Showing posts with label Universe. Show all posts
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Sunday, July 21, 2013

Day 332: The Lies of Positive Thinking and Law of Attraction



This is going to be a sore blog to write.
It's the story of how I went all the way with Law of Attraction, meaning checked its consistency, because I could at the time, I had plenty money in my pockets and no fear.

For years I had been listening to Abraham Hicks and his teachings, the point that everything had two sides that could be summed up into 'something' or 'the lack of it' was very clear to me, the world existed within a duality frame, Abraham said that The Secret was to just align with what we wanted, do not allow ourselves to focus on the lack of it but just on the object of our desire, and then wait to see how the universe would deliver to us everything we dreamed of - and more.

The theory sustained that the Universe had been keeping a tab of All Our Desires, and was always willing to deliver to everyone what they wanted, they just had to Ask -and it would be given.

As I write this I can see how the whole story is quite lame, with the situation we have in this world believing that the universe would give me 'a parking space' or the money for 'the dress I wanted' was just outlandish, at least in a Universe with any Morality, obviously the Universe would have to keep into account that first It should deliver the Necessities required by All, such as food, water, shelter, I mean, imagine that we were too greedy to put on hold our individual desires or focus on what others are lacking, that they need to survive, FIRST, wouldn't a benevolent Universe be Able to rearrange all requests by Priorities?

I don't know who is in charge of giving out Parking Spaces in Heaven, but wouldn't be logical that Heaven should reassign this 'Angel' to do something more relevant, like giving food to the dying kids in Asia or Africa - or were people in Heaven too specialized in tasks and unable to be redirected - like did they have The Angel of Parking Spaces and the F&B (food and beverage) Angel was so overwhelmed with work that he could not keep up?
How was this theory really working and WHY if we found that this was the way the world operated, didn't we go to Africa to show children that they had to stop focusing on their hunger, they should visualize a BigMac instead or a McMeal, why were we keeping The Secret to ourselves?

So as I said, with plenty money in my pocket I left my job and moved to Thailand where I had the whole day to realign my focus and see if this Law was really a Law of the Universe and committing to, once I had worked out all details, spread the good news - for free.

For months I listened and watched nothing else but Law of Attraction cds and videos, it made so much sense, the questions such as why there is suffering in the world where always cleverly redirected into 'some choose to experience life at the other end of polarity', but of course, why did I not think about it, because already the thinking about this made me feel so much better, silly me, for years I dwelled on the misery of Humanity when in fact it was a CHOICE, Great, I could now move on and stop the lifelong affliction with guilt and shame for the world we live in.

And THAT I did succesfully, so succesfully in fact that I would dodge beggars in the street, afraid that they may contaminate my Mind escrow of positive thinking stuff, because we had to guard our emotions as well, no negative emotions allowed, there was even a chart which would highlight both the emotions we were living and the required process to get out of them, according to the book Ask and It Is Given.

I had plenty of time, I did all the process mentioned, religiously, I could 'pivot' among my emotions riding rampages of appreciation until I would feel good, I mastered that process -and unfortunately shared it with others who suffered like me from anxiety or sadness or worse-, I lived a jet setter life style but the money kept reducing in my bank account, there was no ACTION taken to support the Lie of Energy as Emotions and I had to discover the hard way that NO ACTION means NO MONEY.

If you are still a Believer, take it all the way, prove your Faith in the Law of Attraction and Positive Thinking to yourself, take No Action and watch your Money disappear, there is no way you are going to manifest Money out of thin air because MONEY requires physical movement, it requires participation in reality, unless you have truckloads of Money and then you make your Money work for you, but you see, again, somebody or something has got to work to get the Money!

Moral of my story, both Positive Thinking and Law of Attraction are Hoaxes, they just ride our desire to inflate our lives with unnecessary 'goods' while others live out al the 'bads', we should have realized it by ourselves, there is no way anyone in this world could have chosen some of the horrific lives that are taking place under our very eyes, if we believe it, is because we want to, it's because we look for excuses and justification to why we have it better than some, when you really look at it Positive Thinking is just Evil, it's the Selfish desire to feel good no matter what, in the face of a world where people suffer while we shut them out, come on, if The Secret were real, what would it have cost to the writers of the book to go and share it with those that are starving? Or don't we believe in the Infinite Resources of the Universe, isn't the Universe able to cater for All as long as we align with our desires?

