Saturday, March 9, 2013

Day 282: Is Economics a Dangerous Cult?






There seems to be a spreading insidious disease in our society that keeps growing unchecked.

It is a Cult so widespread that we no longer recognize the symptoms of a Cult and the effects on the Minds of those that belong to it.
This Cult has deviously attempted through decades to upgrade itself to the ranks of 'Science', there were other cults that did this before, one is still fought today because the symptoms of its Cult-ish-ness are more obvious and hard to miss, that would be Scientology.

Like Economics, when L. Ron Hubbard realized he was losing ground in the Olympus of Plausible Beliefs he went for an upgrade and born was 'Dianetics' - a branch of Scientology- defined ' The Science of a Healthy Mind' - 'a set of ideas and practices regarding the metaphysical relationship between the mind and body'. 'Science' at its best?

As the world expanded and we kept piling up knowledge and information, we had a need to define this accumulation process and how to manage it and we called it "Science '"Science is the pursuit of knowledge and understanding of the natural and social world following a systematic methodology based on evidence."

It is hard to exchange views with Cult-ish people because of the nature of the knowledge and information they have erroneously accumulated, as you can be sure you will never be able to move some out of Scientology, a practice to which they devoted their Life and much Money in the most affluent cases, so it  is for the followers of the Cult of Economics. 
We must understand why the majority of Economists are unwilling participants -that was a concession- in this conglomerate of beliefs they wish to define Science, they miss out the point of 'Evidence'.
If they took a look at the "Evidence" of the systems they study and were supposed to manage and administer into consideration, as Real Consequences in the Physical real world vs the Pollyanna reality they make up in their Mind, they could not have missed the signs that something within the Theories and Systems of management they drafted and then had implemented, is inherently wrong, unless of course, is inherently done on purpose, which would make those system just plain unjustifiably Evil - not unlike ourselves - creatures who grew out of the whole and the confines of the consideration for Each Other, separated into mind bubbles, unable to reconcile with reality and the consequences of our Creation.


Economics has changed its skin through time and even through the 3 dictionaries consulted and reported at the bottom, on one, even an idiot can see how this word has been plied into a specific 'world view' and interestingly, the very essence of responsibility and accountability is gone from it - this is why Economists can stand on the footpath of the world and insist they are just observers and not in charge of anything, they are just voyeurs of a world that is self destroying, but they claim to be able to tell you WHY this is taking place, it's because the markets are not FREE enough (pfff), or it is because there is unpredictable recession, austerity and unforeseen market forces at work. Really?  
If you can't see the past of your own discipline and the purpose for its existence or its future, and not even the present, what the fuck are you doing? 
What is the purpose of such an Economics system then, unable to design functional models, or to correct them or to stand as an accountable witness to the disaster caused by the whole Money game or to foresee the Consequences - why are you wasting time on this, why not throw away all the books and resort to a psychic which in some cases (Hi Kim!) stands much more chances to work out an answer than yourselves? 
What is the use of Questions with no Answers, of models with no practical applicable solutions, I beg?

Interestingly when Cult outgrow themselves and their ability to have a common voice, like the Catholics, they will have to produce abnormal amounts of papers and 'proofs' to justify what was originally their Credo and their purpose for existence and cover all sides of their body of theories from possible investigations, we do not need to go too far to see this in action, the Catholics hang by thin threads to Miracles they unwrap every year to show their power is still ali(v)e.

They were the Church of Jesus Christ -or so they claim-, as they outgrew by magnitude the definition of a Cult (did you know that a Cult is only considered such if the group is relatively small, it was important to make this distinction or we could have called a Cult our Culture, our Religions, our Education, our Judiciary, our Defence Ministry, Ministering the Cult of War and our Economics system and then we would have broken free because the Mind control would have been too evident to be denied or go unnoticed) , they had to produce tons of papers to validate and justify how come that the simple teaching of a simple man who said to love one another and be our brother's keepers, IN FACT meant they were supposed to pile up properties, riches, get tax exemptions, lock the poor out of churches in winter because they are 'Places of Worship' and as such sacred, and why they were allowed to sanctify their mind delusions of grandeur in gold, incense and Myrrh, ermines skins and red shoes and  endless earthly privileges.

As Edgar Allan Poe said, if you want to hide something, put it in plain view', and the Catholics followed the advice, they are so INYOURFACE that we no longer notice how big this modest CULT has become and how ever reaching it is in every facet of society. Not unlike Economics at all.

A cult is defined by 'its participants having  'odd and sinister beliefs', this was recently quoted by a self defined Economist, part of a very superficial research, as many at the foundation of any Economist belief system, the first definition that pops us when you google 'definition of a cult'.

Maybe it is this inability to thoroughly investigate every point that stuck them all together in the 'odd and sinister practices' mentioned about Cults.
But a Cult is defined as well in order as
  • a spurious belief (meaning not from the claimed, pretended, or proper source; counterfeit. Of illegitimate birth - bastard.)
  • a system for the cure of disease based on dogma set forth by its promulgator <health cults>  
  • great devotion to a person, idea, object, movement, or work (as a film or book); especially : such devotion regarded as a literary or intellectual fad 
  • a system of religious veneration and devotion directed towards a particular figure or object: the cult of St Olaf
  • a relatively small group of people having religious beliefs or practices regarded by others as strange or as imposing excessive control over members: a network of Satan-worshipping cults
  • a misplaced or excessive admiration for a particular thing: the cult of the pursuit of money as an end in itself
  • a particular system of religious worship, especially with reference to its rites and ceremonies.
  • an instance of great veneration of a person, ideal, or thing, especially as manifested by a body of admirers
  • a group or sect bound together by veneration of the same thing, person, ideal, etc.

