Day 327: I think, therefore I am Not Here yet.

Today I listened to the interview about 'Thought and thinking - a deliberate creation of Control', which I highly recommend because it spells out the details of how and why the mechanism of Thinking was invented and how it is just a distraction, a way to make sure we'll never Self Realize that We Are Here.

As far as devious system go, we are the Masterpiece of this Existence, imagine all the books we wrote glorifying out thinking and the Mind as Superior to the physical, discovering the Truth of ourselves is quite a Fall from the magnificence we liked to think of ourselves as The Mind, when in fact the Mind is nothing else but a constant streams of suggestions on how I can win in any given situation -against another.

Science, which is now testing 'Intelligence' in animals, interestingly enough evaluates it based on how deceptive they can be, incidentally they display these traits after spending time with humans or around them, there is nothing glorious about either The Mind or ourselves as The Mind, we just used it to always make sure we would have the best chances at surviving in this Game of Life, pity we haven't even realized that we did not design it but just submitted to it, no wonder the world is full of cowards that don't even want to consider what it would entail to stand up to the World Systems and make a change that works for All.

In a strange twist of idiocy we keep ourselves at a distance from The Only Solution that would in a swoop correct most of our relationships, for sure we wouldn't be able to leave the mind behind, nope, as our Creation -to which we gave Life and No responsibility, now we have to reign back the power invested in it so we may redirect it to What is Best for All.

Unfortunately we are still walking -and some not even yet- a process of establishing what is self responsibility for ourselves, we could not create what we did not understand, and as we come to see realize and understand our role in the absolute interconnectedness of all things, we can't walk away from it, because I am a piece of the flawed relationships of this world and that piece is a thread in the Tapestry of Existence and as such, I am Equally responsible as everyone else for the canvas we have manifested as this world and the world systems.

So, what will it take for me to realign to Oneness and Equality and What is Best for All?

For sure I have to walk back what I have done, I won't be able to change the past, nor the consequences that I have designed through my participation for myself or all the parts involved but I can stand as Change, will myself to stop my participation in and as The Mind, focus on my breathing and do not accept and allow myself to believe that I am that weasel that my mind says I am, because weasels don't change the world or themselves, nor wizards - and I have been both, it will require for me to instead land back Here, use my breath to stabilize myself because, man, what a fuck up we created, and one Breath at the time stop my existence as what I believed I am, walk away from my limitations because to change this world we have to be Alive, pretending to be Alive won't do it, engaging in emotions and feeling for the sheer 'joy' of the ride in the face of a suffering world is not becoming and won't change one iota, we are the problem and as such, we are the Solution too.

Let's live a Mindless existence so we may become Life instead.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am because I think instead of seeing, realizing and understanding that I am Not because I think and that thinking is a losing game

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to not see realize and understand that if Consciousness is a Casino, then thinking is the chips we play with to generate the energy required to participate and that I fear giving up thinking for life because I fear losing at this game, where I believe everyone else will hold on to 'the advantage of thinking everything ahead' while I won't instead of seeing, realizing and understanding that I don't have the luxury to wait for others todrop their thinking before I drop mine

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to believe that there is value in thinking everything ahead as a way to work out all possible outcomes and then accordingly adjust myself to make sure I would win - or to make sure I would increase my chances of winning instead of seeing realizing and understanding that I lose every single time I think and that the idea of winning is just an illusion, no one can win in a losing game - ever

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to fear the nothingness and the aloneness of the absence of thought because I defined thought as my company, my space, my retreat, a place where I can go when I am overwhelmed by the experience of myself instead of seeing and realizing that is like retreating in a cave of snakes that I bred and then abandoned instead of taking responsibility for everything that I have created as my Mind to realign all the relationships I have created to what is best for all 

I commit myself to learn how to be effective with Breath and Breathing to stop my participation in and as The Mind, for myself and all of Existence Equal and One

Join Us because This Journey Takes you to Life and it’ll Cost you Everything that you have Valued which has All Just Been Thought, which has all been the Mechanism and the Reason Why you are Not in a World that is Best for All, Why you’re Not in a World that Ensures The Best for Every Child Born, Why you’re Not in a World that Ensures the Effective Living of All Creatures, Why you’re in a World where Daily Animals are Going Extinct: it is the Result of Your Thinking. You’re Not the Only One Losing: Every Living Thing on Earth is Losing because You are a Loser, because You Think. - Bernard Poolman

So Join Us because This Journey Takes you to Life and it’ll Cost you Everything that you have Valued which has All Just Been Thought, which has all been the Mechanism and the Reason Why you are Not in a World that is Best for All, Why you’re Not in a World that Ensures The Best for Every Child Born, Why you’re Not in a World that Ensures the Effective Living of All Creatures, Why you’re in a World where Daily Animals are Going Extinct: it is the Result of Your Thinking. You’re Not the Only One Losing: Every Living Thing on Earth is Losing because You are a Loser, because You Think. - See more at: http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/05/day-401-thinking-is-for-losers.html#sthash.xlXQfezd.dpuf

