Day 335: The Joy and Freedom of Hating Desteni

I have been with Desteni for over 2 years now.

I used to be a heavy duty, unrepentant, Pot Smoker, Life didn't make any sense to me and I felt too inadequate to take on the world as myself and stand for what could be a world that works for all.

Before I met Desteni I wasn't even interested, come on, who would even think to try and change this world, aligning to the distortion of what we created is so much easier and, in many cases, even financially rewarding.

The people at Desteni helped me a lot when I joined the Forums, not because they are Self Perfected beings(...), but because they are working to become the kind of beings that care about others and all Life, this is why they spend much time working on themselves to uproot the Evil we have accepted and allowed ourselves to become, selfish little egotistical shits, that have no other interest but to have the upper hand on others, at any cost, even just by using our words to try and diminish what we perceive is a call to Self Responsibility for a Self responsible World, as our Creation.

It was only with the use of Desteni Tools that I was able to leave behind for good an addiction I could not sort out in over 25 years, and I have tried anything, from therapy, to Spirituality, positive thinking, Abraham Hicks, Matrix Energetics, Family Constellation, Detox, Hypnotherapy, Cranial Sacral Therapy, sacred geometry, anything that exists I have personally investigated and positively failed to help me sort myself out, sure they must be bullshitters with a lucky strike to manage to provide just the right tools that did the trick, or could they be up to something?

I am currently at the Desteni Farm, where I have been hosted for free, simply because I did not have the money to contribute, but these weird people Here insist that every human is NOT to be seen as 'money making' potential but as a Life potential and must be supported to find it in them to stand for themselves and every other living being, as Equals. Crazy, mind-blowing shit. By the way I reserve my right to write a full Witness blog at the end of my stay - anyone who talks about anything should have done their leg work and put in the effort to go and find out if there is substance to people's claim, are we not otherwise brainwashed if as Truth Seekers we look only for 'The Truth we Like?', how convenient is that?

I even get to sit with the Inter-dimensional Portal every day, a little girl that speaks anything from biology to physics, able to explain in detail any paranormal phenomena that has ever existed, from Demons to Angels to Ghosts, any freaking thing -without a script, of course that should make us question this Reality, we could do that OR take up our little pens and keyboards and try and diminish what we can't even understand yet, THAT will save us from feeling belittled in all our Knowledgeable Minds by someone who is not fitting our ideas and opinions of what communication with the other side should look and be like - and then we insist on us being the intelligent species - compared to what? Forks? Which other species has shown the same disregard for life that we have shown just because we think and speak, yeah, the real high achievers of this existence, you just need to look around at what we created, something we must all be proud of.

Wouldn't you like a better world? If you do, you have to start to consider how can you be a part of it, a better world will not come by while some sit watching it unfold and then join in, no, this time we are required to stand together for a change; is this going to be easy?

Surely not, we'll have to wait for everyone to align to their Self Responsibility, plus we'll have to wait for some bigheads that do nothing but spread lies and misinformation about Desteni, just because they know they should be standing too, but they rather cash in on the controversial energy that surrounds us as a group, so they can get some views and publish some ads on their website (think we didn't notice?), some would do anything for money hei, even compromise their own chances to get the message about how to stop being Dick-s so we could be Life instead.

It 'feels good' to Hate Desteni, considering that the alternative is so much scarier, the idea that You are in fact as responsible for this world as anyone else and that it is time for You to stand as the Change You Want to See in This World and that we are accountable, each one of us, for everything we have ever participated in, inside and out, and there goes a real frightening thought, obviously Hating is just so much easier, though ammunition must be getting scarce  if some have to write 'overall blogs' vs the specific libelous ones, careful though, the hatred shows, there aren't enough clever words to line up to disguise it effectively, specifically when young girls are called 'cock teasers' just because they share their views on sexuality.