Now, if we take Economics from its Etymology as the Greek work 'Oiknomia', we were at the time talking about the management/administration of an household. Another great point of this original word was the understanding of such practice as the disposition or regulation of the parts or functions of any organic whole; an organized system or method.

So, Economy was born out of the need to create a system to benefit ALL the parts of the whole, the household, not unlike this planet that houses us all, this was prior to our dementia, when we came to believe that the Whole was in fact divisible by x billion and only some parts of the organic whole -should benefit.

Economy as such was not a science, because you did not need a science to see that if you had 3 children, 2 dogs, 1 cow and 2 chickens, all of them had to eat, all of them needed a shelter that was fit for their needs and nature and you would take what you had and cater to the needs of all. It was THAT simple.

The reason why we went and complicated such a simple subject that should have organically expanded into the same original purpose, of catering for the needs of All parts of the whole, is because we were dishonest, and saw an opportunity to sit on one side of the whole -as IF that is even possible- and starve the rest, not only we were dishonest, but we were dishonest with a mission, to come out clean of all this deed, to make it 'normal' and acceptable, hence we created layers upon layers of mathematical models and Laws to justify WHY we are not doing with Economics, what Economics was created for, manage and distribute the resources of an household as Planet Earth -housing us All, to All parts of the Whole, equally, according to the needs of each

So, as we became cocky with what we got away with, we claimed this perversion to be a Science, sealing with the word Science what we Seal with the ludicrous labels of Democracy and Freedom, a blatant delusional lie that not only we uphold but we insist on justifying on the premises that those who don't look the same, who don't eat the same food, who didn't have the benefit of the same education, who live in remote areas that we can consider legitimately NOT part of the whole, were worth Less and hence should have access to Less, and then we took the lie into schools, taught it to parents who were too busy to wonder if this was so and they passed it on to their Children and here we are, the proud 'owners' of a world broken in pieces, with the worst ever track record of intervention vs our increased ability to do so, because we grew this belief of justified Inequality to such a point that we made it Normal, and practices that would look to the sane as bizarre, odd or sinister are now part of our education text books and on we go, happy go lucky fools on our way to self destruction.

So, what makes Economics and Economists a Cult:

Their misplaced belief  and great veneration for a fictional subject with NO relation to physical reality - as David Suzuky said, "the only ones that can believe that infinite growth on a planet of finite resources is possible resources are either Insane or Economists".

Their particular system of religious worship, in which the current Economics system - or any justification written in between with the same scope to not attend Equally to all parts of the whole organic body of this household which is Planet Earth- is Sacred and unquestionable, if you question it, they will scream you are part of a Cult (?).

Their spurious belief in what Economics should be about, having relieved themselves both of common sense or any responsibility for the outcome of the policies they suggest, write, come up with in the fantasy world of their Mind - no matter what is the verifiable outcome in the physical world

Their assumption that their CULT is the Only one valid and that what they worship has no match, they gather in groups bound together by the veneration of the same thing, The Money God, because make no mistake, they get what this game is All About, they just like to confuse the masses with New names for old Tricks, they invented Collaterals, Derivatives, Assets, Bonds and Stocks - they are all names for their Money God, do not confuse Economics with a Polytheistic religion, they are as MONO-theistic as they come, One God, many names - Money.

A particular system of religious worship, especially with reference to its rites and ceremonies, yes, there would be much to say about this point alone, you can find the worshiper of the Church of the Money God in many places, Banks, Credit Institutes, Credit Ratings, Stock Exchanges, in some of those places they speak in tongues to exclude anyone who is NOT part of their Cult, where their gather to buy and sell titles that impact the world but not their conscience in any way, because they are not HERE, but lost somewhere in their Mind, where they have reduced the World to numbers on spreadsheets and human lives into collateral damage. Their rites and ceremonies are all related to movements in the 'value' of whatever they are trading which translates into Money, big celebrations -most of the time secret- are held whenever the fictional value of this fictional entity 'Money' as a 'target' is met.
As the worshiper of such Church disconnected from reality in all its aspects, they celebrate their speculations on Housing, Food -and soon on water-, on diamonds or gold, on oil or gas, uncaring of what happens on the other side of their speculation line, having been indoctrinated in the value of Profit vs Life, no, incorrect, in this they are apparently counter-intuitive, some  praised Richard Hawkins as a most valuable Human being vs your everyday Joe, a bit of a conundrum because according to geneticists, Richard Hawkins would have been an error of Nature that should not have seen the light of the day and they would have corrected it for sure if they could have put their hands on his  DNA sequencing to re engineer his life form into the best of his expression - so as you can see - not even Scientists can agree on the value of life and which Lives are valuable, which are worth keeping and which are not. Proof that Life and Science have not yet met.

If Genetics as a Science should win over Economics, and we found out that Economists DNAs are in fact a threat to society and that their mental dis-ease as the DNA of the knowledge and information they are made of, could spread and endanger the planet once again, should we get rid of those DNA sequences for good, or allow them to come up with another 'spurious' system for their benefit and service, while they lock out everyone else from what belongs Equally to All? A point to ponder.

So, yes, Economics is a Cult and it is dangerous, it is what we used to show each other that there were Good reason to our Inequality, that there were motives causing what was going on, it made us irresponsible and unaccountable, allowed us to surf through life as if what we did had no consequence just because we were not the ones paying them.