So Join Us because This Journey Takes you to Life and it’ll Cost you Everything that you have Valued which has All Just Been Thought, which has all been the Mechanism and the Reason Why you are Not in a World that is Best for All, Why you’re Not in a World that Ensures The Best for Every Child Born, Why you’re Not in a World that Ensures the Effective Living of All Creatures, Why you’re in a World where Daily Animals are Going Extinct: it is the Result of Your Thinking. You’re Not the Only One Losing: Every Living Thing on Earth is Losing because You are a Loser, because You Think. - See more at: http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/05/day-401-thinking-is-for-losers.html#sthash.xlXQfezd.dpuf

So Join Us because This Journey Takes you to Life and it’ll Cost you Everything that you have Valued which has All Just Been Thought, which has all been the Mechanism and the Reason Why you are Not in a World that is Best for All, Why you’re Not in a World that Ensures The Best for Every Child Born, Why you’re Not in a World that Ensures the Effective Living of All Creatures, Why you’re in a World where Daily Animals are Going Extinct: it is the Result of Your Thinking. You’re Not the Only One Losing: Every Living Thing on Earth is Losing because You are a Loser, because You Think. - See more at: http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/05/day-401-thinking-is-for-losers.html#sthash.xlXQfezd.dpuf

So Join Us because This Journey Takes you to Life and it’ll Cost you Everything that you have Valued which has All Just Been Thought, which has all been the Mechanism and the Reason Why you are Not in a World that is Best for All, Why you’re Not in a World that Ensures The Best for Every Child Born, Why you’re Not in a World that Ensures the Effective Living of All Creatures, Why you’re in a World where Daily Animals are Going Extinct: it is the Result of Your Thinking. You’re Not the Only One Losing: Every Living Thing on Earth is Losing because You are a Loser, because You Think. - See more at: http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/05/day-401-thinking-is-for-losers.html#sthash.xlXQfezd.dpuf

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Day 326: Who says that 'What is Best for All' is Best for ME?

It is sad to realize how this simple sentence, which happens to be at the core of every religion and philosophy in the world, is feared and taken for a coercive statements that means people will no longer be FREE to do as they like, should a world that considers all parts of the Whole Equally ever come about.

Unfortunately, or maybe appropriately, the answer to 'What is Best for All' cannot be given, it has to be Self Realized because 'I' have to first understand What is Best for Me in relation to All the Players within an Equation, where I have considered All parts Equally and guess what, what is Best for All in one occasion may not be Best for All in another, within the same point, this is why Religions do not have any Solution to offer, there isn't a fixed Best for All if not the point of Giving to All what I would like for myself and Not do to another what I would not like to be done to me, no other 'rule' is required to expand into and as this understanding, if my children are hungry and I can't get a job and this system doesn't support me, it is my duty to feed them one way or another, that would make stealing OK, a duty in fact, because Life is more important that the delusion that some can own Vital Earth Resources and cut others off from them as Their Right, so in this case, blindly following a religion (and incidentally, who could be stealing if not the poor from the rich, who says that religions weren't the Rich Guidelines to their own safety and that they were the writers of all Commandments for their own protection and justification?) would not allow me to do What is Best for All at All Times, fake morality would stand in the way of my clarity.

The answer to What is Best for All is held within each one of us as a Point of Awareness, flip flopping through Life won't have us aware enough to consider All Points at All Times and We won't be Able to do What is Best for All, ever, if I, Self is not included in the Equation, because this Equation is Not What is Best for All -bar Me, it's Best for All, which has to include Me or the Equation is incomplete, it's Dis-h-One-est, because I am missing from the One that has to make the decision of What is Best for All.

So, to start appreciating What is Best for All, we can consider what and how we would benefit most from within a moment if we were in another shoes, cross referencing it with Self and then, in a Self Honest moment of Breath, just do it, it doesn't require rocket science to work it out, just Self Trust that I am able and walking to learn to consider Others as Myself and to Give to All What is Best.

So, when we react to this simple sentence 'What is Best for All', there may be some points to consider:

Point One, I don't know What is best for Me - in self honesty I can say that I have been rather busy with self Abuse for most of my life, if you are busy abusing yourself that point needs correction before you can grasp what is Best for All, how could you if you have not yet taught yourself what is Best for You?
No one that stands as Self Abuse can do what is Best for All, because they themselves are missing from the Equation required to work out What is Best for All, and in such cases, we may have the manifestation of the Do Gooder Character as an attempt to compensate for all the things we have not done in consideration of Others as Self, but that it's just a Lie, and we can assess our Self Abuse without external intervention, most of it happens in Our Secret Minds -only to overflow later in the physical-, where we run ourselves to the ground to make sure we won't be able to stand and do What is Best for All, not even by chance