 

So, there is a Journey to Nothingness to walk, the tools are provided for free to return to yourself your Authority so you can Author and Authorize a different world from the one we live in, use your words wisely - we are already doing time on this planet, because it's time we get it that we have to find ways to coexist, and one day you will open your eyes to realize the world we live in is a world you are contributing to with your words and godforbid the day you will, you better find a place to go for support because the fall will be painful, I can testify to this from personal experience.

For those that claim to be intelligent, please consider that being in the business of hating Desteni is a luxury no one can really afford, because this time Money won't buy anyone their way out of here, we'll have to walk together a new path for a new world and there is never going to be Your Way out of this.

Desteni has written and is writing a Destiny for All Humankind, a Way Out, together we can stop all suffering and return Dignity to this world, you have the Choice to join and walk your change or not, but no Choice is Free, not even to those with plenty of Money, We are all Doing Time here, and will do all the Time required to Self Realize that either this World works for All or soon it won't work for anyone, because we can only be and live what we are willing to give and let others be, Jesus said that -and instead of living his words -we crucified him.

There is Only One Choice that ends All Consequences, and that is what is Best for All, which is not an opinion or an idea, it's a point each one can find within themselves if they care to look for it, the Cross is the Choice, you get off if you For-Give Life to yourself and All Equally or you can Not Be for-Give-ness and nail yourself to the Cross until you make the Right Choice, there was always Only One Choice - Dumb Human - we just kept missing it.

You can get it now or after some Time on The Cross, You Choose.  Happy CrossOvers ahead.

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Day 295: Redefining A "Negative" Childhood

I did not like being a child.

Starting with being smaller in size than the adults, being unable to reach the top shelves, the table, having to sit on phone books to be as tall as others while eating.

I did not like as well the fact that everyone seemed to be in charge of me and my time but me - an issue than then developed into a resistance to discipline which I perceived to be the "real Mind Control' of existence, hence I rebelled to discipline and in line with this I reacted to the post about Jesus having Disciples - meaning people with Discipline applying his message, a wave of annoyance came over me as I read the word 'discipline', a word I connected to the Catholic schools, summer camps, life with parents and then with partners and ultimately, to prove discipline was in fact a fuck up, to the Army.

It's interesting to revisit my past to see how shaped myself into the person I am today, often I get pissed off as I realize how much of this system is deliberately built to create ineffective human beings, what if we had embraced discipline from childhood as a tool to greater effectiveness vs something to rebel to, just to end up slobs without a spine that can't push themselves to complete tasks for the goals they set out to accomplish? And we call our spineless existence "Freedom" and then we fight to defend it, not the clever lot we like to think we are.

I never went to a Montessori institute, instead I went to a Catholic kindergarden for 4 years and not the prescribed 3, because my mother was working, and then 5 years of elementary school, the nuns would be the other end of the spectrum from Maria Montessori, they lived to dwarf children under the weight of fears, guilt, shame and gender issues, they depicted a world of giants, the trinity, saints, martyrs, all great people I never wanted to emulate if for no other reason for the fact that they had to die to become that great.

On the other hand, Maria Montessori understood that children did better and developed more healthily in an environment were the world was sized for them, she may not have got it all right but she did put herself in children's shoes, in the Montessori world you would have child sized toilets, tables, chairs, it was to support them to feel "au pair"/Equal to the adults and their environment, having their world sized for them vs feeling dwarfed by it, but then again, why not dwarf children, that will turn them into spineless adults because hopelessness and helplessness start at home, in the family, who else could imprint those feelings and emotions more effectively than the family?

I remember thinking that I would grow up soon or later and the need to ask the adults to hand me over the things I could not reach would be over, I always looked forward to growing up, to the freedom that I didn't perceive I had as a kid, born dependent to be raised dependent to become dependent human beings.

