Day 350: A Living Income Guaranteed will End Charity - for Real

Day 349 walked privately

When I was a kid I went to Catholic schools.

Every year a missionary from Africa would come and tell us why he was collecting money to build wells and hospitals for the poor kids of Africa.

I was a kid 40 years ago and poverty in Africa has been increasing no matter how many have preached and pledged to help the poor and to help end poverty, we have a staggering number close to 1 billion people starving in the world.

There is a world full of reason to Why Poverty exist, few are willing to look at the point that Poverty is in fact man-made and not a natural phenomenon or a disease -well at least not in the traditional sense of the word disease although it is a dis-ease for those who experience it, for those who are born on the wrong side of this Capitalistic system, where the Capital of this world is clearly Money and Profit and not Life.

So, what makes us want to believe in Charity as a solution and not see it for what it is, as part of the problem of accepting this unequal world as a system that can't be changed for which we have to come up with ever cleverer ideas about how to cure what is in fact absolutely preventable and correctable if we only set our minds right to what are the real important things in this world that need to be prioritized.

We have lost the plot, we have lost the power to stand for what Matters, while we were busy claiming that we are not responsible for this world, we lost our ability to Respond, our Self Response-Ability to say that we don't give a flying frack about spending money in 'defense efforts' which are ill disguised neo-colonialism operations through which we create further poverty for the unlucky ones, we have lost the power to say that public money must be spent for the public good and not to embellish buildings like the MoD in England, so other unwilling fighters can be attracted into war games, we have lost our way from what matters into delusions like ideas and ideals about profiting from everything and everyone to cater for My Wishes vs Everyone's Needs.

The point though to consider is that we lost our power only because we abdicated it to institutions that kept promising to do what would be best for all even in the face of the physical evidence that this is not so, but every abdication can be revoked, we can return to ourselves our self-response-ability and stand for a world that is not driven by profit and greed, but by the understanding that unless all have a dignified life, unless I grant to All their Right to Life, I have No Right to Life and my Life is as uncertain as the ones of those who are either born at rock bottom or who have been driven to rock bottom by a system that caters only for those on top.

So, let's see Charity for what it is, Imagine that someone is tortured daily and instead to stop the torture, we invent post traumatic stress disorders props, that would be INSANE, but this is in fact what we do everyday with the Poverty point, no  one seems interested in asking the real questions about poverty, like 'Why Poverty', we just accept it, we accept the Missionary and the Missionary Position in which we screw ourselves into acceptance vs standing as a point that says 'enough' and remolds itself into a point of Support, into a brick of the Solution that we can bring to this world.

Give as you would like to receive could NEVER mean Charity, Charity is demeaning, it is degrading, it is the acceptance that some lives are worth less and worthless and that The Poor need to be happy with what we give, the crumbs from our banquets tables, we have never understood the point of 'Giving as we would like to receive', it meant to give to others the Life we would be willing to live and not to patch up with a few pennies the unliveable lives of those that have no choice but to survive within this cruel system and try to make it through another day.

Another world is possible, if we consider all lives Equally valuable, Charity will no longer exist in a Just world, nor will exist any of the institutions that live on it from the churches, to Temples, to Foundations (that secretly get tax returns way bigger than what they publicly devote into apparent charitable activities) and imagine what a wonderful world that would be. A world that works for All, would work for You too.

Equal Life Foundation promotes a Living Income Guaranteed - because Life is the First Basic Inalienable Human Right

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Day 345: Parenthood - Slaves cloning Slaves

There is a point in everyone life where we are either terrified of turning out like our parents or proud that we did, I am not sure which case shows the least brainwashing, apparently none because either ones accept in full the Mindset of their parents or tries to create a Whole New One for themselves, pity we don't seem to notice that what we use to create The New MindSet, the Raw material can only be what we have been given by the environment we share with our parents, by our Parents Mindset and their behavioral patterns.

There is therefore nothing 'original' in this world, an original is something that is created from nothing with nothing that has ever existed, according to the dictionary the definition of Original is

• Preceding all others in time; first.
• Not derived from something else; fresh and unusual: an original play, not an adaptation
• Being the source from which a copy, reproduction, or translation is made.

and none of us came First.

As I wrote in my previous post 'Is the Freedom we Seek Someone Else's Enslavement', I have realized that I had specifically alienated the word Freedom from myself not as something I could Live, but as something to obtain. 