Point Two, is if we are Abusers, many claim their right to Freedom in ways that can be described odd to use a vast understatement, our right to Porn, even if this means supporting a whole industry of Abuse and Slavery is not a Human Right, it's an Abuse, our right to alcohol and drugs is not a Human right, it's Self Abuse, our right to Anonymity so we can slander and engage in libelous activities on the web and get away with it, it's not a Human Right, it's an Abuse, our right to have sex with Animals who don't have a say in it, it's not a Human right, it's an Abuse, our right to Abuse Animals and the World for Profit is not a Human Right, it's an Abuse, our right to invade other countries for their resources so we can keep up our lifestyle is not a Human Right, it's an Abuse, so you see, when we get down to the nitty gritty of why people oppose What is Best for All and lay it out in the open, it doesn't look so good, and yet we went so far as creating a whole new vocabulary to explain why we are in fact entitled to do what we do and defined our Criminal Activities as Human Rights, so while we stood united to claim our Rights to Abuse, we got Abused, we rolled over while Real Human Rights were eroded under our very eyes but we were too busy proving that we had the Freedom of Speech that entitled us to Abuse or the Freedom of Choice so I can hold on to porn and alcohol and drugs, no matter the consequences, the Freedom to 'defend our Borders' -abroad-  to justify our right to go to war against others and while we took away the Right of other living beings, go figure, our Real Human Rights were taken away too.

One could say not surprisingly, because we have not shown to be Humans as in HumanKind but rather Human as in ViciousHumans and so we lost the right to Live because we moved Life way down the list of relevant things in the world as we busied ourselves with all forms of abuse we could conceive, meanwhile we got so far removed from our Humanity that at the sound of the words 'What is Best for All', we react, we don't want What is Best for All if that means the end of our right to Abuse, because....well, because we are TheMented as in living up in our isolated little Kingdoms of Our Minds, where we can pretend to be a self sustainable island, missing out on the obvious, undeniable interconnectedness of All Things, which give us life -while we don't, we take it from others so we can turn it into Money and hopefully end our existential fears within the Illusion that we'll be able to buy our Piece/Peace of Mind.

So, please consider, What is Best for All includes YOU, we want a good Life for everyone, free education, free health care, free housing, a share of the world resources for All, we want to support each other, all living beings and the world as One, how is that not good for You? What kind of freedom are you after that such a world would not provide: Freedom from Debt Slavery, from Education Slavery, Freedom from Fear of Each other, of not having enough to live or of not having a place where to live, freedom from the fear for the future of your children, freedom from stress, from anxiety, from most of the Evil of this world -just by agreeing to give to each other what we would want for ourselves.

So, if and when you should see yourself react to these words, just ask yourself, what is it that you fear giving up, is it the porn, alcohol and drugs, anonymity, fucking animals, really, what is it that stands in the way of Your Self Realization of what will be possible when we realign in Oneness and Equality to What is Best for All and then see if you can find it in your heart to stop the Abuse and the Self Abuse -for Life.

We are making it our business to learn to do What is Best for All -for Life, what kind of busy-ness are you investing yourself into and -is it worth Your Life -or Not?

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Day 325: When Self Realizations don't fill Our Words, yet.

I have had the most interesting experience since writing my yesterday blog on Self Forgiveness.

That blog was a result of a moment that I shared with someone who has actually self realized Self Forgiveness as a living expression of himself and so the experience I had was the result of riding on someone's words, until the words filled me with the experience itself. 

I know I got it because I spent a few moments in and as this realization and I could perceive it as if it was my own, I touched this Creation for a moment and the Creation and myself were One.

And as I sat down to write the words that would contain this experience, I know I did my best to line them up to deliver the experience itself again and it took me some time, because they were not lined up right, I could feel the experience becoming elusive as I tried to frame it within my words and so I had to adjust them, mold them until I tried to bend them to do what I wanted, which was to put this experience into them, force it there, so they could carry it for myself and deliver it to others as One.

But when I read my post, as I still had the memory of the experience  I saw that the 'word' was not there, my words were not full enough yet, they did not contain THAT specific experience that I lived for a moment as me, where I saw the utter Beauty of that One Point in the midst of the confusion we live in, the noise that goes on in our Minds that never leaves enough space for words to be filled by me, as me, and so I experienced the frustration of being unable to replicate the moment as I lived it, specifically because it was not delivered to me in any grand way, wearing white robes or with cherubs playing the harp, there was no speaking in tongues, there was no touch, no no, instead it was given to me in utter simplicity, through living words that carried the experience within themselves because the person that spoke them and his words, were/are One.

So, today, I am just writing a note to Self, to remind myself that filling all the words I have used so far in separation as the Mind as Energy, is a process, that will flourish with accumulation of me as my words filling them one Breath at the time, returning to them myself as Life as One, so I will no longer be separate from them and when I shall will myself to speak or write to make something clear for myself and others, equally, they won't be just partially filled with me, but they will be me, as One, and then my word can become the Living Word, as I live as my words, as One, no longer indulging in separation from myself as words seeking to experience myself in-dividua-lly but experiencing myself as One with myself and Existence in every moment of Breath.

So now I have a yardstick, I have been gifted this experience as a measure to align myself to and I am enormously grateful for it and within this, here is my self realization for today of the why we work on Words at Desteni: because my words, our words don't yet contain ME/US, they are crapped up with stuff, emotions and feelings, memories, opinions, they are biased, I downloaded a whole biased vocabulary from those that came before me and then I went out and lived it as me.

