Who will take care of Me if they don't Love me, aren't only the ones that Love Us the ones supposed to care and feed us and clothe us? Who will I 'Belong' to when the Ones that LOVE 'ME' and to whom I 'Belong' won't be not around, whose responsibility am I if not the one of those that claim to LOVE me? Stick to them Ele, give them what they want, LOVE Them, whatever that means.

I Feared to be asked HOW MUCH DO YOU LOVE ME, and that I would know that whatever I said I knew I was lying, I feared my lies as a kid, the lies that I said to guarantee that I would be kept and fed as I had no tools to evaluate WHAT would happen to me if I said 'I don't love you', I don't even understand what this loving business is all about short from the fact that I am supposed to feel good because you feel good when I say 'I Love you like the World, the Universe, to Infinity...and MORE' and watch You Adult giggle, relieved for a moment from your Fears, of this world, of this existence, of ME, the FEAR that you too could be left out there in the Truth of The World with NO MONEY in your pocket and then you would face how far the Love you are piling up as a blanket against the Cold of Fear would take you.

I feared being told 'I Love you' too as I KNEW that there is always a REASON for such empty statement, as its hooks are clear and visible and that the bashing starts with the loving, where I was held Hostage or as I Hold Another hostage of a 'good' feeling and an obligation now that I spoke the spell 'I Love you', come on lay down your arms, look at me, I'm not a menace, I love YOU, even when you don't DESERVE IT, -parents tell us this, they have all twists and turns around the loving concept-, I Love You EVEN NOW, EVEN IF YOU 'DON'T DESERVE IT, I LOVE you because you are MY Kid, it's my obligation/duty/job to Love YOU NO Matter WHAT. No MATTER What.

And that would be about the only honest thing we say about Love, 'No Matter Wha't, because Love doesn't MATTER, it's an idea, it's a belief, an OPINION that we pass on to Each Other, to hide the dis-ease of FEAR that we then call LOVE to ensure FEARS are never spoken about out loud because as Adults we have not yet found ways out of them, but we have the LOVE to trade, the Jack of All Trades, when FEAR comes up, trump the Love Card, it's a winning move, everyone freezes, everyone rolls over and takes whatever follows in the Love footsteps, SPELL IT RIGHT, L O V E, and then look innocent, as it takes a lot of guts to keep the LOVE lie going, looking INNOCENT AND MEEK is KEY, or I/You will Remember the Truth of the Lie and run away from LOVE as much as I/You run from my/Your FEARS.

Self forgiveness and Self Corrective Statements to Follow

Desteni

Equal Money System - To STOP all Fears