It's possible that addictions start when we are in fact kids, our addictive minds are forged at home, not only through copying the behavior of our families, but through internalizing the need to be helped out, the fear of not being as big as others, to not be able to manage tasks as well as adults hence the dependency from family that then turns into dependency from substances, the abuse of sub-stances until there is little left of what we could have been and become in a proper supportive environment.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to believe that without my family I would have died

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to hate being dependent on my family for survival from the big points - like being fed, clothed and housed, or the small points such as having to ask others to reach for things I could not reach or for permission to do what I wanted to do with my own time

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to resent being a kid among adults

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to believe I was diminished by the presence of adults in my life and for blaming them for my experience of 'smallness' when in fact my experience was the result of my comparison to them in terms of size and ability to do things and not real

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to desire to have a place for myself where adults would not continuously interfere by checking what I was doing or planning my time as this resulted in the perception that I carried on throughout my life of not being free and then seeking for freedom in the guise of an undisciplined life where I could do whatever I wanted to do whenever I wanted

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to believe that life sucked because I was shared among family members in summer like my step grandma who didn't like me but pretended to when my grandpa was around or my uncle who liked to kick me in the butt to prove 'who was boss' both of which left me with extensive suppressed anger that I  did not express in fear of their retaliation and a feeling that I just had to wait to grow up and then I would tell them all to go fuck themselves

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to have a fixed thought as a kid "just wait til I grow up" that I used to get through my childhood, imagining that I would leave and never turn back to those people that I believed were the cause of my anguish instead of realizing it was my participation in thoughts emotions and feelings that created the energetic experiences that I then blamed on my family and their behavior

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to feel humiliated when my uncle would kick me around in front of others to prove his authority when my mum was not around and for holding a grudge and hatred toward him together with spiteful thoughts on how I would just leave one day and never turn back

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to feel like an outcast with the kids of some of my relatives when I went to spend part of a summer with them, ending up sitting on the steps of their summer house imagining my mother walking through the gate to take me away, without seeing realizing and understanding that I was busy creating the 'loner' personality as I ended up assuming that you can never trust anyone to have your interest at heart, not even your family and that being alone would be my safest bet in my life - which then created friction inside of me every time I had a relationship and I felt my partner walked all over my resolution and commitment to aloneness by just being around

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to feel torn between my mother and my grandparents as I was asked to take sides once a week by hiding some of the things that happened at home to my grandmother and some of the comments my grandparents made about my mother, never feeling like I could be honest and just exist but having to always be on the lookout to remember what could be shared and what must not be shared to not anger anyone

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to associate Life with living with my family as a kid and being alive with finding ways to navigate the dangerous emotional minefield of my family, ending up always putting myself in a state of stress and anxiety, which resulted in me splitting in various personality that could handle and manage my family dysfunctions at their best, investing each character with the specific role to handle just one side of my relationships so as to make sure nothing would be overlapping and causing problems to myself and others

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to feel guilty regarding my inability to be myself, to be just one and not many different 'me's as that felt like a betrayal of myself and a point of constant stress when the different parties would gather and I would have to choose how to handle myself within a Character that could please them all and within this for giving in to addictions later in life to cope with those personality switches I believed I had to keep up for survival that were extremely energy consuming 

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to fear that I would turn out like my family, to live in anxiety for not knowing how I could prevent that as I felt that their very presence around me was toxic and yet I had nowhere else to go, and for believing I was not free and I would have to set out on a journey to Freedom which included leaving my family behind as within this I defined my freedom as dependent from being away from my family and as I came back to Italy, I walked back into the feeling of entrapment that I left behind when I left, without going to the root of the problem to sort it out once and for all

to be continued

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Day 278: Pope Benedict XVI, flying off like a True Pilgrim

28th February 2013.

Pope Benedict XVI leaves the Vatican for Castel Gandolfo, the no less palatial Papal residence which is situated about 30 km from Rome and is part of the Vatican State -although not adjacent-, another one of the many Vatican owned properties that will host him as a scholar and a "pilgrim" in his post-papal times. 

This is a temporary choice, once the refurbishment of the 4 storey nunnery behind St Peters will be finished, he will move there, it wasn't difficult to choose a place for him to stay being the Vatican is the 1st property owner in The World.

Given the enormous distance to cover, the Pope, understandably, used an helicopter to reach Castel Gandolfo, which is provided by the Italian State -free of charge- for him and the head of State for official missions, those carried out on behalf of the People, such as retiring from Papal duty to become a Pilgrim (?).