I am still a carrier of duality for now, my words are dis-eased and so my words are still blanks and this is why when I use my words sometimes I can't hit the target as the delivery of a point in such an unbiased way that the other can zone in and get it, as I experienced it for myself, beyond any reasonable doubt, hence they are for me to fill with Meaning in alignment to What is Best for All and this is how I will return Me-aning to my words as myself, as One.

So the process we are walking is to empty our words, with Self Forgiveness and then design the new words (which is what Self Creation is all about) with our self corrective statements and word redefinition, so that my words carry the meaning I have put into them as mySelf and not someone else's meaning, so that my words and I become One and then finally I'll be able to do My Living and stop doing Someone Else's instead.

Clearing Words is a Process, find out how it works at Desteni, go on, get yourself a Life.

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Day 324: Desteni Witness - The 'Scam' and Secret of Self Forgiveness

I have been involved with Desteni for over 2 years and I have had the privilege to visit their farm in South Africa, where I am currently staying and will be for some more time.

When I bumped into Desteni I had reached the end of my search for the Truth, had looked into everything that exists -and was aware of- searching for the reason for our existence, had practiced positive thinking and joined the Love and Light brigade, just to find there was not any less Evil within those claiming to be enlightened, or on their way there, than anywhere else and so quite disheartened, just before Desteni, I moved into Conspiracy Theories, honestly they seemed way more plausible than Love and Light given the state of the world, plus they matched my underlining eternal dance with depression, a state of being I believed I had to have inherited from my mother because this is what each one is given in coming to this world, a legacy of faults to make sure we end up believing that there is something fundamentally wrong with us at our very core, so we roll over and just wait to die without bothering to even try to change ourselves or the system as ourselves.

For 2 years I have practiced the tools of Desteni and become more stable, my life as an Italian was by design emotion and feelings driven, because we believe in Passion as the ultimate possible' intensity' that life can grant us and therefore we deliberately overlook the word 'Passion' as in 'The Passion of Christ', as in fact Life turns into an emotional roller-coaster  where we nail ourselves to, until an -nail-elation or annihilation and where we believe we have no choice but to fasten the seat-belt -or not, the rest is out of our hands - in fact conveniently so.

As a Ex Catholic, not by choice but by birth, it was predictable that my understanding of Self Forgiveness would be tainted by the context of my previous understanding of the world Forgiveness, which was deliberate because no one should know about this Secret or they would just go ahead and rewrite themselves and so -while I wrote about rewriting myself I never really got what that meant or even why the Self Commitment statements were key as a follow up to self forgiveness, because of course I can only interpret what I can conceive through my limited mind and the information available there, through which I can come to CON-clusions about what everything is and is not, so Self Forgiveness became my Eraser, a tool that I could use to delete my perceived wrongdoings and I have successfully used it that way to the point of being able to disassociate from some of my beliefs and energetics reactions, what I missed out about Self Forgiveness and why I had so much resistance to explain it to others, was that I was unwilling to share a tool that I had limited within its purpose, even though at the time I was unable to define its scope in its totality because I was unable to see that the reason why Self Forgiveness worked for me as an Energetic Eraser was because I defined it so and in fact confined it and limited it to be just that.

Today as I was listening to B. taking about it I suddenly realized what Self Forgiveness really is and why the constraints into which I had defined it had me at the point of irritation occasionally, when I would just refuse to use it or share it because I couldn't see myself blubbering away self forgiveness every time I perceive myself making a miss-take because then I would be doing nothing else, I wouldn't even have the time to live my corrective statements as I was aware that I had not yet changed what was fundamentally flawed within me, I have just started to create a void, a blank slate on which to rewrite myself and that's about it.

So, now I will share the Real Secret of Existence and what Self Forgiveness really is and WHY we can't change this world without grasping what we are required to do, each one of us to move forward for REAL and not just be passing time within the illusion that we are moving AND changing just because we babble away our self forgiveness regularly -while others don't... .I'm so ahead of the game :) - and so we are done.

Meanwhile we keep repeating the same crap and justifying WHY using our Words, that we believe are not yet alive because again, we mistook the point of words becoming alive only after WE become Life, when in fact Words are alive now, they are just either embedded with Life or Fear but all have the same power to create, because Words belong to the physical that is Alive, while we belong to the Mind that is A-Lie, missing out on that point that we are already creating and recreating our reality as every justification we use to explain why we are not changing is another lie/line in the code we keep writing about ourselves - in our total dumb unawareness that could only be born out of our consistent separation from ourselves as our Words, as the Physical, unable to direct the content of what we say and therefore are to the point that what we say 'is in fact so' because I live my words as a Commitment to myself as my Words, as the Physical, as All Life, as One and Equal.