And just to be clear, no one is innocent in this Game we are playing, the very reason why we let this all go on is because we always hoped to join in the Rat Race coming out on Top and in this there is the very reason WHY we are troubled by Equality - because that will threaten forever our odd chance that we may make it, that we may get out of this mad mad race ahead of everyone else, it is our collective Greed that kept this system in place because if at one point, on any side of the game we had said STOP! what we are doing makes no sense there is enough for everybody, why are we fighting each other, why did we create a Debt System to enslave each other, I want to be free and so I make you free because I get it, I can't have ANYTHING that I don't give to others Equally - anything I seem to gain for myself is just an illusion I will have to lose, yes, it doesn't seem to have gone this way in the past, many rich people were able to hold on to the good end of the rope with little or no consequence, but that was then, and this is now and who knows, karma could suddenly start to work as it was supposed to from the beginning, as a law of Correction to allow us to see the consequences of our actions all the way to the receiving end, so we may stand and correct ourselves as The World back into Equality, as One and build together a place of dignity where Life is honored and no one is left behind.

If you are an Ex Economists, a Recovering Economist, an Enlightened Economist and would like to participate and support to redesign a system that works for All, where Life is the Only worth and value shared by All Equally, come and visit Equal Money, participate on the Forums, offer solutions you may have stumbled upon or pondered on your journey of questioning the current system. 
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oikonomia: stewardship, administration
Original Word: οἰκονομία, ας, ἡ
Transliteration: oikonomia
Short Definition: stewardship
Definition: management of household affairs, stewardship, administration.

Definition of ECONOMY 

Merriam-Webster.com

1 archaic : the management of household or private affairs and especially expenses
2 a : thrifty and efficient use of material resources : frugality in expenditures; also : an instance or a means of economizing : saving
b : efficient and concise use of nonmaterial resources (as effort, language, or motion)
3 a : the arrangement or mode of operation of something : organization
b : a system especially of interaction and exchange <an economy of information>

  Oxford Dictionaries.com

  • 1 the state of a country or region in terms of the production and consumption of goods and services and the supply of money: he favours tax cuts to stimulate the economy

    • a particular system or stage of an economy: a free-market economy
  • 2 careful management of available resources: fuel economy
    • offering good value for money: an economy pack of soap flakes
      . sparing or careful use of something:a technique based on economy of effort 
      . (usually economies) a financial saving: there were many economies to be made by giving up our London offices
  • 3 (also economy class) the cheapest class of air or rail travel: we flew economy
 Dictionary.com
  • 1. thrifty management; frugality in the expenditure or consumption of money, materials, etc.
  • 2. an act or means of thrifty saving; a saving: He achieved a small economy by walking to work instead of taking a bus.
  • 3. the management of the resources of a community, country, etc., especially with a view to its productivity.
  • 4. the prosperity or earnings of a place: Further inflation would endanger the national economy seriously.
  • 5. the disposition or regulation of the parts or functions of any organic whole; an organized system or method.
Definition of a Cult

Marriam-Webster.com

  • a system of religious beliefs and ritual; also : its body of adherents
  • a religion regarded as unorthodox or spurious; also : its body of adherents
  • a system for the cure of disease based on dogma set forth by its promulgator <health cults>  
  • great devotion to a person, idea, object, movement, or work (as a film or book); especially : such devotion regarded as a literary or intellectual fad 
 OxfordDictionaries.com
  • a system of religious veneration and devotion directed towards a particular figure or object: the cult of St Olaf
  • a relatively small group of people having religious beliefs or practices regarded by others as strange or as imposing excessive control over members: a network of Satan-worshipping cults
  • a misplaced or excessive admiration for a particular thing: the cult of the pursuit of money as an end in itself

Dictionary.com

1. a particular system of religious worship, especially with reference to its rites and ceremonies.
2. an instance of great veneration of a person, ideal, or thing, especially as manifested by a body of admirers
3. the object of such devotion.
4. a group or sect bound together by veneration of the same thing, person, ideal, etc.
5. Sociology . a group having a sacred ideology and a set of rites centering around their sacred symbols.



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Thursday, March 7, 2013

Day 281: Berlusconi - Can't Manufacture Consent? Buy It!






Berlusconi's ranked in 3rd at the Italian election, most votes he took from people he bought with promises of a tax return and, even scarier, by buying for Ac Milan, His soccer team and one of the favorite of the tournament, their favorite soccer player, Ballottelli.
The first news is out in the open, he himself sent letters to citizens, pensioners and even priests, who notoriously don't pay property taxes because their properties are 'places of worship', to offer back the last tax we paid during the Monti administration. Some really believed him, as unfathomable as it is.

But today I want to write about something else which is more sinister and which we must not realize in its full context, because if we did it could be the trigger to wake us up from slumber, forever.

So, a few days ago, a gentleman who was a politician in 2006 during the Prodi administration, Mr. De Gregorio, decided to confess that Berlusconi gave him 3 million euros to switch party and make the government fall. Maybe it rings just like another story of corruption, when in fact those votes brought down a democratically elected administration, one that the people chose to represent themselves, basically, through Money, the chosen ones were kicked out of Parliament for the benefit of 1 Man, who has made himself God in Italy, above and beyond the Law, going as far as changing the law of conflict of interest to serve and allow him to own the televisions the media AND be in Government at the same time - and never do 1 day of jail in the process, no better he  attacks the magistrates because THEY stand in His way and because, HE CAN-  and yet, look, all that Manufacturing of Consent did not work, the people chose someone else, we went and expressed a preference that was more aligned with the interests of all and so what did he do, he bought the Parliament for Himself, what else?