In this parents play a pivotal role, I actually remember the day when my paranoia set in, the day when I started fearing my mother and from that fear how I built a Desire to be Free, which obviously meant my acceptance and allowance of my NON Freedom, a desire to be FREE from her which came to represent Fear in my Life because see, parents actually believe they own their children, when my mum was angry at me she would say things like 'I am your maker and I can un-make you'. This alone was pretty unsettling when I was a child and it brought up many questions about who really owned me, obviously those that fed me, I was a Property, the Birth certificate is a Deed that gives Rights to Parents over their Children (and to the State over everyone), it is actually legal that children are Owned by someone, because they are Slaves, born from Slaves and indoctrinated into the Slavery of Emotions and Feelings as Reward and punishment., just to be then introduced into the World Systems as Slaves of Money as Reward within the Fear of Punishment of Jail - just to state one.

How many have boarded the Guilt Trips with mum? or played the Blame game with siblings? or the Jealousy Game with Parents who play the child as they please, filling children with fears and seeking their tears to state who is the Boss, who is the Slave Master of the Plantation where their own Unforgiven Faults are planted as seeds that will grow into an ineffective Human, a product in fact, they are the Corporations little Elves, they make their children less than themselves so they can be more, establish Authority, put their Sin-natures on them, give them names, define them, encage them into personality plays that the children create in compliance with the many rules of their Rulers, never to be Equal, because Slaves can't raise Equals, just Equally Enslaved Little People.

When Children finally gain their 'Freedom', they are in fact buying it, no one gets out of the Family System if not entering the Monetary System and doing so becomes a Desire, joining the other billions of Slave Wagers becomes a Dream as we hope to outgrow our Slavery only to join into the Mainstream one, The WorkForce, where no one is paid enough to have a proper Life but just enough to survive.

We have created a world of Survivors, those that make it to outgrow their families and their clutches and all the energetic games that go all the way from emotions and feelings (You will hurt me if you do that - if you loved me for real you wouldn't do that- I am so disappointed at you- You ungrateful little shit.....) to the Money power games, those are just the playout of the same energetic games of establishing superiority in a world of Inferiors, Infirms, unable to move because it's either the energetic play that rules or the Money play to hold children back, to make sure they will build the life that were designed for them by their parents and that will toe the system line, obeying the Rules, The Laws which are nothing but Coercion into specific System Functional Behaviors.

Then, when a child enters the world, having understood that he can only Rule at this Game through Emotional Manipulation or through Money, he/she will do anything in their power to achieve one of the 2 MasterShip and either become a manipulative psychopath or a Rich psychopath, because the Ultimate Power is in the Money Game, and as we got it, we want to give it back in a loop of automated retaliation, but we won't be as obvious as our parents, we will get the Money and then BUY out other people's Lives, because Life is on Sale, you just have to name the Right Price.

I will continue tomorrow on how this intertwined my life with the world system and how I realized that this world is a Slavery System from which no one is exempt and how we try to buy our freedom enslaving others with the energy either of Emotions and Feelings or the Energy of Money, as within, so without.

Self Forgiveness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that whenever I reacted to my mother I was in fact her slave, enslaved to the triggers that she herself had placed in me which were her own triggers about inadequacy and for not seeing realizing and understanding that it is not about blaming anyone but about stopping the cycles of abuse so that we won't pass on what we have learnt to the children of the future but instead create for them a supportive world where energy is no longer the master of this creation either through thoughts emotions and feelings, or Money

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to believe that my mother had my best interest at heart because I feared severing this relationship because the suffering that defined this relationship defined me and allowed me to live in a place where I did not have to be responsible because I was The Product of a Faulty Manufacturing Chain and as such, it was The Manufacturer responsibility to sort out my life and not mine

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to want to justify my mother and what she did because I felt pity for her and her inability to control herself without seeing realizing and understanding that as I justified her behavior with me, I justified what I had become as The Product of her education and I justified the belief that 'we are only human' 'everyone makes mistakes' granting to myself carte blanche for the mistakes I would make and for which I would not have to take responsibility as I accepted Human nature as inherently faulty and Evil and nothing we could do something about

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to accumulate anger toward my mother and her energy games to such an extent that I resorted to pot to not kill her, to be able to manage a civil relationship instead of losing it as she used to do, because I feared that if one day I lost it there would be no return and I would not be able to control the damage I would inflict on her in retaliation for what she did to me as I was growing up

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to, when I met my ex husband and he told me how he hated his mother and how he would never be her friend if she was not his mother, to feel a kinship, an attraction, based on the similar history of physical abuse that we shared and for not seeing, realizing and understanding that I was attracted to him because in my mind he stood up to her when he slapped her back and told her he would kill her next time she would lay a hand on him - while I accepted and allowed myself to subject myself to many more years of abuse just because I did not want to be the one that disowned a mother that would keep crawling back one way or another after her major outbursts