So, speaking the words of Self For-giveness is the Gift of Life, imagine that, we hold in each one of us the power to create Life, we are not Life yet just because we have not yet granted it to ourselves, we have not yet given to ourselves everything we accepted and allowed ourselves to believe we lack, this is where Dis-h-One-sty exists, the One missing in this world is Me, because I  don't yet exist, because I have not yet created Myself, I have not yet substantiated myself by removing what I have invested outside of me into everything that seems separate from me to bring it back to me, the Physical, where the substance of Life is and where I still exist in separation because I have not given to myself the same right to exist as Life, because I am apparently Faulty and in need to be fixed and so I am busy with the fixing but not with the giving, I am For-Fixing and not For-Giving as I have believed in the Scam of the Mind instead of just stopping it to stand in and as The Physical as Life.

So you see, there are 2 ways to use Self Forgiveness, one is entertaining the Mind, and that is a Scam and a process that couldn't end in one lifetime (is this why we keep coming back, duh?), the Real Process is just to STOP participating, as par-'icipating means to be apart, to keep being separate, as everything we allow from the Mind and believe it's just another thing to be For-given and this is how we make our process longer, so we either live the Scam of Self Forgiveness and keep forgiving our sins, as we go and replace the Confession Sacrament and the Catholic Priest in our Minds, or we really get what this is all about, including the word SIN (The Greek word hamartia (ἁμαρτία) is usually translated as sin in the New Testament. In Classical Greek, it means "to miss the mark" or "to miss the target" which was also used in Old English archery) which would give a whole new contest to everything we understood so far, so what, we inherited the 'missed marks' of our parents, everyone kept missing the point, should we now GET THE FUCKING POINT right or keep following the yellow brick road of the Mind into other new, more elaborate 'mark missing' sessions vs just STOPPING The Illusion of the Mind in its tracks, no longer allowing ourselves to believe in the Characters we played, instead Breathe and start the Gifting, start getting the Mark!

If we don't do that, we are participating in the Illusion not only of the Mind but the delusion that we may bring about a world that is Best for All through forgiving our sins (hello??), if each one individually is not able to do what is best for All, which would be to bring LIFE into ME, as ME/Self as part of the Equation of Life vs the Equation of  the Mind, to do that, each one has to stop their delusions and Self realize that Life cannot be given to anyone and it is not the Prize/Price at the end of our Atonement, it is instead an act of Self Giving, of Self For-Give-ness and in granting Life to ourselves we open up the Gates of Life to All, as One as Equal, we won't be able to Grant to them their Life because guess what, it is to be For-Given to Themselves by Themselves, each one that claims to be the Creator of this reality is living in the Illusion of the Mind, as they are just default Creators, energy providers for a much bigger engine in automated motion and not Deliberate Creators, and how do we know that?

Well, they could not Create themselves, they could not For-Give themselves or others the Gift of Life, how can they claim to be Creators of Anything, as the Ability to Create Life is measured in the Capacity to Create Oneself first as Life, as a Creature that can coexist in Harmony with all existence having given to All the same Equal Value as Self and thus having created themselves as unable to do harm in any form, because Life is not Harm-Full and can be trusted to always do What is Best for All, because Life is not subjective, subjected to the whims of the Mind but One and Equal to everything that exists in and as Breath.

Now, see the Beauty of this, we all exist with the same power to create Life, Equal to Life itself, Life only asks one thing, can you give Life to yourself, no matter what, without conditions -and then, can you give Life to All, no matter what, without conditions, because you are Here, you Breathe, you were given it -no matter what, you just have to Self realize You as Life by For-Giving Life to YourSelf now and as you do, extend this Giving to All, Equally.

So far this Creation is our responsibility just by what we accepted and allowed, but not by our directive principle, this existence was created in agreement to the blueprints of others that by the way, were not Life either because Life could never have conceived such a creation of Control and Abuse, because Life is For-Giving and not For-Getting -ever- that All Life is One and Equal and as I grant myself the Right to Life I Grant it to All, One and Equal, and only then Existence will be LIFE For-Giving to All and no longer For-Getting just for Some.

So, to all those that have walked the tool of Self Forgiveness and Self Honesty so far robotically, just like me, perceiving the value of the tool while not grasping The Gift, mistaking Self (H)Onesty with Honesty, spilling the beans on their sins and only milking the benefits of no longer being trumpled by emotions and feelings, reassess your Self For-Giveness, take the plunge into this Equal Standing to become a Creator and when you do, understand what it means to Give As You Would Like To Receive and see that such principle must start with you, give YourSelf what you would like to receive first, use your words as living words now, so that you can become One with them and no longer wait for them to 'come Alive' while you live the Lie that they are NOT -just because You are Not Alive Yet, and when you go about Creating Yourself, just make sure that you Create Yourself as Life and not as Fear, because Life is Fear-Less as For-Giving to All and giving to All what we would want to live is the place where Fear will end to exist forever more, and keep checking what you stand as, and when you are Life you will know because you will no longer be for-getting your role in and as an Equal Creator of Existence as you will be too busy For-Giving Life to YourSelf until you will be Life that stands Equal and One to the Life that is yet to come for All of Existence, Equal and One.

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Day 323: IMAGINE a World that Works for All....