He has in the past either been cleared, or cases have run beyond the judicial time limit. Also, jail sentences for people over 75 can be commuted to house arrest in Italy.
In 2009, Mr Berlusconi estimated that over 20 years he had made 2,500 court appearances in 106 trials, at a legal cost of 200m euros.


I have no illusion that in the place of the Politicians bought out I would have not done the same, we live in times of uncertainty since.... the beginning of time, because in a world where not everyone has the same opportunities, the same chances, you gotta be scared, your luck could turn, you could no longer be protected by God, the Holy Mary, Baby Jesus, Buddha, then you would have to fend for yourself like everyone else.
And this is what Berlusconi can count on, he can bully anyone and then buy out -almost- anyone, such is our utter weakness in the face of Money.
Why would that be then, when 70% of the people are asked about Money and the pivotal role it has come to play in all our lives, they reply 'Money is Not All?' - yes, people lie all the time, it's now scientifically proven.

The evolutionary biologist Robert Trivers has argued that self-deception is rooted in an adaptive mechanism. Specifically, humans have always had to navigate through a maze of complex social interactions. Part of the driving force behind the evolution of the human brain is the need to be Machiavellian in how one handles others. This creates the classic evolutionary arms race between the evolution of Machiavellian strategies when interacting with others, and the counter force of detecting such strategies in others when they are interacting with us. Trivers argued that self-deception is in part an adaptation to the latter counter force. In other words, self-deception minimizes the likelihood that others will be able to detect one's duplicitous intent, as it removes any outwardly cues of inner conflict

We deceive ourselves about what is really important, we have arguments and philosophize, we created theories, wrote books, poems, screenplays in which everything magically appears and we skip the money part, the 'how the f**k did you get THAT' part, we keep creating systems to deceive ourselves about what we really care for, which is MONEY, because no matter how strongly we defend the point that Money is Not All, we want it for ourselves because we know what Money Truly is, Money is Freedom, is the Freedom from fear, anguish, from living on the street, from going hungry, from not being able to travel, to move, it's the Freedom to make Moral choices and yes, we'll make a few immoral ones on our way to having enough because we don't see the Money maze and then we amaze ourselves in discovering that it's never enough.

People who are in politics, earning close to 200000 euro per year with plenty benefits have ENOUGH, but not as Enough as they would like, they would just like a little bit more, 3 million is a good start, then they can switch off as well the fear for the future of their children and grandchildren, what a luxury.

And yet, as clear as we are about Money and what it REALLY buys, we don't want to grant it to others, because we want us to have a "Lack of fear" advantage, so we can pretend we are Brave, when in fact we are just Money Brave, sure if Berlusconi had no more Money tomorrow he wouldn't be so brave to not attend ALL of his trials declaring one lie after another that would not be accepted by one without the Bravery of Money, or to try and take over the Judiciary or anyone just because he can spend 200 million euros in legal fees, would he?

As a group, we faced and are facing the point of Money, we admitted to ourselves that Money is God, as such We propose a new system of handling this world we share, first, we ALL come CLEAN about Money, we stop lying to prove it's not, because that one little white lie we insist on telling is what is keeping the Money system exactly as it is, in the hands of those who have faced it and said 'Money is not All? GIVE IT TO ME THEN!". So we face the point that Money has become for each one of us our God, from there we can change what we worship, we take a step to realize that only Life has value and we restart from scratch, we SEE for Real for the first time that everyone is born Equal and that it was not ever meant like in Animal House, that some are born MORE EQUAL, it means what we say, All Equals, all must have access to the resources they need to live, all are uplifted from poverty, misery, fear, doom and gloom ahead, all are put in condition to restore their Integrity through an act of Grace that we grant to each other as Self, as One and from there we build a new world.

When the lives of all will be guaranteed and FEAR will no longer play a role in Human Interactions, no one will be able to be manipulated and no one will desire to, because as we build a system that works for All as those who want it, we become the system and we realign to a system of giving vs a system of getting and slowly we can retrace where we got lost and bring back all our pieces and then we'll have Heaven o Earth for everyone and not just for the few that can now BUY it for themselves, leaving all the rest in Hell as Children of a Lesser God.


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Wednesday, March 6, 2013

Day 280: We Baptize Apples now, so They Won't go to Hell.








We are facing a new trend in Italy. We are naming Apples.
I am not sure about how this takes place, if they have daddy apple and mummy apple present when the naming takes place, I have not heard of Apple gatherings after Baptism where all Apples get together to eat and drink and be merry.
What I know for sure is that not All Apples are born Equals.

The 'Melindas' are more expensive than the 'Melasi'', 'Melasis' are born with some defects by the same manufacturer, but they don't satisfy our eye, so they have less value, 'Marlenes' are BIO, so they got a name for themselves, we couldn't let one producer take the market by storm by having a name just for themselves, so now soon, all our apples will have names, their names will tell us where they come from, who they are, their past, present and future, their name is their destiny. Why is that?
Just so, someone said they had a certain value, built a value for them and we believed them, so now to be chic, we will no longer buy vulgar nameless apples, we want to know their progeny and we want to pay More to get the baptized apples, because if we can afford to pay More for something, we have More Value, we buy our Value/Worth now on the street stalls just like everywhere else, but putting value on food through a name is quite a recent trend.