No it's not, it seems pretty obvious with 1/3 of the world living below the Poverty Line, the Earth resources are Finite, what we're pulling out of one side of the equation means some have to go without it, think about it, the poor of this world can't be all pessimists or are they having negative emotions because they found out that this world is designed in a way that will never allow them to take part in it, no matter what, that they don't stand a chance to make it, or to even come to a stability that would allow them and their families to leave in peace?

You know what is The Secret? The Secret is that those that sell us bullshit, about how to make money doing nothing, are liars, and they need the ones who dumbly believe in their words so that They Can Make Money, there this is the Secret, and the why they don't tell us how they made Their Money, because they would have to tell us that they need the naives who will buy any lie they write to support their lifestyle, but they can't -because then we would have a negative emotion and they can't afford the luxury of a negative emotion that could make their house of cards crumble once and for all.

We are the Creators of this world, if we feel bad about it, if we feel shame, there may be reasons, we feel bad because this world is unjust, because many suffer, because we lost ourselves into Mind Games while Life goes unnoticed in the best cases or completely wiped out in the worst cases, so why don't we give up the feeling chart and put our hands on paper for a Human Rights Chart?

We have done it at the Equal Life Foundation, no one says you have to give it all up, but you have to start considering others who have not been born in our same conditions of privilege and start to share what we can while supporting a new system that will guarantee that Life is a Human Right for all, then being Happy may be real, until then we are just Great Pretenders, and the only charts we are on, is the top of the chart of  Human Indifference and Disconnection -and that makes us unworthy of the Life we are not busy guaranteeing to All Others - and then we want to believe in a Universe that would reward this as Benevolence, because we deserve it, because we managed to Feel Good through a Rampage of Appreciation of what we have and others can only dream about? 
Wow, what an achievement...
Time to Wake Up. Life is Waiting.



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Sunday, August 12, 2012

Day 116: Don't Let Go and Let God, Let God Go

Take Back the Fear
Take Back the Fear (Photo credit: Wikipedia)



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that God has a plan that I am unable to see and understand about the suffering of the world, children included, as a way to justify why it was not my business to stand up for and as The Correction/Solution, as God had everything in His Capable Hands

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to suppress the desire to hold on to this belief in God's Capacity/The Universe Ability to sort things out as I moved along my life without taking responsibility for myself and my world as my creation because that would mean admitting that I was just too scared and frightened to accept that this world is my responsibility since Here I am with nowhere to go

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fail to see that if God was capable to fix the World and he didn't do it, then God would just be a Mental Case like all of us and he could not be relied on for coming up with nothing better than what he created and blessed into existence, which is the "SinFul Human"

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see and realize that the Original Sin is What Parents imprint on their Children about this System being the Way It Is because God willed it into existence This Way and so it Must be Perfect, when the evidence of a Faulty System and a Faulty Human is everywhere and that teaching Children that 'this is The Way things are' just because parents don't want to address their faults and Change themselves, is simply Child Abuse

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to take on board the belief that Charity is what we do to Help the World and that makes us Good, instead of seeing and realizing that if Charity was the Solution the World would have changed already, instead the World has NOT changed proving that Charity is what we do to feel good about ourselves and the fact that we do NOTHING for Real Change as that would imply Self Change and God forbid we took on the task of Changing the faulty Creation that we have accepted and allowed ourselves to become in self interest and fear

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel irritated by the people who are using God/The Universe/Consciousness as an excuse for why we are not required to Change, instead of seeing I am irritated with myself because I know better yet I still don't change and within this I forgive myself for deliberately Not Changing and commit myself to Change

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to trust/Hope that someone/something/somewhere would pop up as the Solution from a Higher Being, without seeing and realizing that by seeking the comfort of delegation I deliberately put myself in the Lesser Being position and from there I could not stand up for Change, nor I would because this was the purpose of the Higher Being Make Belief to start with, so I could bask in my flaws and Leave it all up to God

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not question WHY a God of Love would allow abuse and suffering as a way To Learn when we do not allow abuse and suffering to be inflicted on children by their parents as a way to Learn, are we better than God ?