There are so many things that are not working in this world that can go back to one single point: our unwillingness to give to Each Other what we would like for ourselves.

Today I am writing about this point so I can see for myself the WHY, because apparently there is no common sensically WHY to not doing the One Thing that would bring to the world everything we say we want: Peace, Harmony, Brotherhood, the possibility to trust each other unconditionally, love as a living expression of who we are, we could be living in Heaven for real if we gave to all living beings, the Earth included, the same consideration we want and desire for ourselves.

In a way it seems too easy to beat the drum of greed and self interest, honestly, where is the self interest in creating a world such as this, even the rich don't have it good because as they cleverly go about to pass Laws that allow them to pollute and destroy, Here they are, sharing the same broken planet, they just have more money to move from one apparent consequence-free-space to another but that's about it, I don't believe anyone is truly happy on this Earth at the moment, this is why we created Positivity, Love and Light and Positive Thinking, isn't it?

What was the big selling point of Positivity if we were not living crappy realities inside ourselves at all times, who would go and buy the energetic experience of 'feeling better' if they were not feeling BAD before?

So why don't we talk about HOW BAD we feel most of the time for this Creation we have manifested and brought about, that leaves out of the game 1/3 of the population that can't raise their head above the poverty line to take a breath, to have one moment in their Life where this exercise in futility, that we call existence, could make sense beyond having to survive just another day.

So, today I want to look at one point that I see connected to this and that I know many may unconsciously or subconsciously share, which hit home once when I saw a video called 'God Loves Self Abuse' and that was brought home again when, during my explanation of Equal Money as a different way to conceive the world and ourselves to a friend, he told me 'we'll have to see if we can believe that we deserve it'.

So, there goes the Truth, we believe we don't deserve anything better than what we have got, maybe this is why we indulge in Self Abuse, that's a path we can walk to infinity (although I am under the impression we can't go much further), the point of Self Abuse is everywhere, we have a whole world where people fight for their right to Self Abuse, be that through alcohol, drugs or porn, none of these things are supportive in any way to either the Human Body or Mind, but we fight nail and tooth to prevent someone regulating our self abuse (and not for a world that works for all), obviously we have not yet got enough or we have come to believe that we will never be able to move beyond our weaknesses and addictions  and therefore, we want the world to stand as the pusher, as the provider of the tools that we choose with which we can abuse ourselves, believing that this is as good as it gets and since we are wasted as Humanity, we can waste away without regrets.

So as this point that this could be as good as it gets, resonates through me, that we may NOT be deserving of a better world, it may be possible that millions out there share the same inability to let go of what they have done and who they have been and stand within the resignation that we the Creator of such a world, should endure it all the way to its destruction.

Maybe then, one point that we need to dig out, each one for ourselves, specifically those claiming Spirituality and their desire for a better world, would be 'can we move past our self hatred for what is best for All?' Can we stop the righteousness of seeking the punishment we believe we deserve for what we have done, can we forgive ourselves and our Creation at large, so that we can re-create ourselves and the kind of world which would give us everything we say we seek, including the respect for our participation no longer in a Game of (Self) Destruction and Death but in the Business of Life, where we all become shareholders of an Idea that has not yet come to be, just because we could not overcome the self disgust for what we have done when we sold out Life for Money and in our denial come back again and again to pretend to be alive and live on as memories of those that came before us.

So, let's redefine Earth as this planet we created as a Correctional Facility, we are all InMates, we are Here to experience on our skin what happens when we DO NOT apply the principle of considering Everything that exists as Equally valuable as ourselves, it's a huge responsibility to consider all parts of the system to work in harmony and have everything they need to thrive, this is why the call is for all of us, if each one stands as one point of Absolute Consideration for the Whole, then we'll have Heaven on Earth, so then the ultimate question is, is Self Responsibility really worse than Hell?

What about trying it out, we did Hell, look how it turned out, we could do Heaven for a change and see how we like it and if we don't, no worries, we have the blueprints for Hell, Hell is where 'I' do only what is best for me in separation from the Whole as One, the Micro and the Macro are showing us the workings of self interest in separation, look at the Corporations, Governments, check out all the systems that have abandoned the principle of What is Best for All and see what came out of it, then let's bring this back to each one of us, where am I behaving like a ruthless Corporation so that I can Profit from others and see how can I correct myself, where are my secret agendas, secret governments, secret desires and how can I let them go, how can I integrate the principle of 'Give as you would like to receive' in everything I do, how can I make this principle practical, liveable, something I can apply in every area of my Life?

Do I need the 10 commandments to tell me what not to do, do I need Ramadan to remind myself what I should be doing or not doing, do I need my mother, the Law, the traffic warden or can I stand and see by myself in every moment what needs to be done because I can include all points involved into consideration and then walk the solution that includes me as All/The Whole?

This is for us to decide, if we can stand and we can prove that we stand as a Principle and not as a Prop, the jail gates will unlock and we may share the bounty of this creation beyond anything we have ever imagined, Life is wasting while we wait, so let's not waste our Breaths and Time with Self Hatred, yes we fucked up royally, this is undeniable, can we stop, can we correct it, can we fix it?

