Showing posts with label Middle East. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Middle East. Show all posts

Sunday, August 4, 2013

Day 343: Abu Ghraib and The Macchiavellian use of Press




Apparently 1500 people walked out of the detention facilities over a fortnight, I specifically use the verb 'walking out' vs the one used by the press, which is 'broke out' because it's impossible that 1500 people escape all at the same time,  unless someone opens the door for them to go. And of course we are not given to know the reasons, they may have been released due to the Ramadan, or because holding them without a trial had done its time and some believed they should go free, whatever the 'hidden' reasons for this 'prison takeover', someone is milking this story.

We are being served a traditional Macchiavellian Plot, the famous Problem - Solution - Reward, unfortunately not what we should create to include All living beings in the Equation, is just one of the ruling class plots, where a problem is created so the Mass of Sheeples we have become can ask for The Solution that someone has already designed and wants implemented without resistance. It will be interesting therefore to see what comes out of this, please stay tuned into the news, who knows that this may become your chance to wake up to the amazing deception of this world.

No matter how long has this been going on we still seem unable to see through what we are been given daily to amp up our fears, this is how we are kept in place, we are basically way too ignorant and apathetic  for our own good and our ignorance is what separates us from finding Real Solutions to the problems of this World. We live as bystanders, treat this planet as a waiting room while we queue up to die, what have we become?

This Abu Ghraib news is far reaching, it will hit those that are just too 'out of the Know' to be aware of what this represents by telling them 'that a major outbreak of dangerous, vengeful criminal has taken place in the Middle East and hence we ALL have to be on the Alert, we must FEAR what is going to come (which we'll tell you in a few days, once your Fear has reached the Level we expect from You)'. 
It targets as well those who have done some research and remember that the Abu Ghraib prison is still at the centre of a huge controversy about Human Rights, about torture, rapes and appalling living conditions for 'possible criminals who have not been proven to be criminals through a regular Trial' and how countries who have outlawed torture as a systems of 'gathering information', just to name two the USA and the UK, have taken advantage of facilities that they run remotely in foreign lands, to do as they please, pretending they are no,t because they get Locals to run those facilities on their behalf, just like Foxxcon in China that works exclusively for Apple but is run by the Chinese hence exempting Apple from questioning or even having to face the allegations of extensive breeches of Human Rights that drive people to suicide.

What should send shivers up our spines is then not the outbreak, it's not the implication that we now have 1500 dangerous, poisoned, vengeful criminals on the loose, as the press implies, but is how we have allowed such systems to even exist in the name of our alleged safety, it's how is it possible that what we can't conceive at home and we have made illegal, has become perfectly fine on foreign land, far from the eyes far from the heart?

So, use the Abu Ghraib Prison News to start your research into the Horrors of this world, use your common sense to see through the news so that you are not just shaken and stirred at will, without seeing the bigger picture of what is going on and then educate yourself, because Political Plots such as this are quite transparent if you understand that those in power are just using the same ways again and again to Manufacture Consent -because it works, because FEAR will make us accept the unacceptable in the name of a Safety that is in truth only threatened by ourselves, as we can't see the simple solution of creating a WORLD THAT WORKS FOR ALL, while we support a world that works for just some who don't give a flying fuck about you or the Life of billions of people.

If you care about changing this world into a Safe Place, we must see the obvious solution that would solve in a single swoop much of the grief of this world, we have to give to each other what we would like for ourselves, we have to stop looting and exploiting countries so that we can live a LifeStyle of our liking while some can't even have a Life and we have to push ourselves to see this world for what it has become and that includes our nature, where our self interest has created systems of Inequality and Abuse and so as we created havoc in the world, we the Creators, can create peace, we can stop the Fear, we can stop doing to others what we don't want done to us and return ourselves and the world with us into a for-giving place, and as we start our for-giving, what about making sure everyone has got a Life to start with, wouldn't that be a gazillion steps ahead from where we are now?

Then we'll see what kind of Humanity can be born into a world of support vs a cut throat world of survival and Fears.

Stand for the Life of All, for-Give Life to All and in the process, Get YourSelf to Life.