A Pilgrim??

The Pope will NOT be your usual retiree, "he will get 2,500 euros a month as pocket money even though the Vatican official spokesman, Father Federico Lombardi, said last week that the Pope would want for nothing.

"We will ensure he can live a dignified existence," he said.

It is unclear what Benedict might need to spend the money on. The former nunnery is a grace-and-favour residence inside the Vatican, and he will not have to pay rent.

His meals and daily living expenses will also be paid for by Vatican state finances, and cooking and cleaning will be done by a group of four women from a Catholic organization called "Memores Domini."

He will take his piano, his pets and personal belongings, he won't have access to the Fancy Closet he once cherished that gave him the title of 'Prada pope', but we can say his future is guaranteed, he will have nothing to worry about, unlike 1/3 of the world and growing who struggle to make ends meet and whose choices are limited by the amount of Money they have access to.

So, why does The Pope get to 'want for nothing' and the rest of the World is left wanting for the essential?

The fate of Benedict, once dubbed the "Prada Pope" for his taste in fine red loafers and haute-couture vestments, will be very different, although Church officials seem still themselves to be working out just what his new life in cloisters will be.

His initial departure from the grand papal apartments in the 16th-century Apostolic Palace, where he has spent eight years with a staff of clerical secretaries, including priests and nuns, a butler and other domestic staff, will be for the no less palatial surroundings of the historic summer residence of popes at Castel Gandolfo, on a lake in the hills south of Rome.

Strange timing about the Pope leaving and the documentary about Vatican Pedophiles cover up coming out in March, Mea Culpa, in the documentary they affirm that no one like the Pope knew better of the abuses of the church since he was in charge of the Child Abuse investigations prior to becoming Pope. 

Strange as well that after all the secular cover ups of Child Molestations, he should have taken a stand against Cardinal Keith O'Brien to step down and NOT participate in the Conclave for the election of the next Pope, what was his fault after all, had he not followed the Church indications to deny, deny, deny?

And then for denying the anonymous allegation against him for sexual misconduct, because they were anonymous, not because they were not true, he was asked to step down, SHAME.

For the exit of the Pope in true Pilgrim style, the Vatican Inc. set up an elaborate display of power and pompousness, 

"How do you invent a ritual for the pope leaving the Vatican and the pope leaving office? That's new for us. But it had to happen," said Rev. Jeremy Driscoll, a theologian at the Pontifical Athenaeum Sant'Anselmo in Rome.

the Swiss Army was lined up, everyone was wearing their Sunday attires and we made sure to imprint the new generations to come with this Idea, that the Vatican is the Holy See, the Holy Seat as we say in Italian, the seat of the power of God on Earth, A Special Place run by Special Men.

It's important to stick to the story, if we let it go, we would have to ask ourselves how did we accept and allow Famine and Poverty in the face of a Wealth and Abundance that could have fed the world.

Isn't it a big price to pay just to give up self responsibility? 

Making the Vatican responsible for our Life and AfterLife and one of our excuses to not stand up for the Whole as One, a responsibility that they happily took together with the World's Wealth and Privileges that come to those who -apparently- are more important, more Value-able than others.

If we had not looked for excuses to our Creation, the Vatican wouldn't even exist, it stands and will stand as The Powerful Reminder that we can't have our cake and eat it, if we are the sinner we accept to be, just so we can continue sinning and don't have to change, we give up all our power to others to use it as they see fit, and look, they didn't see fit to take care of the world, yes, just like us, what a wake up call, isn't it?

The Vatican has been closed for 3 days, sealed, there was no Angelus this Sunday, everyone still alive? YES, it made no difference whatsoever if not to the Vatican shops that have not been able to sell their souvenirs, nothing of value is coming from the Vatican or it has ever come from there, look around, the world's devolution is Here for everyone to see.

The words of Jesus don't live in the Vatican, they must be lived.