Are we showing something to ourselves?
What is it that is preventing us from seeing that All Apples were born Equal before we decided that they were not, oh wait, we do that with people too, we use names and other traits to define the value of some vs the value of others, and then we go and believe it. And force on the ones less worth (y) a specific predictable destiny, normally one we would not like for ourselves, but that is the price to pay to be born in a world where everything has a price, where Life has a price we must pay and is NOT given for free to All.

There is no reason to put a price tag on everything that exists if not because we have become worthless.
If we were clear about our value and worth as Life, we would never allow Life to be monetized, we would see no sense in doing such thing as putting a price on what was born price-less.

We live in a system that doesn't care for Life, we are this system and we don't care about Life, if we did we would tend to all Life expressions Equally because it would be clear to us, that there is no other value above Life and that everything that is here in and as support is given for free, for us to share with each other, we could be the keepers of each other and create a world that works for all, a Price-less world.

We see this as a possibility, although remote at the moment, there is a chance that we may wake up to the point of what is really valuable, we may even wake up and see we must have come to this point with some help, it's fathomable to imagine that someone led us here while we were sleeping and hoping to not have to take self responsibility for Our Creation, and in the process we have been monetized too, our lives have a price and is really cheap, we justify what we do in this world as a system that we were born into and can't be changed, it's cool to give up now and tell ourselves we are just transiting, what if we are due back here again until we sort this out?

Will we then enjoy the world that we left behind, a world of poverty and famine, of neglect and violence, of war and abuses, a world where we are deliberately making choices that do not include others, where if you are called Jose' you are worth less than Elizabeth, was our naming enough for us to not deliver us to Hell?

Apparently not, we have created Hell in our separation and now we believe Hell is the best we can do, when in fact we are just potential waiting to be molded, will we mold ourselves Pro Life or Pro profit?
We decide.

At Equal Money, we realize that everyone has the same Worth and we recognize that our Equal Value as Life must drive our choices, as Children of the same Earth.
Nothing stops us from being our Brothers Keepers but Us, We can Change and take the World as Us with us into a New Paradigm as Heaven on Earth for All. Join us.



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Tuesday, March 5, 2013

Day 279: I Can't Hear You because I insist on Being Me





I have experienced resistance and stress at the idea of seeing the lady that comes to me for massage.
She has mental problems and is on medication and when she comes she loops into the same questions over and over until I reach the irritation point.

The 'put yourself in her shoes' has not worked so far because I have put MySelf in her shoes and tried to address her questions as Me, which was impossible, the answer that would trigger me to a realization were only sending her deeper into depression and then, when I felt responsible for her and her depression due to how poorly I was handling this communication, I blamed her and the resistance to seeing her started to build up.

Then I had a chat with a friend and I saw what he was saying to me so clearly that I felt ashamed for how I had gone about this point.


I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to think that if I could be triggered into a self realization by some specific words or sentences, so should others, just because they would have worked for me instead of stopping myself from looking for ways to 'trigger' me to self realize something and the extend it to another but just bring myself Here so I can effectively Hear what is going on with this being AS me and address it as me

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to think that she 'didn't want to get it' because I feared I was unable to communicate with her effectively and instead of taking self responsibility I rather blamed her for not getting my answer vs me not getting her questions

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to think that if someone comes to me for support and I judge my support as not effective enough to help them to sort their mind out, I am being ineffective instead of seeing realizing and understanding I can't change another nor it is my job to but to stand in stability without going into reactions about why they are not changing to what I see would be most beneficial for them and their health

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to not see realize and understand that when I insist on being me, fishing through my life experiences for support in a moment when I allow myself to drift into my Mind for solutions, I can't hear what is being said to me because I am not Here but in my Mind filtering everything that is spoken through my own filters, judgements and past experiences

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to not see realize and understand the difference between putting myself in someone's shoes vs being Here as them which is not the same thing, as when I put Me in their shoes I'm still Me and if I am Me I am separate and unable to hear what is going on Here that I need to address to what is best for all

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to insist on shaking this lady out of her comfort zone in the belief that this is what she needed, because that is what I would have needed, and when I saw the sign of extreme distress to blame it on her as someone who doesn't want to change instead of seeing my responsibility for what I was attempting to do that was causing distress in another for absolutely no good reason

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to move myself into resistance at the idea of seeing this lady again because I made her responsible for how I perceived myself as ineffective and unsuccessful in helping her sort out herself in and as her mind, instead of seeing and realizing that I can only stand as an example of someone who is not battered and victimized by my own mind for her to see solutions to herself, if she is seeking for them and wants to make the decision to change and hence I was resisting having to face that I do not stand as an example because I was allowing myself to react to the point that she is not changing and for reacting to the fact that she is not changing out of her depression, I forgive myself

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to feel ashamed when the penny dropped and I saw that I have in fact been abusing her for my own personal desire to be one that can 'change people' as a healer vs just being Here to Hear what another says beyond my personalities, desires and expectations

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to fear the point that she tries to make people around her responsible for her health without seeing, realizing and understanding she can't make me responsible for her unless I take on the responsibility in wanting to be more than I am for my own personal self aggrandisement which has nothing to do with what she is doing at any moment in time but with what I am allowing to boost myself and my Ego, which is then followed by a fall when my secret desires for her improvement as a testimony that I am effective and good at what I do, fail to show up

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to fear that if I am not good at sorting her and her depression out, she will go and badmouth me and I may lose my chance to build up a good reputation for me and within this for taking on the responsibility to sort her out to hold on to a good reputation and then resenting her and blaming her for having given me the responsibility of herself vs me having taken on this responsibility for self interest and fear for my future