Then let's do so, because self hatred is the most insidious of all self interest as we bask in the idea of being punished has having 'done enough', look I was wrong AND Punished, have done my part thankyouverymuch, when in fact Standing Punished is Just Another Game to avoid our responsibility, what if we stood Corrected instead?

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A better world starts with a Basic Income Guaranteed, because no one should go hungry, thirsty, homeless, desperate, without support, it is our response-ability to take care of each other and All Living Beings, because I can only get what I am willing to give and Love will begin with the practical giving of Love to All as the upliftment of All Existence from Misery, at last.

Imagine there's no heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today...

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace...

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world...

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one

Day 321: Failure. The Fail Safe - Feel Safe of the Mind

As I go about the process to sort out the miss-filing of everything that I lived in my Mind, while making assumptions through beliefs and opinions in separation from everything that exists vs being Here in Real Time, a process I am walking to realign myself to Oneness and Equality and what is Best for All, I can see how when I hit points where I see how I can change my priorities to realign from self interest to what is best for all I have resistances and I express these resistances with what I have learnt from others as a way to justify why I am not in fact required to change, why I can keep going at it, keep filing away my perspectives, beliefs and ammunition for when I won't feel safe and I will have to defend myself/protect myself and this is what we do and exist as, little self interested units more concerned about how I can have it my way, from coercing others into specific behaviors, to just have it my way in my mind, where I created everything that exists for which I struggle to take responsibility for because I have grown way more familiar to blaming others for who I have become than to taking responsibility for myself  and accept that I have to patiently re-parent myself to re-birth myself to Life.

So, one point that hit me hard yesterday was the point of Failure, which of course can exist only in comparison to what I 'was supposed to be' according to the desires that I expressed as a kid, in my case a veterinarian, plus as I walked my life, to the lives of others that I perceived as more successful, more stable, always believing that I was the only loose screw in the world, or the loosest one, but here again see how the Mind seeks specialness and it doesn't even matter in which direction, can't be the best? Can shoot for the worse, I will still be special because no one is as BAD as me.

Of course for everything we elicit to embrace in our search for moreness (aka madness) within a polarity delusion, there is a con-sequence, in my case since I did not manage to be the baddest because the world outdid me several times in what I was willing to do to get the prize of specialness, I was left with Failure, not good enough, not bad enough, an underachiever for my potential, I embraced failure as who I am.

Interestingly enough Failure is just another Mind Game, it's the game that says that since I have already tried something, including changing myself and have not succeeded at the first go, I should give up, it's more in fact, it's my tacit permission to give up, the one I gave myself when I realized it would require work to change because many things I ended up doing and living as, were just too automated and I did not have the tools at that stage to face how to change, what to do and so I accepted failure, because it felt better than keep up the trying without results which would result in compounded energetic experiences of FAILURE which I did not like, see, this is how the Mind keeps Safe, it will record the falls and then every time we try that one point again, it will broadcast for us ALL the previous times in which we did not succeed, seeking for that certificate, that permission, the authorization to justify rolling over and do nothing about what is going on inward and outward in this existence.

The problem is that when we do accept Failure as a way to stop feeling bad about our perceived inability to change, the Game is Over, that is when we draw the line that says that everything we'll do after that point shall fail again, we'll fail again and this goes on for lifetimes until we stop even trying because we have forgotten that we could have redefined 'failure' and no longer take it as the emotion loaded word that expresses our nothingness, worthlessness but on the contrary Real Failure is the moment we accept to roll over and just wait to die, its the moment when we accept that our lives have been wasted and so since the waste has already happened, we can now enjoy our wasted lives and give up our point of self responsibility for good -thanksgodforthat, what a Relief. Weird hei?

Sadly it all began as an excuse to why I ultimately did not manage to be better than others when in fact this is the whole point, we keep Failing because we hold this desire, to be MORE, when if we embraced our Equality as One, there would be nothing to compare to or aspire to, because the Whole as One in support of each other, has got it all, we are missing 'peace's only in separation and yet we insist on wanting to hold on to the Specialness of Individuality in separation vs the Safety of Individuality within Equality, where we get to be All of It because You and Me are One and Equal and what you have I also have in Oneness and Equality beyond separation.

Next time I will hit the Failure point I will tell myself that I have just stumbled again on my program, that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I could Fail vs redefining Failure as a Miss-Take from which I can get up and self correct, because Realigning to Oneness and Equality and what is best for All will have to come in Real Time, crossing the points that we kept as Fail Safe - Feel Safe of the Mind, to make sure we would not make it out of this A-maze-ing place that is the Virtual Reality we created in our heads, but we can, if we accept to embrace the uncertainty of walking the steps required to be Equal to All Life Expressions beyond our reactive words/world so we can finally bring Heaven on Earth for everyone and stop excusing ourselves through Failure for Failing to do so.