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to never sever the relationship with my mother because of Fear of what I would do if I failed, if I fucked up, considering that if I did it was her fault and she would have to provide a place for me to fall, because she made me and therefore she was responsible for the life I walked all the way to the end 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see realize and understand that with the solace of blaming another for who I turned out to be, I lost the power to change myself, because the power to change oneself and one's world equally can exist only in self responsibility and within this I forgive myself for abdicating my self responsibility in exchange for the safety net that would catch me when I would, eventually, fuck it all up

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that as I created a safety net for when I would fuck up, I then had to fuck up, because I tolerated the relationship with my mother to ensure that I wouldn't fall in the nothingness of existence and that was the point were we could even out our balance sheet and for not seeing, realizing and understanding that it is because I held on to a balance sheet that I had to fall, as I set this up as my desire for reconciliation, as a point where we could square the books instead of forgiving it all and walking an effective life for myself from which no one would have had to save me

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to endure verbal and physical abuse because I believed that made me better than my mother when I didn't get down to 'her level' and proved that I was not as crazy, because I taught a limit to the voices in my head that they would not cross about suggesting I physically harm another while she had no limits and within this I forgive myself for imprinting myself with the viciousness that I transformed from physical into My words, and for using my words to harm others, to destroy, to belittle, instead of learning from what I saw did not work and creating something that worked for what is best for all

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to not want to open the Pandora box that is my relationship with my mother and face the anger and the hatred that I felt and believed to be who I really am in fear that if I did I would never forgive her instead of seeing realizing and understanding that my mum was out of control and it was nothing personal and that she relied on me as a safe outlet for her energy outbursts that she did not know how to handle because she did not have the tools of self forgiveness even though I stand witness to how much she tried every therapy under the sun to effectively change herself - without result

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to create a Paranoid character regarding personal/intimate relationships, in which I feared that people I came in contact with could hide the same destructive thoughts that my mum would conjure up and for not seeing, realizing and understanding that I actually feared myself and what was in me of which I perceived I didn't have full awareness but should be ugly because I was a Clone of a woman with an Ugly/Disturbed Mind and I couldn't hope My Mind to be any better that what it was cloned from

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from my own self trust as I made it my scope to live a life of suppression for safety reason, unwilling to share myself, unwilling to have children because I feared who I was and the damage I would replicate if I allowed myself to share myself or have children instead of seeing, realizing and understanding that in the FEAR of what I would discover if I were brave enough to dig into myself I could have healed and that I can heal now, by bringing back to myself all the scattered pieces of my existence, so I may realign myself to Oneness and Equality and stop my existence as a damaged/damaging piece of this Creation.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to fear facing the Illusion I have become, because I feared no longer existing instead of seeing, realizing and understanding that I am not my thoughts, feelings and emotions and that I can stop myself from believing I am my past, I am my miss-takes, I am Inadequate, to rebuild an Adequate Mind that can stand in the face of what we will all have to face to straighten this world into a place where we can honour and trust each other, forever more. 

I commit myself to keep investigating where I have invested pieces of myself in relationship to my Family, so I may bring all points back to myself to realign myself to Equality and Oneness and what is best for all, for myself and all of existence, Equal and One.

Day 335: The Joy and Freedom of Hating Desteni

I have been with Desteni for over 2 years now.

I used to be a heavy duty, unrepentant, Pot Smoker, Life didn't make any sense to me and I felt too inadequate to take on the world as myself and stand for what could be a world that works for all.

Before I met Desteni I wasn't even interested, come on, who would even think to try and change this world, aligning to the distortion of what we created is so much easier and, in many cases, even financially rewarding.

The people at Desteni helped me a lot when I joined the Forums, not because they are Self Perfected beings(...), but because they are working to become the kind of beings that care about others and all Life, this is why they spend much time working on themselves to uproot the Evil we have accepted and allowed ourselves to become, selfish little egotistical shits, that have no other interest but to have the upper hand on others, at any cost, even just by using our words to try and diminish what we perceive is a call to Self Responsibility for a Self responsible World, as our Creation.

It was only with the use of Desteni Tools that I was able to leave behind for good an addiction I could not sort out in over 25 years, and I have tried anything, from therapy, to Spirituality, positive thinking, Abraham Hicks, Matrix Energetics, Family Constellation, Detox, Hypnotherapy, Cranial Sacral Therapy, sacred geometry, anything that exists I have personally investigated and positively failed to help me sort myself out, sure they must be bullshitters with a lucky strike to manage to provide just the right tools that did the trick, or could they be up to something?