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to spend hours in my mind thinking up all the speeches I could give her to make sure she understands that she is not my responsibility, when in fact it is me that didn't understand that she is not my responsibility due to my self interest in having her sorted out as a good reference for future clients and that when that became threatened and I feared she may be not pleased with what she received from me, to move into a defensive stance from which I could no longer Hear her as I was too busy trying to cover all my bases, and for this, I forgive myself


When and as I see myself faced with the point of interacting with another within a frame of a service that I give in exchange for money and I see I am moving or about to move into some fear, I stop, breathe, see realize and understand that I have to give a service at the best of my ability as a stance of who I am and not for any return of energy as positive feedback or good emotional return and when I see that I am moving into that expecting space, I stop, breathe, and bring myself back Here in and as Breath

When and as I see myself trying to read in between the words of another, in between the lines, looking for the fine print, I stop, breathe, see that I am in fact not Here because all those activities happen in and as me as the Mind, so I stop as the decision to stop and return myself Here to participate with what is real and not what I am making up or attempting to make up in and as me as the Mind

When and as I see myself wanting to have a specific outcome from a situation in the hope that I will feel good about myself and satisfied, I stop, breathe, remind myself that any expectation I set up for a future outcome sets me up for a disappointment, instead I practice being Here more consistently in and as Breath to face the moment for what it is and address it for an outcome that is best for All


I commit myself to catch myself when I try to be 'Me' as support for another so that I may STOP my Me-ness which is a point of separation and not a point of support for myself or others so, use breathing to earth myself so that I may expand myself beyond my Me boundaries and embrace what is Here in every moment of Breath



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Sunday, March 3, 2013

Day 278: Pope Benedict XVI, flying off like a True Pilgrim

Gandolfo Castle



28th February 2013.
Pope Benedict XVI leaves the Vatican for Castel Gandolfo, the no less palatial Papal residence which is situated about 30 km from Rome and is part of the Vatican State -although not adjacent-, another one of the many Vatican owned properties that will host him as a scholar and a "pilgrim" in his post-papal times. 
This is a temporary choice, once the refurbishment of the 4 storey nunnery behind St Peters will be finished, he will move there, it wasn't difficult to choose a place for him to stay being the Vatican is the 1st property owner in The World.

Given the enormous distance to cover, the Pope, understandably, used an helicopter to reach Castel Gandolfo, which is provided by the Italian State -free of charge- for him and the head of State for official missions, those carried out on behalf of the People, such as retiring from Papal duty to become a Pilgrim (?).
A Pilgrim??
The Pope will NOT be your usual retiree, "he will get 2,500 euros a month as pocket money even though the Vatican official spokesman, Father Federico Lombardi, said last week that the Pope would want for nothing.
"We will ensure he can live a dignified existence," he said.
It is unclear what Benedict might need to spend the money on. The former nunnery is a grace-and-favour residence inside the Vatican, and he will not have to pay rent.
His meals and daily living expenses will also be paid for by Vatican state finances, and cooking and cleaning will be done by a group of four women from a Catholic organization called "Memores Domini."

He will take his piano, his pets and personal belongings, he won't have access to the Fancy Closet he once cherished that gave him the title of 'Prada pope', but we can say his future is guaranteed, he will have nothing to worry about, unlike 1/3 of the world and growing who struggle to make ends meet and whose choices are limited by the amount of Money they have access to.
So, why does The Pope get to 'want for nothing' and the rest of the World is left wanting for the essential?


The fate of Benedict, once dubbed the "Prada Pope" for his taste in fine red loafers and haute-couture vestments, will be very different, although Church officials seem still themselves to be working out just what his new life in cloisters will be.
His initial departure from the grand papal apartments in the 16th-century Apostolic Palace, where he has spent eight years with a staff of clerical secretaries, including priests and nuns, a butler and other domestic staff, will be for the no less palatial surroundings of the historic summer residence of popes at Castel Gandolfo, on a lake in the hills south of Rome.


Strange timing about the Pope leaving and the documentary about Vatican Pedophiles cover up coming out in March, Mea Culpa, in the documentary they affirm that no one like the Pope knew better of the abuses of the church since he was in charge of the Child Abuse investigations prior to becoming Pope. 
Strange as well that after all the secular cover ups of Child Molestations, he should have taken a stand against Cardinal Keith O'Brien to step down and NOT participate in the Conclave for the election of the next Pope, what was his fault after all, had he not followed the Church indications to deny, deny, deny?
And then for denying the anonymous allegation against him for sexual misconduct, because they were anonymous, not because they were not true, he was asked to step down, SHAME.

For the exit of the Pope in true Pilgrim style, the Vatican Inc. set up an elaborate display of power and pompousness, 
"How do you invent a ritual for the pope leaving the Vatican and the pope leaving office? That's new for us. But it had to happen," said Rev. Jeremy Driscoll, a theologian at the Pontifical Athenaeum Sant'Anselmo in Rome.
the Swiss Army was lined up, everyone was wearing their Sunday attires and we made sure to imprint the new generations to come with this Idea, that the Vatican is the Holy See, the Holy Seat as we say in Italian, the seat of the power of God on Earth, A Special Place run by Special Men.
It's important to stick to the story, if we let it go, we would have to ask ourselves how did we accept and allow Famine and Poverty in the face of a Wealth and Abundance that could have fed the world.
Isn't it a big price to pay just to give up self responsibility? 
Making the Vatican responsible for our Life and AfterLife and one of our excuses to not stand up for the Whole as One, a responsibility that they happily took together with the World's Wealth and Privileges that come to those who -apparently- are more important, more Value-able than others.