To give to another what we would like to receive  would mean to make sure everyone has enough for a dignified life, dressing people in 'Alice in Wonderland's' clothes, doesn't make the World a Wonder-land, it should be clear by now, it does  make it the Land of WONDER Why, we haven't taken care of each others and instead opted to keep in place a system that works just for few to the detriment of the many in fear of our Self responsibility and of facing our Creation for what it is, a place of Inequality and Disconnection that needs correction, Our Own Correction to realign to What is Best for All vs What is best for Me.

Many liked Jesus and saw that what he said was cool, we can make his Words live, As Us, standing for a system change that will benefit All Equally, giving as we would like to receive.

Stand for the Life of All @ EqualMoney,  we don't need funny dressed Characters to remind us what we have to do, we know what we have to do, we need to 'Just Do It', making the "Here" Heaven on Earth for All instead of following promises of a happier AfterHere by those who live the happiest Here as Heaven on Earth just for themselves.

Join us, cast your vote for Life @ Equal Money.

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Day 267: Abundance for All - No Faith Required

Do you have Faith? Do we need Faith?

Instead of seeing this world as our Creation an as such something that we can correct and make it work in a fair way for All by getting down to fixing the few things that have gone really wrong -starting with  Famine and Poverty in a world of plenty-, we go to church and Pray for a change, or for some $Change$ to take care of the Changes we pray for. It takes Faith and the results are in no way guaranteed. This is if we are religious.

If we are new Agers or Love and Lighters we go and meditate, we visualize, we design mantras, imagine positive outcomes, chant, do not allow the 'negative' in our lives (we manage that is by shutting out half of the world, including family and friends - this requires discipline - to be disciples of a Faith in Positivity and Love and Light and things that have not proven effective in guaranteeing a Life of wellbeing for All)

If we are Economists, we preach the 'trickle down' theory, this too takes Faith, possibly even more than the other 2, God and Love and Light belong to the Invisible Realm, we can twist and turn outcomes in any way we want to prove that God/the Universe didn't give us what we wanted because he knew better-had other, bigger plans regarding what we really needed, the loops to justify the Non -outcomes here are quite creative.

But as Economists, the support of the trickle down theory is pretty absurd, when has anything ever trickled down so far? Anyone has a memory of such an event?

Or about Rich People investing in the wealth of All and uplifting Humanity with their Philanthropy? 

Anyone home?? When have the Rich willingly done something that didn't pay back an hefty profit -see philanthropy-, so how is the Faith in this one point even sustainable, what do we feed this faith to keep it Alive, images of Saint Rothschild, Saint Rockefeller holding Baby Jesus?

And yet we busy ourselves with those trappings, not just that, we wear the Crusader Uniforms, the 'Proud to be' Knights of Mall-to and Consumerism, why can't we see that since We are The World, as The World, we can take a U Turn and just redesign it for the Good of All vs going to Church, Temples, Retreats or futile Economics classes to reinforce myths and dangerous departures from Reality.

We propose a system of Abundance, for All, yes, that is the hard part to come to terms with, we proved that we value having more than others above having more in general, 

The Fed study is just one study in a body of research pointing to a link between happiness and how we measure ourselves to our peers. If the findings are true, then wealth is nothing more than feeling like you have more money than everyone else.

because we have invested ourselves and our lives in a make belief Tool that establishes in monetary terms the value of everything that exists, Life has a price too, and it follows market trends, cheaper in the Third World, more expensive in the First, in poor countries everyone knows the price of a life, it's cheap, dirt cheap.

Today a guy on the Italian National TV said he has contacted Romania to sell a kidney because he can't make it to the end of the month and can't live with this sense of oppression as Lack of Money - as Support as the LifeLine of this existence. Isn't this weird to say the least? 

Is it enough that we made selling body parts illegal or should we make withholding Vital resources from 1/3 of the World ILLEGAL and a Crime against Life?