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realize that if I excuse the God in my head about what I believe He does with this world, as a 'Lesson' for Humanity, than I have to excuse everyone, from the abuser to the rapist as they too are following in God's footsteps and walking the world inflicting abuse through violence 'so that'll teach you''

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to Not Change as I wait/Hope for God/Something Higher/Bigger/Better than me to change me, embracing the Harry Potter belief that a wand is all I need and holding God as the Greatest Wizard that with a touch can Change me and My Life, when in fact every Change we make is made by ourselves and the intervention of God is just in Our Minds to justify Why we didn't do it before if we could in fact 'just do it'

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to speak the words 'let go and let god' with great satisfaction as if I finally found a way out of existence, offloading what was my self responsibility to God, trapping God within this Creation as the Supervisor of our accepted and allowed Dementia that was born of our separation and the fear that came with it

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to say that I am God's servant when I was forced to repeat the meaningless prayers of the nuns I grew up with, as they passed on to me their Fear of existence that led them into reclusive Monasteries, in which they hoped to escape the World as Our Creation and what it had become and then imprinted Children with their own fears to make sure nobody would ever change and that we would keep this Dis-eases Creation in Place, following our Energetic experiences that we mistook for Life and that we went so far as to glorify even when what we experienced was just FEAR as an adrenalin rush, and that we Fear to let go is our FEAR, because when we stop the FEAR how will we know we are ALieve since we KNOW that LOVE is NOT real and All other Feelings and Emotions we seek are Not real but FEAR is the First Love and never forgotten, until we let go of the FEAR to stand as Life for ourselves and All of Existence Equal and One

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see that FEAR is our LOVE and that this is the point that we cannot let go of because FEAR is primal, it is the very thing that we connected to Who WE ARE as that was the consequence of our separation and the first thing we experienced as individual units of the One/Self, and so we built a world on our first Impression/Experience and now we are living the consequences of So Much Fear that we are busy creating tools and weapons to STOP the FEAR, that we ourselves create and keep Alive as we FEAR that letting go of the FEAR will make us DIE

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see that God as Love is just Fear dressed up for Sunday Mass, that the Mass of Fear we have AMassed required a celebration, in which we would gather and praise the Lord/Fear of this existence, instead of waking up and seeing, hei, we are scared shitless of this world, is this normal, what is this FEAR/GOD we are praying/preying to, how can we STOP?

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see that the reason why people are running from Desteni is the same reason that kept me pussyfooting around them for some months, as I wondered if they were the Ones stirring up All That Fear within me, desiring to blame them, ending up Blaming them for what I experienced when I heard what they had to say about existence and what we accepted and allowed ourselves to become, because the Fear that they would pull the Universe/God//Love as my blinders off my eyes and I would be forced to see, was so great that I feared them as what they could do to me in no longer allowing me to be blinded, failing to see that I feared ME and I wanted to hold on to my Blanket of Safety and not to give up the Illusory Safeness that comes with giving The responsibility of what is Here to my Creator, not wanting to be an Equal to my Creator because that meant Equal responsibility and it meant I would have to get down  and dirty to clean this mess just as much as I hoped God/Universe/Light would do FOR ME and I did not like that AT ALL

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to deliberately NOT CHANGE as I see the point where I need to Change and stand, such as stopping my participation in thoughts and reactions and while I have done quite well with the reaction part, I still allow myself to go thought-hopping, believing that there is NO HARM in that if I carefully sift the thoughts to NOT THINK the harmful ones then it's OK, while I know that Thoughts are polarity creations and not who I am and whatever I think ripples within me as the Mind and I am not yet able to see HOW in the minutest detail and so I should start by STOPPING my participation and slowing myself down with Breath, until I do see as I walk all aspects of my decision making and become aware of the ripple effects of everything I engage with as only then I will be able to be HERE walking the deliberate realignment to Oneness and Equality and What is Best for All


When and as I see myself moving or about to move into FEAR, I stop, breathe, remind myself that if FEAR is HERE I am not HERE as Breath and I am NOT doing What is Best for All as every though I think boosts Me as The Mind and doesn't accumulate Breathe of Me as Life aligned to Oneness and Equality

When and as I see myself facing the point of God/the Universe/The Quantum Field/Consciousness as a justification that I see in another about why the World is the way it is and why it is fine, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a manifestation of fear, the same fear I engage in every time I spend time within thoughts as the Mind and not in and as Breath as What is Best for All and before I comment I make sure I am stable and have no reactions and share the Common Sense about why those BeLiefs are not working to create a World that is best for All when we hang on to these excuses as our Creations, that we now Blame for the Creation we are walking as manifested consequences of our original fear of taking self responsibility

When and as I see myself desiring to move in and as a familiar pattern, such as thought hopping and I see myself start to justify why it is OK that I do so since 'I am not harming anybody', I stop, breathe, remind myself that it will take Patience to stop a Habit that I have become but that it is not impossible, as others have done it before me and are walking the same path to stop our existence as the Mind and so I can do it too, there is no reason why I should not be able to do it apart from my deliberate excuses and justifications regarding why I just don't do it