If we had not looked for excuses to our Creation, the Vatican wouldn't even exist, it stands and will stand as The Powerful Reminder that we can't have our cake and eat it, if we are the sinner we accept to be, just so we can continue sinning and don't have to change, we give up all our power to others to use it as they see fit, and look, they didn't see fit to take care of the world, yes, just like us, what a wake up call, isn't it?

The Vatican has been closed for 3 days, sealed, there was no Angelus this Sunday, everyone still alive? YES, it made no difference whatsoever if not to the Vatican shops that have not been able to sell their souvenirs, nothing of value is coming from the Vatican or it has ever come from there, look around, the world's devolution is Here for everyone to see.

The words of Jesus don't live in the Vatican, they must be lived.
To give to another what we would like to receive  would mean to make sure everyone has enough for a dignified life, dressing people in 'Alice in Wonderland's' clothes, doesn't make the World a Wonder-land, it should be clear by now, it does  make it the Land of WONDER Why, we haven't taken care of each others and instead opted to keep in place a system that works just for few to the detriment of the many in fear of our Self responsibility and of facing our Creation for what it is, a place of Inequality and Disconnection that needs correction, Our Own Correction to realign to What is Best for All vs What is best for Me.

Many liked Jesus and saw that what he said was cool, we can make his Words live, As Us, standing for a system change that will benefit All Equally, giving as we would like to receive.

Stand for the Life of All @ EqualMoney,  we don't need funny dressed Characters to remind us what we have to do, we know what we have to do, we need to 'Just Do It', making the "Here" Heaven on Earth for All instead of following promises of a happier AfterHere by those who live the happiest Here as Heaven on Earth just for themselves.
Join us, cast your vote for Life @ Equal Money.

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Saturday, March 2, 2013

Day 277: Putting an End to Scaring Others

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This is a follow up to my Post of Day 274 - Scare tactics are Not Acceptable


The first reason why I want to change this point about me is because I see that when I step into this Character, I am not Here, I am not present, I busy myself with digging out the weaknesses of others to make my attacks more effective, for the results I am aiming for, which is to manipulate them to do what I want, even if I justify this point as 'I did it for their own good', because in fact when I push to move someone into Fear, no good can come of that, as they will be just Fearful and unable to Hear a potential solution that I could speak as myself, simply sharing honestly how I overcame a specific point, if I did, and if I didn't just keep my mouth shut because I have nothing of value to share that I have lived through and not just made up an opinion or an idea about.

So, taking up the points from my previous blog

Fear Dimension

'We wanted to talk to you' or 'I wanted to talk to you', spoken either by my mother or my grandparents, this was usually anticipating a long convoluted chat, during which I would be indoctrinated in what I was supposed to Fear, usually fears would relate to Future events, to consequences of me NOT doing what they "saw" was best for me, those words spoken in a specific 'calming' fashion would scare me shitless. 
First because since they had been 'so nice', in theory, there was no reason for me to fear what they were about to say when in fact at some level I knew I was about to sit for a Mind Control session against my will, second because I accepted and allowed myself to believe that I was not in charge of my emotional experience and hence I had to sit and be battered by emotions and feelings as they saw fit to stir, until I would surrender in the grips of an anxiety attack.

My grandparents parading for me the worst possible future outcomes for my life and then saying 'we are saying this for your own good, trust us'
A memory of preparing to sit on the couch for 'one of our talks', fearing the talk, fearing not pleasing them because they were the strongest Money point in my family line, fearing to lose everything of my future if I didn't make myself endure 'that moment' with enough grace


I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to connect the words 'I want to talk to you about something' to Fear in anticipation of what will be said that might trigger me into some personality/characters, instead of taking self responsibility for who I am in every moment of breath without moving into anticipating possible outcomes so I can set up a possible defense line, which means I expect to be attacked/harmed

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to fear people who I gave up my power to having conversations with me because I fear how I could experience myself as a result of our interaction, instead of seeing, realizing and understanding, I am in charge of my experience and I can decide if I jump into or not whatever is offered for my participation

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to fear sitting through conversations that I have made up an opinion about. anticipating an attempt to manipulate me or to make me responsible for someone else's feelings and emotions, instead of seeing and realizing I am the only one that can manipulate myself into a specific experience of feelings and/or emotions


Thought/Memory Dimension

The aftermath of my mother shouting and screaming coming to seek peace and harmony by saying 'please see I say this for your own good'

A memory of myself back in my room angry and anxious and my mother calmed down walking in to explain WHY she behaved that way and how she always had 'my good' at heart, I must remember this

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to resent my mother for trying to patch things up after she blew a fuse using the sentence 'please see that I am saying/doing this for your own good'

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to fear my family based on memories of events in which I perceived I had been manipulated into specific feelings and emotions instead of realizing it was always me giving in to creating an emotional experience out of thoughts I accepted and allowed within me, as me

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to hold on to memories of myself angry at my mother for good reasons, because I blamed her for how I experienced myself after she blew a fuse instead of realizing it was nothing personal and that taking her outbursts personally was my deliberate decision so I could blame her and I would not have to be responsible for the way I experienced myself


Imagination Dimension

One day I will go away from Italy and I won't have to sit through this crap anymore.

Imagining how free I would feel away from Italy, all the things I could do without this constant brainwashing about fake morality of people who preached well and did not apply it

Imagining how soon the chat will end, skipping to the end and what I should say to pretend I was in agreement so they would leave me alone

Imagining not feeling this way anymore when I would be finally freed from the control of my family

Imagining that I would not have to worry about any of those things because my grandparents would die and I would inherit enough to live as they kept telling me -so- why are we even talking about my future.