We are redesigning Capitalism into a system that guarantees the Right to Life for All, yes, it's very revolutionary apparently, since most oppose it on some principle, no one is clear about what principle is it that we have to hold dear about NOT giving to All an Equal Right to Life -specifically the Spiritual one and the one on their way to Enlightenment, seems we are too busy, hoping, praying and chanting for Life to get better, or waiting for the trickle down that will finally change our lives.

If we could take a good look at the design of why we are not even willing to consider a Change in support of the Whole, we would be unable to come up with any good answer, even as we speak our excuses, they sound funny even to ourselves - WHO is holding these views then, having thoughts you don't agree with??- , simply because there are no good reasons for our standing, we just insist on wanting this change to happen without our intervention, we post notes on social networks to scream about how everything sucks, how corruption has taken a turn for the worse, how the lives of everyone are chained into an economic system of slavery and then...yes, this is the point, there isn't a THEN, there is FAITH instead in the way of letting things happen, faith that one day we may all have enough Money which is what all those doctrines are all about and promoting at their core, wealth as MONEY, not that we like to talk about Money, it's vulgar, demeaning, what if others thought I care about Money? 

I rather be Holy, Spiritual, an Economist, anything that will give me access to Money without having to mention it, like ever.

Within Equal Money Capitalism, we have accepted the truth that Money so far has become the key to access Vital resources and services for everybody, and we are not scared to call a spade a spade, hence the system is called Equal Money, not Equal Wealth, or Equal Abundance, or Richness of Spirit, or Enlightenment, because we want to return the focus on Money as what it has become as the God of this world, the giver of life and death, and as such everyone must have access to it, because Life is the only real Capital we All Equally share and we must return Life to its place of sovereignty and make sure we will never again abuse Life for Profit.

And so we start with bending Money as a system of abuse into a system of equal support, a tool to redefine LIFE as the value that we must honor above anything else, and when this point will have hit home for everyone, we will be able to transition to a Money free world, because Money was our Creation, we allowed it to become our Master, we return it to the service of Life and then we move on, into a world that works as it always should have done, in the mutual respect of each other, of Earth and all other living beings within the understanding that nothing material is of any worth when Life, as Breath, is no More.

Join us at Equal Money, no Faith required.

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Day 218: Christmas Time, Spreading the Seeds of Evil Brainwashing

(Day 217 walked privately)

When I was a kid I was told that presents were delivered by baby Jesus, yes, the Catholics highjacked Santa for their own brainwashing purposes, creating 'credits' in the Mind of kids so they could TIE them into a belief system of 'rewards' either earthly -Christmas- or in the AfterLife. Imagine that, the Catholics found ways to take on the "credits" of the parents without spending a cent. Hats off?

As kids grow up and try to make sense of the world at large, including the logistic of such a complex system, we fill their heads with lies that don't make any sense. 

If it's hard to believe the story of a fat old man on a sleight making all those deliveries in one night, entering from chimneys in places that never had one, imagine believing an infant taking on the task, who  is NOT technically yet born, according to our nativity sets, as baby Jesus appears in the manger on the night of the 24th according to 'Tradition'.

We fail to see how we grow up to be demented adults with no common sense, because we lost the threads to the origin of our mental cacophonies, if we have to believe that such an amount of deliveries can take place in ONE night with just One Sleight by an Old fat man, anything else that comes after sold to us as Truth it's a piece of cake to take on board.

Like the story of Money, worthless pieces of paper that we accepted and allowed to become more important than Life itself, that nowadays decide if one has access to vital resources or not, that determine the value of LIFE making some Lives more worthy than others but hei, we believed in Santa and a plastic baby Jesus to be in charge of the Consumerism of Christmas night, so what would stop us now from believing anything else, like that the Vatican for example has the interest of the people at heart? 

Just for the record, the Vatican owns 85% of the luxury property market in Rome, they don't pay taxes because Mussolini agreed that if they stopped mingling into the politics of Italy, he would give them their own State, which he did, in the middle of Rome, one step you are in Rome then take a step over an imaginary line and you are inside the Vatican City/State.