I am currently at the Desteni Farm, where I have been hosted for free, simply because I did not have the money to contribute, but these weird people Here insist that every human is NOT to be seen as 'money making' potential but as a Life potential and must be supported to find it in them to stand for themselves and every other living being, as Equals. Crazy, mind-blowing shit. By the way I reserve my right to write a full Witness blog at the end of my stay - anyone who talks about anything should have done their leg work and put in the effort to go and find out if there is substance to people's claim, are we not otherwise brainwashed if as Truth Seekers we look only for 'The Truth we Like?', how convenient is that?

I even get to sit with the Inter-dimensional Portal every day, a little girl that speaks anything from biology to physics, able to explain in detail any paranormal phenomena that has ever existed, from Demons to Angels to Ghosts, any freaking thing -without a script, of course that should make us question this Reality, we could do that OR take up our little pens and keyboards and try and diminish what we can't even understand yet, THAT will save us from feeling belittled in all our Knowledgeable Minds by someone who is not fitting our ideas and opinions of what communication with the other side should look and be like - and then we insist on us being the intelligent species - compared to what? Forks? Which other species has shown the same disregard for life that we have shown just because we think and speak, yeah, the real high achievers of this existence, you just need to look around at what we created, something we must all be proud of.

Wouldn't you like a better world? If you do, you have to start to consider how can you be a part of it, a better world will not come by while some sit watching it unfold and then join in, no, this time we are required to stand together for a change; is this going to be easy?

Surely not, we'll have to wait for everyone to align to their Self Responsibility, plus we'll have to wait for some bigheads that do nothing but spread lies and misinformation about Desteni, just because they know they should be standing too, but they rather cash in on the controversial energy that surrounds us as a group, so they can get some views and publish some ads on their website (think we didn't notice?), some would do anything for money hei, even compromise their own chances to get the message about how to stop being Dick-s so we could be Life instead.

It 'feels good' to Hate Desteni, considering that the alternative is so much scarier, the idea that You are in fact as responsible for this world as anyone else and that it is time for You to stand as the Change You Want to See in This World and that we are accountable, each one of us, for everything we have ever participated in, inside and out, and there goes a real frightening thought, obviously Hating is just so much easier, though ammunition must be getting scarce  if some have to write 'overall blogs' vs the specific libelous ones, careful though, the hatred shows, there aren't enough clever words to line up to disguise it effectively, specifically when young girls are called 'cock teasers' just because they share their views on sexuality.

 

So, there is a Journey to Nothingness to walk, the tools are provided for free to return to yourself your Authority so you can Author and Authorize a different world from the one we live in, use your words wisely - we are already doing time on this planet, because it's time we get it that we have to find ways to coexist, and one day you will open your eyes to realize the world we live in is a world you are contributing to with your words and godforbid the day you will, you better find a place to go for support because the fall will be painful, I can testify to this from personal experience.

For those that claim to be intelligent, please consider that being in the business of hating Desteni is a luxury no one can really afford, because this time Money won't buy anyone their way out of here, we'll have to walk together a new path for a new world and there is never going to be Your Way out of this.

Desteni has written and is writing a Destiny for All Humankind, a Way Out, together we can stop all suffering and return Dignity to this world, you have the Choice to join and walk your change or not, but no Choice is Free, not even to those with plenty of Money, We are all Doing Time here, and will do all the Time required to Self Realize that either this World works for All or soon it won't work for anyone, because we can only be and live what we are willing to give and let others be, Jesus said that -and instead of living his words -we crucified him.

There is Only One Choice that ends All Consequences, and that is what is Best for All, which is not an opinion or an idea, it's a point each one can find within themselves if they care to look for it, the Cross is the Choice, you get off if you For-Give Life to yourself and All Equally or you can Not Be for-Give-ness and nail yourself to the Cross until you make the Right Choice, there was always Only One Choice - Dumb Human - we just kept missing it.

You can get it now or after some Time on The Cross, You Choose.  Happy CrossOvers ahead.

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Day 303: Death Becomes Me

Last night I listened to Sunette's interview called 'Death and Life'.

There were so many good points to look at about Death and how we have created a world full of it, funny, as a consequence of our fear of the responsibility of Living for real we embraced Death more willingly than we embraced Life.