My future is guaranteed, I have nothing to worry about

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to imagine that one day I would go away from Italy, making Italy the origin of my problems and of my experience of myself, diverting on a country my own responsibility, victimizing myself to the point of seeing the solution to myself only away from here, which led to the consequence of resenting coming back here as I saw, realized and understood, I was back to where I left and I would have to deal with the experience of me AND the blame for this country which was never in fact responsible for how I perceived myself as a loser in a world where I did not have access to the 'Best Lives' available but had to make do with the left overs

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to see all my problems solved once I would leave Italy as I believed I could leave behind the fake morality I was taught just by going away instead of seeing and realizing I had become the fake morality I accepted and allowed myself to be imprinted with and that I would have to correct myself to free myself no matter where I lived

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself, when in conversation with my family, to imagine in my mind when it would be over, blaming them for how I was experiencing myself as powerless and with no choice having to sit through the brainwashing, instead of seeing and realizing I sat willingly through the brainwashing hoping to secure the loot for my future so I could trade fears, trading the one to be brainwashed for the one about my future, which was bigger, which I perceived as unsorted and uncertain and out of my power to direct


Internal conversations, backchats, voices in the head

Do I have to sit through this crap AGAIN?
What do I have to say to make you stop?
They are doing it for my own good
They know what is best for me
They don't know what is best for me

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to listen to voices in my head as if they were me, powering them with emotions and feelings with regards to my family, convincing myself that I believed in their good intentions in the hope to stay in their good books and have my future assured, when in fact I did not believe anything they said

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to lose myself in my mind in a spiteful commentary, so I could make myself powerful and not acknowledge how powerless I felt for having to sit through useless conversation with my family just as an investment in my future


Reaction Dimensions

Feeling of Impotence - I have to sit through this
Feeling of being cheated into sitting nicely for brainwashing, Anger
Fearing the talk
Anger at myself for saying I did understand why they were doing that for 'my own good', when in fact I couldn't understand how would anyone scare people for their own good - how does that work?

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to react to conversations with my family in which FEAR played a major role, with a sense of powerlessness, of being brainwashed, of anger, when in fact I was deliberately reacting to cover up my fear of being manipulated placing on others the burden of my experience as I didn't want to take responsibility for myself and how I experienced myself at all times, because I didn't have the tools to do so

Behavior Dimensions

Tightening of the chest
Stomach cramps
Grinding of teeth

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to create Physical consequences for myself such as tightening of the chest, stomach cramps, grinding of teeth and for stressing and harming my physical body while participating in and as the Mind I forgive myself

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to believe that it was acceptable for me to do unto others what was done to me as manipulating through FEAR, because I decided that it was effective, I decided that I had in fact effectively been manipulated through Fear and that the outcome of me was not my responsibility but my family's, and for blaming my family and making them responsible for who I am today, I forgive myself


Looking at How did I replicate this Character for myself and when and how do I activate it to manipulate others

Scaring my partners that I will leave them as a consequence of Their behavior/potential behaviour

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to scare my partners telling them/hinting to them, implying that I would leave unless they complied to what I wanted which I saw as due to me and their responsibility so I could feel good about myself instead of making it my responsibility to take care of myself at all levels

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to, even when I saw how distressing this was to my ex husband the first time I told him I was leaving and he locked himself in the bathroom and cried his eyes out, to not stop myself, to not change and stop making others scared to make them do what I wanted them to do to please some of my characters and personalities, and for the shame that I feel about this point as I write, I forgive myself
 
Scaring children I was looking after to make them do what I wanted - told myself this was cool because I did not use the very scary thing some of my family used to scare me with (FOXES) , hence I was better than my family

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to scare children that were entrusted to me, either physically or verbally to make them do what I wanted them to do instead of taking the time to talk common sensically to them as equals and find together what would be best for all, and for not teaching the children I have come in touch with how to come to common agreements as Equals, but exerting my authority just because I could, I forgive myself
 
Scaring friends by projecting for them a future they would not like so they would do what I saw was best for them now

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to scare my friends regarding a possible, potential future of Doom and Gloom, so I could feel important about myself as a mind reader, psychic, someone in the Know, and for justifying myself regarding scaring my friends with stories about how I did it for them when in fact I did it for me, to feel more and find extra value for myself, I forgive myself 

Scaring someone I don't know by saying I will call the police as a consequence of their behavior

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to scare someone I don't know in person by threatening them to call 'the police' or any other authority figure, to make sure they would step back in line, and for using and supporting the same tactics the system is using with all of us in the face of how disempowered I accepted and allowed them to make me feel, and for attempting to  disempower another so I could feel better about myself, I forgive myself
 
Writing scary letters exposing all the "nasty truth" about someone so they will come to their senses for their own good

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to write scary letters to people I know, pointing out all their faults, all their wrong doings in an attempt to make them fear-full and of diminishing them so I could feel more and better about myself, and for filing faults for future use in one of my scary tactics attacks I forgive myself



I commit myself to, when and as I see myself moving or about to move into the desire to scare another for whatever reason, to stop, breathe, see what I have accepted and allowed myself to be scared about that triggered me to move into this character, do not accept myself to step into my old behavior and breathe through the fear until its energy dissipates

I commit myself to no longer scare others to make myself feel safer, better, more powerful, less frightened and to walk myself consistently through breath and corrective application out of this Character, to stand as a point of giving as I would like to receive, for myself and all of existence, Equal and One.




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