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Thursday, January 10, 2013

Day 240: Only Stupid Dumb Jews support Israel



Went to the GYM today and in the sauna a Persian man I saw before was having a go at an Italian about Israel and the dumb ass douche bag Italians.
There is no doubt that we are dumb, we are freakishly dumb given what we have accepted and allowed in our Parliament and in the last 20 years in Politics as we watched all our rights go down the drain, while taxation reached the highest levels in Europe with then lowest social security and benefits and have been sliding down the Freedom of Information Chart to the 61st place, right after Ghana, who supposedly has less news to share, but being called dumb fucks basically by this guy who was saying we understand nothing about Israel hit a nerve, mainly  because he understood nothing either as he was speaking about Israel like the country of Mother Teresa, hit by unreasonable medieval Muslims who call them pigs and are just after 'their' land.

It would have been sane to just let it go, but no, I had to have a got at it, to remind him he is just equally a dumb fuck, then he called me boiled brain and told me I knew fuck all about HIS country, His country I said, you were born here, THIS is your country, a point I drove home just asking 'where were you born?' which didn't go unnoticed because he immediately claimed his father told him everything he needed to know about those Muslim beasts and after they do in Israel -who is protecting us BY THE WAY, thankyouverymuch- they'll come after us the dumbfuck Europeans.

At the height of our verbal exchange to which I was not physically reacting, a point for which I could not stop complimenting myself inside that gave me  a sense of pride and pleasure in pursuing the button pushing meticulously , I told him why isn't he in Israel then to fight this soveryright war, low blow, I regretted it the moment I said it, meanwhile another Italian took the chance to jump in and say he just wants the cross in our school, not because he is a Christian but as a matter of principle because we wouldn't be allowed to build churches in Israel yadidadida, proving we are in fact the dumbfuck he was talking about when I waked in. The Jew almost blew an artery attempting to tell him how he was brain boiled by the Muslim news we have in this country and then I said, we have the Vatican, and a lady said, that's it the church is the problem, they should stop them -the Muslims-.....

In 5 minutes we displayed all the problems we are having in the world, just 4 people, from spite (me), to trying to diminish another (me), to secretly laughing about someone blowing a vein and concluding he should just return to his Homeland. I even complimented myself for not reacting as a point of superiority while the stupid misinformed Jew had his blood pressure go through the roof. And what an achievement that was.

The point is, I hated Jews for a long time, not consistently, I have a "Hate the Jews" personality, not the ones who mind their own business and don't thread heavily on Israel vs Palestine issues, but the ones who do, the ones who insist that there is just 1 faulty party in that war, dismissing forever the 'It Takes 2 to tango' saying, not counting the historical facts, because there are FACTS in History that I wished he would agree upon, facts I know nothing about because my education is as fuzzy as his, it's just fuzzy in another direction, and brushing off the great piece about Palestine and Jewish bereaved families trying to come together to resolve their conflict. Can one dumb Jew count for all the Jews who are themselves tired of conflict and seeing their own responsibility in the conflict?

Can I dumb Italian let go of the desire to just prove my point beyond any reasonable doubt, as if That would solve this conflict, just because I have concluded that there is no way to talk with many of the dumb Jews that support Israel because their self interest overrides any common sense, what about mine, if it was not to solve the Israel/Palestinian conflict, what was even the purpose of this talk if not for my self interest to prove he was the dumb fuck and not me? Mirror Friction on the wall, who is the dumbest of us All?



I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to, when I entered the sauna and heard this 'repeat offender' get off again against the Muslim because of Israel, to think 'what a dumb fuck' and as I sat listening to his rant I couldn't prevent myself from jumping in because I wanted a piece of the energetic action that was going on, even if it would have to come at the expense of another having his veins blowing in his neck

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to be moved by a sense of 'nationalism' because he spoke against My country, just because I accepted and allowed myself to engage the nationality brainwashing without breathing and concluding I had a right to stand up, almost a duty, and then proceeded to act like a robot supporting the division in nationalities that we have invented so we may never come together as One and foe even considering approaching another from my Nationalistic stance, I forgive myself

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to, since I met a nice group of Arab men at the school where I started teaching, to swing my sympathies in support of the Arab community in Milan vs the Jews community -so I discovered today- because now I am personally involved with the Muslims but I don't give a shit about the Jews and anyway they have already stolen someone's else's land and isn't that enough to withdraw my support