As I looked back at the past week and my interactions, there were so many talks about death, almost none about Life, we have given Life up to Money without and the Mind within and Death ended up being so much more entertaining, so much more something to look forward to than living or at least, as we are clueless about how to go about living, we transit the Planet in a Haze waiting for our AfterLife, no longer making big plans like the Pharaohs for the trip and the goodies we wish to take with us, possibly due to Austerity, but still hoping to be able to plan for a peaceful Death, as if, one like the one a lady told me I would have, meant as a gift I guess, good karma to wish a peaceful death on someone, she said that being a sensitive she could see both me and my mum will 'go' in our sleep, no diseases and no traumatic Deaths to be scared about, surely something she wishes for herself but believes won't be able to get, she has by now accepted herself as already dis-eased and with a foot in the grave.

My mum one week ago said that she went to visit my grandparents for a small chat and to change the flowers on display, she meant at the cemetery, those are by far the least controversial visits she had with them, finally she is the only one talking with no rebuttals or things said in return that could trigger some wild automated response. 

We ended up having our best relationships with the Dead ones while we forgo our responsibility to fix the ones we have with those who are alive, how amazing of us.

Today on the news the story of a woman condemned to 12 months community service for unlawfully preventing the burial of a child that was born still born for having been kicked in the belly by her partner while she was expecting, we condemn the disrespect for Death, what about the disrespect of Life, how did THAT become Normal? Are we aware that we have created a world where Death has more value than life? Are we aware that there is something disturbing in making Laws to protect the right of the Dead and not the ones of the Living? Given that we only operate in Self Interest at the moment, are we Dead or Alive?

Solving the Death point, our fear of Death -and our fear of life-, changing our Investment Plans from Death to Life would be one of the ways we can reestablish a chance to live, not being so worried about something we cannot plan or orchestrate or, for once, manipulate, would not only bring us back Here but would allow us to have a chance at working out how to live and self express, because honestly I am just realizing how I don't have a clue about it and how much I will have to dig still to start to see a sliver of Life in me as I write out the kind of Life I want to be in consideration of the whole, something I have realized I am alien to, and  I work at how to build good relationship with people while they are still alive and how to change while I can do so for sure, because honestly no one knows what is waiting on the other side, Heaven above and Hell below seems a bit far fetched, living the Hope that magically by leaving behind the body we'll rid ourselves of all the crap we have participated in/with would mean that we are innocent and the body is guilty, the body is the carrier of the crappy life and experiences while we are all spiritual beings just momentarily trapped within it.

Yet what Breathes and is in fact alive is The Body, The Physical, when we'll move onto the Afterife what we'll leave behind is Life, an oxymoron to even have to say it, but as we became used to living words with other mean-ings, the original meaning of words just went lost, we guesstimated afterlife to mean 'afterthislife' where another, better one is waiting for us for the moment we'll finally will be saying our farewells to our shriveled up raisins like empty 'evil' bodies.

Do we bellieve our bodies are just our place of residence? Our flesh is who we are, if the house, The Temple where we live has become all dirty and mouldy why not consider cleaning it up, why not clean up our acts, redefine the starting points that move us to action or inaction, why not redefine this hellish existence of Death into one of Life, where we can all thrive, expand and share a dignified worthwhile existence.

Life is not what we manage to own or put our hands on, it's not our possessions, Life is Self Expression within self Responsibility, we can't have the Life cake and eat it by not taking responsibility for ourselves and everything we are connected to, we don't live on an island alone unless we live in our minds, so it is time to learn what Self Expression as Life means, and this will happen only by deleting what self Expression is NOT until we come to a blank slate and from there redesign who we decide ourselves to be vs what we were designed to be.

A process to undo what we have done so far that hasn't worked for ourselves or the Whole as One is available at Desteni.org, Death became us, we have the choice to stick to it or work to get our lives back and learn to live for the very first time as Self honest, self responsible Human beings that consider themselves as part of an organic Whole that can thrive with each one's ego-less participation.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to glorify Death as a teenager by saying and writing that 'Death is paid with Life'

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to be fascinated with death and the AfterLife vs participating in Life Here as an intrinsec piece of the puzzle that must stand in and as self responsibility for myself and all of existence as One

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to fear Death and dying in a violent death when I have no direct information about how the death experience is and therefore everything I think about it is just an assumption with no foundation in reality and I will have to live to see it through when the time comes, which is something I have no control over in any way and is therefore time to let go all and every worry about it

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to believe that the AfterLife was more important than Life, because within this belief I accepted and allowed a World of Death to exist as I glorified what may come vs what is Here where I can infact learn to live and experience mySelf through this opportunity to do so and within this for accepting and allowing myself  to waste my Life in the pursuit of a worthy ticket into the AfterLife, disregarding what is Here that is not yet living in Oneness and Equality the dignity that we could grant to each other by standing as One beyond our Egos for what is Best for All and All of existence as One.

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