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Day 320: Spoilt Words - Spoil Worth

We live in a polarity construct where everything exists in opposition to another point, we know this from all walks of life, we explained it through Bhuddism, philosophy, religion even language teaching as we oppose words when we teach, fat/thin, young/old, beuatiful/ugly and in words oposition we can already see the negative and positive charge of each word that exist, good to be thin, bad to be fat, good to be beautiful, bad to be ugly etc.

Words have lost their original meaning as descriptive tools and have become defining tools, taking on new MEANings that we overimposed on them through memories and emotional experiences of ourselves and those that lived before us.

Everyone is familiar with the experience of reacting to specific words, we always say 'and then she/he said that - and I went beserk', making the 'other' responsible for our own reactions, missing the point that those words exist within us, as us and they are just crapped up and no longer able to flow to deliver just a meaning that gives context to a moment in time, a relationship, a situation so that we can understand each other and coexist in peace and harmony.

Today I had a realization about words that connects to religion and religious beliefs (which I always saw as one of the origins of our troubles) and our apparent desire and ultimately the need to imprint a child with the knowledge of good and bad - for their own good you know, so they may navigate this Earth knowing what to do-, yet, by the time we attempt to download the religious crap into children we have already divided their Minds into polarities by downloading the exact MEANing of each word we offer to them as a tool to self express as a clone of the way WE perceive/perceived the word/the world, just as we lived it, filled with emotions and feelings that gave birth to an energetic experience first inside of us and then within the child that will then never be able to take a word/the world for what it is, but will live the word and the world in separation within the duality of experiences lived by others, loaded and contained into words/wards as the gift we give them to walk this earth with tools, no matter how distorted the tools are or how evil filled the words we passed on have become, we believe we are in fact passing on something valuable to the new generations, when in fact we are just imprinting the past into the future to make sure no one ever gets out of here, out of the delusion of the multiple characters we have come to embody and believe to be real.

Imagine if children could learn words for what they are and not for what they have been and become for us: experiences with labels attached that define them and us into loopholes from where there is no escape and so the point of religion in the face of what we do with words way before moving on to the religious belief system download is in fact irrelevant, because the problem of good and bad starts way before that, the key to the problems we live is in our words, religious belief are nothing but an outflow of our duality within words that are no longer alive but just energy that lives off the memories that we keep passing on to one another, because see, anything else we teach children has to come through the words we use to give the in-formation, to form them into what we have already been and proved to not be effective and what a gift of LOVE that is, hei.

Now look at this, when you read the word LOVE how many things moved within you? Those things that moved are preprogrammed patterned reactions, LOVE for example is a GOOD word, HATE is a BAD word, the emotional feeling content of each word exists within each one of us together with the word, so words become lifeless, just titles on a filing cabinet and we become the ultimate filing system as we exist to capture and file information, we keep ourselves informed, keep loading up crap through words that are themselves prisoners of energetic charges and that we are unwilling to set free, enslaving them with the result of becoming enslaved, a point some understood well and use to sell us things we don't need or care for but that we MUST HAVE the minute we are activated into the desire for an imaginary experience that we have attached to a word.

So now to get us to buy products, advertisers will connect a product to the word 'LOVE' and there we go, little robots prompted to want the experience we have attached to the word, seeking the energetic value of the experience for the chance to relate to something within a contest established by 1 WORD and then we live the illusion of Freedom, we tell ourselves that we have the Free Choice to buy into something or not, when in fact we have no choice but to follow the yellow brick road to what we desire and have secretly, and sometimes even unknowingly, suppressed.

Ultimately it's all fair, we get what we give, as we gave to the children of this world no choice but to be imprinted with the Spoilt Words of ourselves as ourselves, we spoiled Their Worth that existed prior to our faulty downloads and caged them into a jail of past experiences from which they can't find their way out if not by acting out and trying to release some of the energies we passed on to them as they search desperately for some stability within themselves, the one we denied to them when we took it away and exchanged it for the MEAN-ing-FULL words we defined them and their lives to be as ourselves.

So, how do we start to  raise children that can become effective humans?

We have to purify ourselves, we have to purify the words we speak and live as ourselves, so that our vocabulary stands beyond and above energetic experiences as who we are, so that we mean what we say and understand words as one as ourselves vs their limited energy loaded version that we came to believe to be who we really are.

We must get this right, we either live our fore bearers past and bring it back to life through 'their words' that became 'our words' or we clean up our act, redefine what living and existence is in alignment to what is best for all, remove the experiences and memories of ourselves and others from our vocabulary so we stand a chance to create a life for ourselves that is not the carbon copy, the clone of all the lives lived before, we let go of the memory bank where words exist within a dual accountancy system and set them free and as we give back to words as ourselves the freedom to exist beyond energy and energetic memories and experiences, so we grant to ourselves the same right, in oneness and equality, to start new, to start the blank slate on which we will write ourselves as words and a new future for Humanity and the Earth that won't be compromised by what has been, but will be able to embrace what should have been, as we forgive what we have accepted and allowed within this existence to move ourselves, this World and all of existence beyond the limitations we cast on them and ourselves and set all Life Free.

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