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to, when I realized I was not reacting -by comparison of my heart palpitations of 1 year ago if I had engaged in such a debate- to feel proud and to enjoy the sense of superiority that I derived from seeing another react, and for taking this point of not reacting and polluting it with the desire to be more than another I forgive myself

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to project myself into the future to the next time I will see this guy and he won't be able to hold himself and then I will say 'excuse me, pls take your propaganda somewhere else and for sure out of the sauna room' and for then laughing at the idea of how I would have everyone's backing me and he would be banned from the sauna and I would strike my victory, I forgive myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, instead of seeing, realizing and understanding that all his talk was fear based and that he was just possesses which would have called for non intervention instead of fuelling the fire just for my personal pleasure, I forgive myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hate the Jews because they seemed to be the chosen ones in terms of how well they did in the world through being united and lending money to each other and for secretly desiring what they had that we didn't have, my own self defined sense of unity and support and for being envious of such a point and desiring to drag them down into diminishment through the obvious "wrong point of Israel", I forgive myself

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to, when I went to make this guy angry and he called me names, to take the name calling as a chance to put him back in his place, not because I felt offended, but because I saw an opportunity and since I was possessed by the idea of making him look like a dumb fuck I could not pass this on without taking advantage of it and for desiring to take advantage of the words another speaks in haste or anger, I forgive myself

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to, when thinking about the Jews feel a sense of entitlement toward them, because I have identified the Jews with the bankers, with the abusers of this world and for saying that Hitler was right because they are a cancer in our society, I forgive myself

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to have an internal friction about the Jews within myself, wherein as I felt sorry for them for the holocaust and used the Holocaust as a leverage for everything else they 'in my opinion' did wrong aka Israel as the Stolen Land, no see realize and understand that I sought a leverage point because I had already taken a position against them due to the stories of my childhood that it were the Jews killing Jesus - who was another Jew, a fact no one told us when we were in Catholic school so we could come to understand Jesus was a Christian, no more, a Catholic- and as such the hatred toward a whole ethnic group was implanted and then robotically followed as I sought for reasons why it was RIGHT to hate the Jews as the profiteering of this world when in fact we are all profiting from each other one way or another and are in no way less responsible than anyone else for the state of this world

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to, when faced today with the choice 'go for it or Breathe' to deliberately go for it just for an energetic experience because I knew I could push the buttons of this guy and then resort to telling him 'go home' as if Israel was his home and not Italy, as if we really belonged to a place just because we are stupid enough to gang up and defend it, while none of us, myself or him, know the extent of History or any story so far because we live disconnected from the truth of this world and we just take sides, positions based on opinions that in this case happened to differ and were both based on hearsay and whatdoyou know

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to believe that just because I felt no movement inside of me compared to the earth shaking reactions I used to feel when engaging in meaningless discussions, that I was more, superior and for silently celebrating myself as I fully engaged in my mind comparing me before with me after, not seeing realizing and understanding that I had just refined one of my personality, The Debater, not making it any less toxic but just with a wider load of justifications about why I was entitled to go after someone who is just as brainwashed as I am because I have the right of Nationalism on my side and for suggesting that some have less rights than me in living on this planet, wherever that may be, I forgive myself

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to develop a 'one day old' affinity with Arab men just because they made me feel welcome at school, and as such they are now my friends, while the Jew debating against Italians was NOT my friend and so I used the excuse that I was standing up for the Muslim to make a point, to mark a territory, to belittle someone else, so I could get to experience myself as more valuable, having more right of belonging, superior at the expense of someone else that was clearly possessed and that should have been given the time to vent and run out of gas instead of being fuelled into a full blow possession for which I did not want to take responsibility because He was the one who started, which is in fact what I condemn the Jews for in the Palestine/Israel debate

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not want to take responsibility for the part I  play in people going off their rockers and for pushing another as myself to exasperate his friction just so I can be right, righteous and feel more, superior and entitled, I forgive myself


When and as I see myself facing this guy again as the representative of the Jews of the world, I stop, Breathe, do not engage in any discussion that may lead to exasperating his fear of the Middle Eastern Conflict as I saw, realized and understood that this is the core issue at the bottom of his stance and I won't engage in any fear mongering activity no matter how tempting it may seem