Every Christmas when the temperatures go down, the Vatican doesn't keep the Churches open at night or house the homeless in their empty apartments, because those apartments are too luxurious for poor peasants and since their lives are worth less than others due to their less-ness in how much MONEY they own, they can stay outside and freeze to death. 

They will go to Heaven for not having troubled the Vatican and their Temporary Powers, it's a Promise.

Meanwhile huge nativity sets to make sure the story keeps being repeated and imprinted into people's Minds are set up, big enough to house the homeless, but we wouldn't wants Sacred Statues to mingle and be contaminated by Poor Bastards, would we? Right on track with the teachings of Jesus.

Basically, Christmas is the time in which we should all become more 'good', this begs the question if we are good at all if we celebrate 1 day of GOODNESS a year, a day in which apparently becoming good means BUYING something for someone. 

Really, what is it that prevents us from seeing we are being duped and then duping ourselves from birth to death, brainwashed into fear, shame, blame and then into blaming each others so we won't have to feel the shame for how we participate in this world, for how we close our eyes even at Christmas and allow so many to go hungry and homeless while we set up lights and trees in our living rooms to celebrate the birth of a man that said that we should love and take care of one another. 

Anything not right with this pictures, the picture of us eating way more than we need because Christmas is special, buying useless things to celebrate people we dislike just to secure our place within this system and our own survival within it, because inside we know that this world has turned into a dangerous vile place as the consequence of our own abdication of responsibility, our greed and self interest, we just don't have the guts to stand up, and so we get together with billions of others who also don't  and pretend that for one day, one night, we are All really Good and Holy.

Let's Wake up to face the ugliness of this world and stand united in Self responsibility for Life and all living beings for a real overall system change Change and to build a world that works for All. 

Stand for Life, cast your Vote at #EqualMoney

Day 115: The Purpose of Pain according to God

No Equality (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

God has purpose for your pain, a reason for your struggle and a compensation for your faithfulness. 

Don't give up

When I am asked Why God doesn't Heal You, I Have an Answer

It is quite amazing the length to which we go to not take responsibility for what is going on within and without ourselves. The God concept is just a great example of Let Go - and Let God, an idea, an imaginary friend, manage our Life, while we turn into the Pontio Pilate of existence and we wash our hands of it -let them decide if it's going to be Jesus or Barabbas - LIFE or LIES?

The point is that it was never God's fault - I would skip the Credit Point without Mention, as it doesn't seem necessary to debate the Worthiness of this Creation as a Benevolent One and all 'The Good that is in it', in a moment where Humanity is displaying the best of its Demonic side for everyone to see-, if we took responsibility for ourselves and our Creation we wouldn't have needed a God nor we would have stood for one, we would have told whoever was attempting to sit on the Worship Throne to get Real, get Off, and Get Equal.

But what if we started This Trip in the "At Most Fear" as Separation within Inequality, within the forgetfulness that All There is Is in fact ME, as the 7 billion little pieces plus the Stage we use to play, what if the concept of all There is, it's ME, was not only scary in terms of the responsibility it implied, but was as well inconceivable, as we gave up our power and the domain of Our Creation to someone else behind which we thought we would hide, walk and be safe. Ironically we gave up our Power to step into the Equality and Oneness Equation in and as the Physical that would have unlocked the driving seat for All, to stir the world as ourselves back to Sanity. But...you would expect that from in-sane beings.

I ask to All the BeLievers, really, have a look around, see the pain and suffering, the 2.6 billions people who do not have access to clean water and daily food, who are cut off from a system where God is really Money but we pretend  he is some Entity in the sky pulling strings for which he has a plan, a design, a purpose and then ask yourself if there is sanity in such a belief or if the FEAR that is eating us had to find a purpose, a reason and if God is not what Love is, The manifested FEAR of our existence and its antidote, all wrapped up in one Clever/Stupid Creation.

And we go so far as to say I WANT to be A SLAVE to God, so I can feel good about myself as I place GOD as the unquestionable Creator of existence and make Him responsible for this creation that honestly, mmhh, sucks, while I am a sick evil slave, if God was not around who knows what I  would be up to ?