I commit myself to stop my existence as the supporter of this world as The Mind Consciousness System, as I see realize and understand that nothing comes from the Mind that is in alignment with What is Best for All as the Mind is into an individual trip of self survival as Characters and personalities, and that the only way we have to STOP this Creation is to just STOP ourselves from participating in it, as in the stopping we find our Breaths and the Space that we have to now carve out of the networks of relationships we have built that were not in alignment with Oneness and Equality and What is best for All, and that by Each realignment we make we stand clearer and more stable building Self Trust through Self Honesty until we can rebirth ourselves as Life and stop our existence as Mind systems for ourselves and All of Existence Equal and One

I commit myself to stand and to keep correcting myself when I see that I step into a thought/Character that is not me as Who I am as a piece of The Solution/The correction to realign to Oneness and Equality and What is Best for All

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Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Day 85: If God is my Shepard, am I a Sheep ?



Self Commitment Statement form previous post 'God is My Daddy'

I commit myself to stop my desires to be cared for as that would imply I need a caretaker and from there to God the step is small as I give away my responsibility to care for myself in and as self responsibility for myself and All, Equal and One

I commit myself to remind myself that when I desire to have someone bigger and more competent than me to care for me and my Life, such as a God/Universe, what I am actually accepting is that I am in fact NOT big enough or competent enough to care for myself as the Creator of my reality and I do not need to be Self Responsible for myself and the Whole as One, because I am just a small insignificant part of it, instead of seeing and realizing I can take care of myself standing in and as Self Honesty and Self responsibility, breathing myself back Here consistently and out of the Mind in which I am just the Creator of my own Characters and Delusions of Separation

I commit myself to stop my existence as the sheep Character that follows the lead of a Benevolent God/Universe, instead of learning to care and lead myself in Self Honesty through Self Directive principle as Life and What is Best for ALL

I commit myself to remind myself that any question or point such as 'I will be shown, get a clue, see the path' implies that I am not the Self Directive principle of myself but that I am relying on external 'signs' to tell me what to do and show me a direction, and that I am not seeking to be led by my own Self Created Characters who have shown to be the source of My Insanity leading me on Merry Go Rounds to nowhere for which I don't need to take responsibility, instead I commit myself to stand as self honesty as self directive principle for myself as Life and What is best for All

I commit myself to learn what Self Responsibility for myself and All means, facing the fact that I have never been self responsible but the opposite, following an imaginary God/Creator/Universe leading the way like an Imaginary sheep with the sole purpose to offload the responsibility for myself if something turned sour instead of living a Self responsible Life realizing my Oneness with All and the Consequences of my existence of separation

I commit myself to stop the Creation and the Support of Characters of Higher Being in and as me as the Mind, through my desires for not having to take care of myself and become a Self responsible Human being, seeing that what in fact I have always desired was for me to take responsibility for me, to stand as a self responsible human being for myself and All of existence Equal and One

I commit myself to show others what I myself realized, that we hold on to God/Higher Beings/Universe because we FEAR existence and ourselves and what we accepted and allowed ourselves to become and believed that having someone bigger and More Powerful in Charge would not be such a bad idea, yet this very belief is the abdication of our power to change and care for ourselves and others as One as Equal and that if we work on letting go and healing ourselves from our own self created fears, I/we can let go God and the Universe as my/our Guardians and Shepherds as I/we become Self Directive in re-aligning myself/ourselves to Oneness and Equality and What is best for All

I commit myself to stop being a Sheep seeing realizing and understanding that as a Sheep I am part of the problem of the misled by our own Self Created God and Universe as the escuse to fuck up and not be Self responsible and not part of the solution as a Principled living Human Being standing for and as Life while walking my own correction and realignment to Oneness and Equality and What is Best for All

I commit myself to stop my life of Fear of the Darkness of Me as Me,  which created my eternal searching for the Light, failing to see I myself created the Light as I separated from Who I really was as Darkness, fearing myself as separation from myself as the Whole and What I was willing to do to support the existence of myself as Energy fueled Imaginary Characters of my own creation, and I now stand to stop the existence of Me as Characters as the More of Me seeking for Energy as the More of Here, to see that I am All There Is, Here beyond the Characters that I mistook for Life and Living, failing to see that I was in fact consuming myself as Life which is Real for the Illusory trips of Energy which are Not real

I commit myself to Life for All as Me and to birthing myself as Life into the physical as the Creator of myself and existence, Equal and One