When and as I see myself walking into a discussion where  realize I have an opinion already formed and validated on the issue, I stop, breathe, I see realize and understand that only Characters have opinions and that I don't see all the dimensions of a point yet to participate in any supportive exchange and therefore I breathe until the desire to jump in runs out of power

When and as I see myself wanting to vent a useless opinions on matters that won't change the prblem a hand, I stop, breathe, I see  realize and understand that whatever opinion I hold stands in the way of me being Here, seeing clearly how to direct a point which may very well be to keep quiet, and for fearing that by keeping quiet and not manifesting my dissent I am not standing for 'what I beLieve in' I forgive myself

When and as I see myself meeting someone who states 'I am a Jew' I look for what comes up inside of me that needs clearing so I can stand stable in and as Breath whoever I may meet, whatever religion he professes or wherever he may be coming from as I no longer allow separation to exist within and as me for made up, make belief reasons that we created through Consciousness as The Mind in separation from each other, instead of valuing the Life we all share Equally on this Planet that we must learn to share as One.

I commit myself to stop debating the Jews on things I know nothing about because I have not lived through what they share and the fact they haven't either is not my responsibility or a point that authorizes me to take them on because we are Equal Brainwashed Dumbfucks, and for judging myself and another as a dumbfuck and a douchebag as a way to authorize myself to be both, the dumbfuck and the douchebag just because i named the game, I forgive myself

I commit myself to stand for and as an Equal Money System, that will remove the Fear of Wars, genocides, violence and atrocities and the Fear that our livelihood and lives may be taken away from us, as we stand together for what is Best for All to create a world where no one needs to fear for their survival  and for their Life as a constant consistent fearmongering Mindset.

Join us, the world is One, our Body is One, what other hints should The Physical give us about what's the Process to walk to realign all its parts as Oneness in Equality of Worth and Value to make this World work for All.


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Friday, December 14, 2012

Day 219: The Human Race - Who is Winning ?




I have an English student who is very proficient and willing to learn.

During his last class he told me he failed again his math test, as usual he had 'overprepared' himself and when he was faced with really simple problems his mind just blanked out.

Math is his source of frustration, because while he can learn everything else by heart, math requires logic and a specific approach to the problems presented, this he has not yet learnt how to do, as he has grown wary of his mind and he doesn't trust himself that when he will be faced with a problem he can find a solution, no, he looks for similar problems he has already met and solved within his Mind to find the solution there, and if the problems have not been presented before within a certain triggering wording that resonates with the problems at hands, he blanks out.

I have talked to him about the point of why his teachers penalize him for the way he studies, he is a walking encyclopedia, no one can doubt he has put a lot of time in his work, but the frustration of the teachers is that they have to sit through a book speaking and not a person presenting what he himself got out of the book, he told me 'I can't trust my words, but I can trust the book's words, they are the BEST words to explain what I am learning. I told him, 'we don't know that, we haven't heard your words yet'. 
In this line I gave him an assignment, to watch and review with 'his own words' the documentary 'War on Democracy', which we watched together partially and which took him to a place of realizing that much of this world is unknown and as such current knowledge is as valid as someone poking you in the eye with their finger, it's painful, mainly useless and at worse damaging.

My assignment was meant to show him that teachers are not Gods, that we live in a flawed system and that there is nothing extraordinary about the education he is receiving that teaches him an elitist language the school of 'Classical' studies aims  for, even though he believes that knowledge and the language of separation he is learning, that allows him to only talk to people in his school, have value as they might put him on top.

Inside of him there is a constant nagging doubt, that he is not been rated for his studies, but for his Race, it's his Race that doesn't meet the marks he is working for. My Student is an Arab in a racist country, in a racist World.

This is why he is thinking to go back to Egypt for his University, where he may get a fair chance at life and not be graded/de-graded by the 'sound' of his surname.