So God becomes the Life Insurance Agent, selling the beLief that We are safe and Sound under His Omnicomprehensive Plan, and when something disastrous happens in Your Family or Your Close Circle for which there is no explanation WHATSOEVER (considering the bloody hours of worship you have volunteered and invested to the Plan, failing to see it was a One Way Equation, it was the safety of yourself and the closest ones, while the rest of the world could go to Hell, and did, and God should answer YOU, the bribe had been placed, come on God, step up to your side of the deal, give me a Hassle free Life, shift the Hassle to some fuckers far away from me, least I get to be hassle free BUT I have to feel bad as I witness the suffering of others too close to home, make it Africa, yeah, great, who the fuck knows them, we won't be able to relate, great, dump what is due from us to them, you Good God, you can do it, come on, Oopsie Daisy, that's it, keep walking, Africa is down on the right hand side) having safely insured ourselves against all odds, we can say, there is a reason for it that I may NOT see now, but it's there, it's GOD's Plan.

Actually ..... THERE ISN'T.

There is not a reason Good enough for being born a girl in South Africa and have 40% more chances to be raped than learning to read, especially knowing God's stance toward premarital sex, there is no Good reason for Children Dying of Starvation and there is No good reason for believing that there is A Good reason and a Purpose, unless we don't want to face the point that there isn't a Good reason and/or a Purpose and that this existence set up within Inequality and Abuse doesn't make sense at All except for those who are rich and are enjoying this experience while the poor slaves look for a Reason and a Purpose for their existence.

Truth is You just picked the wrong Character to play, too bad, within a Polarity Creation there must be Good and Bad, Suffering and Leisure/Pleasure, Tears and Joy, Death and Life, until we STOP, realize that this Characterization of the World is NOT working to What is best for All, and that it's delusional and sick to preach the stories of Reason and Purpose in an unreasonable world whose only purpose is to make and have enough Money to shelter ourselves from our Fear of the Future, Fear of Poverty, Fear of starvation, Fear of being Homeless, Fear of Death.

So the reason of this world is FEAR ,the purpose for this World is that some get to live out Heaven and some get to live out Hell, and that if we can sell Hell to those that live it, then we get to live a Safe Heaven, as the Elite and the Money Dealers, Hell Dwellers won't complain, they will sit and wait for their reward in Heaven. Ha Ha.

If this World is NOT Hell for everyone but is Heaven for some, what tells you that the Afterlife will be better for You, what if YOU just belong to the labour pool of existence and the After Existence, what if you used to build pyramids and now you go to work from 9am to 5pm, 5 days a week (if you are a LUCKY SLAVE inside a developed country or from 7 am to 7 pm for 6 days a week with 12 days of holidays a year if you are born in a 'developing' country? What if the reason and purpose for such an existence is you very existence within the polarity Equation, what if your life is ONLY useful as long as you hold on to the short end of the stick as the leverage for those who will get the long end and need you there to keep everything neatly in place? What if God won't be satisfied with just one life, but strong with your commitment to slavery puts you in the recycling bin of reincarnation and has you come back again and again, the same life, just different clothes, until you get off the merry go round and you stand for your Own and Everyone Else's Equality and Oneness and for a World that is best for All ?

Are you a Slave to God or is God a slave to You and your desire for daddy way past adolescence ?

Wake up, stand up, get off your knees. 

Life has One purpose and One reason for All, to establish a world that works Equally for All, where everyone has access to a Life of Dignity, access to experiences worth living and not the experience of starvation, war, rape, violence, abuse.

Your God doesn't agree? Ditch Him, you can be a better God than He ever was to yourself and your fellow beings and stand unwavering as The Creator of a Life of Equality and Oneness for All.

Want to hear the dead come and tell you how it really is: Visit Eqafe, there is plenty of Life reviews to tell you what is the Experience of the Suckers that Died and found out that they lived In vain, a worthless Life of Separation from existence as themselves as All There IS.

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