This is the world we have created, where some Races hold more value than others, we don't even know how we got to this point of discrimination but it exists inside all of us. When I walk next to groups of Arab men, I am more uncomfortable than when I walk next to a group of Italians, I have the preposterous idea that what I 'Know' in their dynamics and mind games, is less dangerous than what I don't know. Plus I read stories about Arabs, that exist within me, I formed opinions and beliefs, I dislike women in a Chador, felt offended by the metal beak that they wear under the burka to breathe in extremist countries, by how they hop behind their men in subservience. 
Arab culture in my Mind exists as an offensive plot against women, and so within all my judgements and ideas and opinions, I myself stand as a point of separation, I myself contribute to my student not having Equal chances in life, because I believe, due to the 'faults' of his CULTure that he comes from a lesser definition of Humanity as I took on board the generational information of separation, of worth based on imaginary parameters, putting all the Arabs in the same pot and myself as the Woman that will have none of it.



I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from other races and in the specific within the Arabic people, in ways that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe to be right, because what goes on in the Arab world against women is not acceptable in me as the Mind

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to believe that what I know is better than what I don't know, instead of seeing and realizing the origin of such stance as FEAR that makes me desire to hold on to knowledge and information as I seek relief from my own fear that I have not faced yet.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to fear the unknown

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to blame the Arabs for their treatment of women as if the demeaning of women was only happening within the Arabic world, when in fact every day women in Italy are raped, beaten and killed by their partners/strangers, and they do not wear a Chador or a Burka

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to, when seeing a woman wearing a chador or a burka, feel irritated, angry, offended as if that was personal, as if just because I am a woman in my physical expression I have to stand in anger to show my stance of NOT accepting the demeaning of women in such way, instead of seeing and realizing that many women in the Arabic world seek protection from their own fears, when they are not forced into it, by men seeking protection from their own fears

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to, when seeing an Arabic woman wearing the metal beak under the Burka to be able to breathe, to feel angry at Arab men, blaming them for what these women go through and subject themselves to, when in fact I am angry at all men because I blame them for this meat market that relationships between sexes have turned into, instead of seeing myself equally responsible

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame men for what happens to women around the world because I believe they were the ones meant to protect us and within this belief, accepting that we do need a protection and hence, our own inherent inferiority to men

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to, when approaching Arab men, move into physical defensiveness just based on thoughts, ideas and beliefs that I have accumulated in my mind based on news I have read, programs I have watched and stories I have been told about the demeaning of women in the Arab world, when in fact this is just a generalization that I have never tested for myself in the physical reality

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to make demeaning comments about Arab men based on News I read, heard or watched, when in fact I know nothing can be trusted as every news is tainted by the world we live in, that fosters fear and separation

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to feel angry at his teachers when my student mentioned that he can't get good grades because he is an "Arab', when in fact this is what I participate in as well within my mind when I don't give 'good grades' as a chance to Arab men, just because they are Arabs

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to see Races and Nationality as having different value just because this is what our Economic System says, that not all are born with the same value and that some are worth more than others just because of where they were born and the 'group' they belong to, when in fact we belong to one Group, The Human Race as Life and Life has the same value and worth within us all

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to feel superior to the teachers of my student, because I want to help him out and they do not, instead of seeing and realizing, my desire to 'help' stems from my own guilt and shame for my participation in separation, judgement and blame and I know nothing about the reasons why his teachers are giving him a hard time

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as bad/negative/evil when I realized how much I was holding on to preconceived ideas toward the Arabic world and for then as a consequence blame myself for how my student feels, instead of seeing and realizing what he experiences is his own creation through having accepted and allowed himself to believe in his worth-less-ness and less-ness and that what I can do is stand stable as an equal as I walk with him through his assignments to offer my support to overcome this limitation he has accepted and allowed for himself as a result of what we, the adults, have accepted and allowed as ourselves

I commit myself to, when and as I walk next to Arab people, see a woman in a chador or a burka, to stop and breathe and not allow myself to participate in thoughts, emotions and feelings or backchat about Arabs and to make sure I am stable within breathe to no longer stand as a point of separation between myself and other races

I commit myself to, when and as I walk next to Arab men and I see the first signs of fear and the desire to change route, to stop and breathe and not allow myself to go into my mind or to react to the fact that I exist in the world with other races, none of which is less valuable or less worthy as Life.

I commit myself to support and explain about an Equal Money System, because changing the system of Value of our World will bring us Equality and peace and a change that can never be undone.
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